I'm making you regret!
Expressions Feelings Dimas

Killa had decided to give birth normally. Killa's age is nine months. Right now she was waiting, it was time for her to give birth. Dimas had also prepared himself to help Killa give birth. She'll try to be professional, be Killa's obstetrician.

"Assalamualaikum" said Killa, as she received a phone call from Dimas.

"Vaalaikumsalam. You're asleep, La?" sahut Dimas's.

Dimas asked Killa if there were any signs of giving birth. Killa said that her stomach likes to experience false contractions. Given that it is nearing the time of giving birth, the child has begun to look for a birth canal.

Actually, near birth. Doctors recommend to have a husband and wife relationship, to merang*sang to give birth quickly. But that couldn't have happened to Killa. She now considers herself a widow. Dimas suggested that Killa expand the morning walk. Yoga is also very good for breathing and also strengthens the pelvic muscles. In addition, it can open the birth canal, so that it is easier to give birth.

"Later, if you feel any signs. Just call brother! If you no longer practice, you will immediately slide into your house," said Dimas showed his care, and it makes Killa feel bad. He didn't want to trouble Dimas outside of his job. Moreover, Dimas had already told him that he loved Killa. Makes Killa feel bad.

Killa just agreed, but later he would not do that. Because he also has a personal driver, and ART will be ready if he needs them.

"La ...," call Dimas.

"Yes, brother. What's up?" Ask Killa.

"Sister, brother why? Why is brother silent? What does your sister want to tell me? Just say!" Killa.

"Emm, earlier brother wanted to apologize to you. If this brother's speech offended you or something," Dimas said.

"Yes, calm down! I wouldn't be like that. Just tell me brother!" Killa was a little pushy, she was curious about what Dimas wanted to say to her.

Until Dimas finally asked about the feelings of Killa to him, and he also said that he really seriously wanted to be with Killa. Now it was Killa's turn to be silent, making Dimas feel bad. He was sure that the current Killa would be very disappointed in him.

"Sorry, my decision is still the same. I still need time to open my heart again, and live the household. Although, I am sure that brother is a good prospective father to my son later. I'm sure my sister will love him. But, it would be inappropriate, if I combined love when my son was very small. I want to focus on my son first" Killa explained. Again Dimas had to hold back the feelings of his heart.

"Yes already, brother understands. Sorry yes! Now you rest! Brother also wants to rest, tomorrow has to leave in the morning," said Dimas and finally they ended their phone call.

"I'm sorry Brother! Actually, I also have the same feeling brother. But, I'm afraid I can't share my time, which will make my sister disappointed," said Killa in her heart.

Killa tried to close her eyes. Actually, being in the position he is in right now feels so difficult. I have to feel everything myself since I was pregnant.