I'm Just a Substitute
nightmare

"Doctor, can I recall the incident I forgot about because of the amnesia I had because of the accident, if I have an object that makes me seem like there's a bit of an event that I seem to forget, running through my head?", Tiara asked Dr. Daniel, the doctor who treated Tiara when Tiara had amnesia.

"Even without it can also, if Mrs Eden wants to do therapy, especially if there are things that remind, of course very helpful" said Dr. Daniel.

"Why didn't the doctor advise me to do therapy to cure my amnesia?", asked Tiara in surprise.

"I have recommended it, but at that time the mistress was still weak. So I spoke to Mr. Eden, but Mr. Eden refused, Mr. Eden said he did not mind that even if the madam had forgotten the madam's past, he would carve out new memories with the mistress. Maybe Mr. Eden was worried about the state of the mistress, so he chose the mistress not to undergo therapy!Although this therapy works a lot, but sometimes there are also those that have not succeeded" said Dr. Daniel explained.

"But I'm the one who lives, why didn't Eden ask me? Why did Eden decide for himself? I still feel awkward, how can I leave Bram and marry Eden, while they are cousins?", thought Tiara just keep it in my heart.

"Alright doctor, thanks for the information" Tiara finally said.

"Will the lady have therapy?", asked Doctor Daniel.

"If I want to go to therapy, I will call the doctor back" said Tiara.

"Well madam, whenever the mistress wants to undergo therapy contact us, we will schedule" said doctor Daniel.

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After finding the book, finished tidying up the unloaded item, Tiara sat on the bed and began to open the book she found. "Why do I feel familiar with this book? But I'm not a fan of Minions, is this maybe my book?", Tiara thought.

But as soon as he opened the book and saw the writing "I'm just a substitute", Tiara was certainly shocked because the writing was so similar to his writing and below it was the writing of his name as well, but he never felt he wrote.

Finally Tiara who was curious, read the book from the beginning and until the end, Tiara was more confused when reading the book, why in the book there are often writings that curse Eden. "My cook wrote it? Cook me so much to hate Eden, to curse Eden constantly. Even while writing this book, it seemed like I felt tormented by my cage-like life. But right now I never feel that, and I love Eden too. But if I'm not the one who wrote it, why is my name? But I never wrote a diary. Actually what has happened to the forgotten times by me?", thought Tiara who made her head become sick.

Finally Tiara, who could not find the answer to all the questions that revolved around her head, decided to go to the doctor Daniel handled when she was in an accident and became amnesiac.

"I don't think much, I'm pregnant, I have to take care of my condition. I'd better go see Dr. Daniel!"

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After consulting with Daniel's doctor, Tiara became suspicious of Eden, Tiara felt that there was something Eden was hiding from her, otherwise why would Eden not want her to go to therapy. Bakan Eden never told me about the doctor who advised him to go to therapy.

"Why does Eden seem to prefer I don't have to remember my past anymore? Is Eden keeping things a secret?", thought Tiara inwardly. As always, Tiara when there is a problem always keep it in the heart. Sometimes he is confused, why Lily can live freely and can take out all of his heart without any burden. Whereas he himself for certain things prefers to keep it in the heart.

Because of this, when Eden had returned home, Tiara's attitude became not warm as usual, and became a bit stiff and awkward, even Tiara seemed a little away from Eden.

Eden certainly felt that, at first Eden only thought Tiara soy sauce, so Eden did not mind it.

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Eden immediately approached Tiara, and sat down beside Tiara, then placed his palm over Tiara's forehead.

"It's not hot, why are you so quiet today, are you sick?", Eden asked muttering.

The real Tiara had not yet slept, pretending to sleep hearing the murmur of Eden, to avoid the question of Eden. Not getting an answer from Tiara, Eden finally could only sigh, then lowered his head and kissed Tiara's forehead at a glance, after which Eden got up from the side of the bed, go to his desk and open his laptop.

"Eden has been so kind to me, why do I still suspect it", thought Tiara inwardly trying to throw away her bad thoughts Tiara who had been acting out of bed finally really fell asleep.

...********...

"Near! Wake up! Get up!", call Eden while patting Tiara's cheek. Tiara finally blinked her eyes, and woke up from her sleep. His forehead was already soaked with sweat.

"You why Tiara? You seem to be having nightmares, until you yell not repeatedly?", asked Eden, taking a tissue and dabbing Tiara's forehead.

"I dreamed of being chased by someone, and I was so scared that I ran into the street without seeing anything else, and I was hit by a car!", tiara said with a trembling voice because she was still affected by her dream earlier. Hearing Tiara's words, the hand that overstretched Tiara's forehead, stopped in shock."Who's been after you?", search Eden.

*I couldn't see his face clearly" said Tiara, rising from her sleeping position, and hugging Eden. "I'm afraid!", said Tiara.

"Is it because I miscarried in an accident, that I dreamed like this? Why is my heart so bad? I'd better not go honeymoon first, even if I really want to see Lily. Besides, I also want to undergo therapy so that my memory can return quickly. I'd better ask Eden to suspend her honeymoon event first", Tiara broke up in her heart.

"Mas, we'd better postpone our departure for honeymoon first. May it?", asked Tiara looking at Eden, and Tiara only realized, although Eden stroked her back to calm Tiara who was holding her, but Eden seemed to be thinking of something.

"Mas! you hear not what I'm talking to you about?", Tiara asked as she pushed Eden's chest to let go of her embrace.

"Ah... what is it?", asked Eden stuttered, conscious of her daydream.

"I said we postpone our honeymoon first, I feel my heart is not good" said Tiara.

"Is it because of your dream?", asked Eden holding both shoulders of Tiara.

"Perhaps", said Tiara just origin, when Tiara began to fear anything happened with the womb, because the dream had made him remember that he had experienced a miscarriage due to an accident.

While Eden was silent, the guilt of Eden reappeared after hearing Tiara's nightmare, Eden felt that the dream Tiara told him was the real event, only that Tiara did not see the face of the person who was chasing her. " If you had seen clearly who it was, would you have been angry and hated me again?", thought Eden in a heart who felt her heart thump.

Seriate........