I'm making you regret!
Syila's Regret

"Breng*sek you! After I sacrificed everything, you just might betray me with that ja*lang woman! I'm really disappointed in you!" Syila looked so angry at Aris. Syila felt sorry, because she had cheated on Raihan, and now her lover was cheating on her with another woman.

After the incident, Raihan immediately left her, and finally Syila decided to establish a relationship with Aris. Syila and Aris have been living together. Their relationship is like a married couple who often do husband and wife relationships. Since Aris was not ready to marry Syila, they agreed that Syila use contraception. By taking the Pill. So that she doesn't get pregnant

"You're the stupid one! Trust me just like that" said Aris.

Syila's heart felt so sick, hearing Aris' words. Instead of apologizing, Aris threw himself out like there was no price. He doesn't care anymore, Syila's fate. All this time, Syila hitchhiked with Aris.

"Your staff is like me! Is it my fault for you?" Syila looked so hysterical that her heart was feeling at that moment.

What Syila has been doing all this time, it means nothing. Aris had scratched the wound in his heart. Throw away like shit, like it's meaningless. Throw it outside and also Syila's bag of clothes.

"Breng*sek you! I hate you! Someday, I will repay you! You managed to destroy me! I gave everything to you." Shouted Syila.

His heart was so broken. With a gontai move, Syila got out of the boarding house. Shila regretted, for ignoring Raihan. Here's the reply for him. In the past, Syila had taken Raihan from Killa, and now she felt the same fate as Killa had felt before.

Syila walked without direction, her gaze looking blank. She was so shocked, Syila did not expect that Aris would be like that to her. He felt that the struggle he was doing was in vain.

Same is the case with Syila who is feeling disappointed and burned with anger because Aris cheated on her. Raihan was also upset. Still he clearly remembered, when Killa said that Killa would marry Dimas. There was no longer any hope for him to be able to return with Killa. Raihan had to harbour his feelings of disappointment towards Killa.

The regret he felt at this moment, everything was meaningless. I will never be able to go back to how I used to be. Even if he gets angry, he can't. Since Killa was not his wife anymore, even Killa resolutely threatened him.

It was not willing of him, when Killa later married Dimas. However, Killa was a resolute female figure. Which remains in its stance. He's the one who made Killa that way. In fact, Killa was once a gentle female figure. Pain changed his life.

Syila chose to sit in a garden. Her tears drip one by one. Puzzle pieces in his past, now dancing in his mind. The longer, the more tears flowed, the more uncontrollable it became.

"It's all my fault, I made the man who used to love me. Finally left me," said Syila lirih.

She knows very well that Raihan used to love her. Even Raihan was willing to lose everything for her sake. But he destroyed it. He had an affair with Aris.