I'm Not a Mandul Woman
Chapter 48

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"True love is the sense in which we will let the person we love be happy. Even if his happiness isn't with us."

"Love demands willingness, for she to choose with whom or with what she will be happy."

"Oiya, isn't he getting married today, you don't want to congratulate him?" Revelation.

"Am I up to it, Dad?" Mr. Adnan shakes the shoulders of Revelation.

"I know Dad's son is strong. My son is not a coward. If you want to go there, go! Let this baby be here with Dad!" Revelation was worried, but soon she headed for her wardrobe. After finding clothes that he felt appropriate to wear, he immediately wore them.

"Well, the Revelation goes first, yes! Titip Rayyan!" Revelation already looks neat and hunted out of the house.

At the door, he passed his mother who had just returned from nowhere.

"Wahyu, gini Sunday, where are you going? How do you want that?" The revelation only turned his head for a while, but did not stop his wide stride towards the car in the courtyard of the house.

"Revelation is Rayyan Bu! A friend is married!" Ms. Adnan was just dumbstruck at the door.

Where the hell is he going?

Revelation POV

I know today Yulia, my ex-wife is getting married. Oh, my God why? Why does the corner of my heart feel empty, empty! There is another side that throbbed pain. I know I was wrong, I'm sorry. If I were not ashamed, I would have whined and gathered in front of him to come back to me at that time. When I came to his house a week ago.

But no!

There was a man who looked possessive the first time we met at the mall. At that time I was with Wida who was six months pregnant.. I didn't expect to see her again, with a man and a child. Could they be making amorous straps?

To cover up my nervousness I censured him. Verily, my heart also aches, like the curse I cast, I also accept my own diatribe. Like a ball bouncing about myself. In front of my wife, Ahhh! Even though I was an ex, I was the worst man in his eyes. Yeah, I'm a bad husband.

When she was with me as my wife, my mother always indulged in her ugliness, she was like this, she was. I was often angry with him, and at the peak of my emotions could not be controlled when one day I came home in a state of chaos and hunger, but it seems he forgot or pretended to forget, I hate what's called vegetable lodeh nuts and eggplant. But that day he cooked the two kinds of vegetables, so my anger overflowed.

And that's when I couldn't control myself anymore, I left the house. I went to my mother's house and there my mood got hotter. Mother is like a carrier of firewood, once the flame will be lit, growing and erupting. Evaporate the hot lava that is in the heart.

Since then, my mother has been more interested in bringing me closer to Wida, the daughter of a mother friend. And it turns out that my mother and former step-in-law are just as evil-hearted.

Somehow, when my mother and I went to their house, they took a snack, after which I did not know anymore, my vision was dark. And when I opened my eyes, I found myself sleeping with Wida, without wearing a thread.

I was confused and panicked, I was completely unaware of what I was doing. If you say too stupid and naive, yes! I admit it.

I'm stupid.

Real dumb.

And because of that, there's no reason why I wouldn't marry her. At first I was forced, but over time it became a necessity. I was so addicted and forgot about Yulia that I rarely went home, only occasionally. I didn't give him much money either, whether it was enough or not, but I sure didn't. But he did not dare to complain.

Because in comparison, the accumulated expenditure on food alone I was 2 times the money I gave him. Not to mention cleanliness money, electricity money, water money and others. I'm sure it's not enough, but Yulia never complains of saying less. I don't know where he got the extra money I don't know. Even to this day.

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Not nearly thirty minutes into the journey, I arrived in front of the alley of the house of her mother Yulia, my former in-law. Still looks some cars and bikes lined up, neatly parked.

Thankfully, the show was not finished. I'll park my car soon. A parking attendant gave me an aba where I had to park the car, I followed the instructions.

I picked up the gift I brought on the trip, not a luxury item. Just just just that.

I took my foot to the reception, it turns out that the couple was showing prestige. Yes, Yulia does like to sing, I used to hear her doing things while humming. But the last year I never heard it again, I often come home late and even midnight. Sometimes I just stopped by, I never heard the song again.

They seemed to be so fond of the song they were singing. The song, like representing their hearts.

When I first met you

didn't I ask you for love

you won't be disappointed in me

won't regret living with me later

You are not the first for me

once a heart filled my life

and now all you tell me is huuu

It's up to you that I am

I respect your decision no matter what you say (you say)

before we go far, you say so

And tell me

there is no lie between us

You are not the first for me

once a heart filled my life

and now all you tell me is huuu

It's up to you that I am

I respect your decision no matter what you say (you say)

before it has already been (before it has already been) we are far away

you just say huuu uuu

An old song sung in duets, sung nicely by both. Her husband's voice was also quite good.

The guests and everyone on the show gave a standing applause

on a couple of brides, I'm no exception. It seems they have not noticed my arrival.

Hand in hand and a happy smile emanated they descended from the small stage, towards the place of the guarantee.

I who was originally standing outside the tent immediately stepped in. It's the bodo period, if anyone recognizes me as her ex-husband. What matters is that my intentions are good, just wanting to say good bye to a new life, while praying that his life is better than when I was with him.

Yulia and her husband looked surprised as I climbed into the undercover and greeted both of them. Highlight the netra of the man, who is her husband now, really shows her dislike for me. I don't care, though,

Me and Julia are over. There's no reason for him to be jealous of me.

After congratulating and handing over the gift, I immediately got down and left just like that, I only nodded as the receptionist asked me to take the food, and I left immediately.

And only one left, a memory. But the memories I left behind were so bad.

Now, there is no longer any chance for me to right my wrongs or make amends to Julie, it is over. There's no way to get there anymore.

But I felt relieved, because Yulia did not hate me, and I wished that the man treated her better than me.

Now it's time for me to step up, I won't waste anything else I have. Now that I have a child, I will take care of him, with all my heart.

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Ehehe..kemarin othor just kidding...

Of course not yes...

The title is not a barren woman, of course there must be evidence that Yulia someday pregnant and have children....

Othor rada is restless....

No one loves coffee to be the othor's eye-literate temen for staying up late .....

Mm-hmm.....