I'm Not a Mandul Woman
Chapter 126

"There's something I want to tell you. I'm sorry if I'm just being frank right now! " Revelations squeezed his wife's hand, and laid her chest.

"After this, please don't ever think I haven't moved on from my ex. I just love you one, and hope we will pass the time together until old age, until death separates." he continued still did not take off Imah's hand, squeezed it slowly, and, until I can feel the heartbeat of Revelation. They were in that position long enough. After a while, Revelation got up and passed towards the little table with the drawer, opened the drawer and took something from there.

Imah watched with astonishment what the Revelation did, even after sitting beside it, Revelation still seemed hesitant to give. He folded the envelope, all the movements of his hands could not be separated from the gaze of the wife. Until the heart of Imah that has been filled with curiosity, ask first.

"It's a letter. What is this letter, my mother?"

"Before you know what the contents of this letter are I want you to promise me something!" the more strange the behavior of Revelation in the eyes of Faith.

"After knowing my circumstances, will you promise to stay here with me until my old age?" Standing, facing the Revelation, he listens to the head, until their gaze meets. Touching the chest of that field with the palm of the hand with that tapered finger.

"Where do you think I can go? wherever I go, the direction I go, I'm stuck with you. I have nothing, no one, but you and the kids."

"First, if you didn't help me, maybe even me and Iffah would be homeless on the street right now. What else do you have to doubt about me?" the Argument of Faith breaks the thought of Revelation. The eyes locked there, looking for the truth of the word through the eyes of the wife.

But, you're beautiful, Li. If you want to have children, you can just pick up another man, and turn away from me. Turn to the man who can give you the offspring you dream of, which I cannot fulfill. Revelation is courageous in the heart.

But he also could not let this secret too long he pendam himself. Do not want to dissolve with guilt, because keeping this matter a secret is a burden on his life. Because it will hurt more heart of the wife later if left too long, especially the wife was suspicious earlier. Do not let the suspicion of the wife make their relationship becomes tenuous, because she thought she could not move on, but she was also too afraid of the reaction of the wife.

"This is a diagnostic letter from a doctor 2 years ago. About my true situation. Read it yourself." The silent revelation could not continue his words. He threw his face away, not wanting to meet his wife.

"Doctor's letter... The revelation? Why is Revelation?"

"Open up!"

Slowly the envelope of the letter was opened by Imah. Revelation observes the change in the face of his wife, then leaves the wife to the balcony and stands on the side of the fence facing the highway.

For a long time he was silent in that position, until the wife lined him up.

"Azoos per mia, what does it mean? I'm a stranger to medical terms like this."

"You can search the internet, right? Try to find out what it means!" answer without looking. The revelation felt the wife walking away from him, maybe he would take a phone and obey the word Revelation for his own searching on the internet.

Bright night sky with stars sprinkled flickering as if winking, adding beautiful shahdu atmosphere of the night, the crescent-shaped moon is also a complement to the beautiful night. But inversely proportional to the mood of Revelation that looks sad look on his face, waiting for the reaction is very wife who is focused with flat objects in his hand.

"Mas!"

"What is true, written here?"

Revelation turned, facing the wife.

" Do you think?"

"But Rayyan?"

"When I married Wida, unbeknownst to me it turned out that she was pregnant with another man. He admitted it to himself in a letter he wrote and I found him when he died. Oiya, the letter I'm referring to, is the letter you found when we moved into this house." Revelation grips iron balcony railing. Imah tried to remember when she found the letter. They were packing, moving house.

"But, why is it that you're responsible for her pregnancy?" Imah looked ahead, full of inquiry, while walking closer to Revelation. Seen the man who was two years more her husband was also looking straight ahead, with a faint gaze, like looking at something far away. Maybe in the past.

" That night somehow happened, when I woke up in the morning, I was sleeping in bed with him. Without clothes, even for a second I don't remember what I did with him all night. I really don't remember, even to this day, whether or not I did anything with him. I really believed in the fabrications my mother did, until I was really divorced from Yulia."

"Up until a few months later, he showed a test with two red lines and the results of the examination by the obstetrician. At that time, Yulia and I were still husband and wife. And according to Wida's confession in the letter, it was all the fabrication of her stepmother as well as my mother who wanted my separation from Yulia." Revelation still continues to tell how he and Yulia separated, of course because of the big role of Adnan, who did not like Yulia since before marriage.

It is very sad for Revelation. Why is mom like that? Ah, apparently mom is like before. Wh why? Does a mother think a daughter-in-law is a rival, assuming that her daughter-in-law will take the only child she loves so much? Is this the form of a mother who is afraid of losing because the child is more concerned with his wife's child? Or just looking for the attention of his son, so that he remains noticed and still wants to be number one in the heart of his son. Lest

"It's funny huh? I used to scream in anger when Yulia asked me to go to the doctor for a fertility check, or something else was holding us back from having children. I even accused the barren Yulia. And what I regret the most, every chance we met accidentally, and many times that I insulted him when I was with Wida, mocking him with inappropriate words. " The revelation pauses the long sentence.

"And he, just being quiet, never reciprocated my ill-treatment."

"That's why, when I saw that Yulia was pregnant again, I felt dwarfed, remembering my words and deeds while still being married to her. I was too ashamed to meet her, my sins against her piled up as high as a mountain. As a wife she was very hurt, I... The li! " Revelations turn, turning their backs on Faith. It was seen that the man's back was up and down, trying to regulate his breathing that arrived crowded. He seems to be so sorry for his past.

"Mas!" a warm whip cradled the Revelation on its back, the two hands of Faith in the chest, with both palms opening, feeling the heartbeat of Revelation there.

"For me, you are the greatest man I have ever met. You have even willingly worked hard for us, me, Iffah and Rayyan. Although I know Rayyan is not a real child, I am very patient and even cover all of them. So is Iffah, who has absolutely no blood relation to you, but what I see is that I love them both so much. I salute and admire the same mas."

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry that I doubted and misunderstood."

"I'm a sinner, Li! I deserve all of this. Like you said, I'm just a man trying to improve."

"God's Insha, the sinfulness of facing this ordeal, will be a sinner. Allah is the Acceptor of Repentance, to whosoever truly regrets his sins."

"Aamiinu. Hopefully yes, Li!" felt the head that was leaning on the back of Revelation move nodded.

When the atmosphere was in a state of haru and shahdu, a knock was heard from the door of the room.

"Look! Sir! Peek in the pants...!" Imah took off her embrace, until the revelation turned and looked at each other with the wife.

"Rayyan, bedwetting?"

"Damate, mas. Child child. I'll go to the next room first!" revelation nodded and accompanied his wife's departure with her gaze.

"Company, Buk. My bed is smelly with a pussy!" Iffah to the mother who stroked her head while heading to their room.

"What's wrong, tomorrow can be washed and continue to dry the mattress." into a nose that is almost the same length as his pursed lips.

In the room Rayyan looks as unwilling without a sound.

"You're upset, Fah!?"

"Finally, the bed stinks, I'm disgusted, Buk!"

"Can't do it, baby. You used to be the same age as well like to pee in pants. Yesterday was not had time to pee because from then gone was not awake" said the mother reminded, but the basic boy where he might remember when he was 2 years old. Imah then took Rayyan to the bathroom, brought clean clothes for Rayyan to change her wet clothes after cleaning. At the door, he passed by the Revelation that came out of the room.

"Eh, unfortunately Mr, just woke up from bedwetting, yes!!"

"Do you want to be cleaned with your father?"

the child who was still so excited shook his head.

"Don't want to, call me Ibuk!" reject Rayyan.

"alright. There's a quick, clean. Smells whiffin' where the hell!" The laughing revelation covered his nose, tempting Rayyan who was pouting at the smell.

"Papak kakal's... (The bad father)" Revelation grew louder, watching his wife and Rayyan passing by.

"This is what the hell. Already malem, do not like the child's seduction. Later if he's fussy, we're the ones who fuss. Oops wrong, I'm the one who bothered."

"Well, how else!"

"Big, ihh!" swiping away the hand of Revelation that pulled the T-shirt Rayyan was wearing from behind. He smiled, when he saw Rayyan had entered the room with Imah and closed the door.

"Yes, thank you for bringing Rayyan and Lili into my life. I promise to keep them old. They are life-sustainers to me." muttered the Revelation praying in the heart.

The revelation looked into the room.

"Not finished Fah, learn it. It's hard, huh?"

"You know, sir. Just have a book to make tomorrow's schedule."

"Pinter's son. After this, brush your teeth and continue to sleep."

"Yes, sir." After saying so, Revelation went to the kitchen, took some drinking water and went back into her room.