I'M NOT KERE MAS
DESTROYED 1

I felt like my world was destroyed instantly when I saw photos of my husband's intimacy with one of his coworkers. I close my eyes tightly, hoping that if I open my eyes, all this is just a dream.

But it's just an empty wish, cuping my ears hot. I bite my lower lip hard until it hurts and bleeds.

"Miss... You have to be strong.." Desi, my best friend who also served as a director at my textile company, held my hand.

" I just didn't expect that Mas Farhat would betray me like this"

Desi was silent without comment, she squeezed my fingers. Warming hands suddenly as cold as snow.

"Maybe you better talk about this with your husband"

I took a deep breath, my chest was like a lack of oxygen. I can only nod slowly.

" Yes, I'm home first"

Desi let me, I got up and didn't forget about my shopping. Because I just went shopping in the market for the kitchen.

Ever since I married Mas Farhat, I've focused on serving him. He was willing to accept my circumstances and shortcomings as an orphan at that time, I am very grateful.

Indeed, I deliberately hid my true identity. Who owns the textile business on my own diligence. Because I really want a struggling household from Zero. As always viral on tiktok.

My meeting with Mas Farhat also happened in the factory. At that time I came in a hurry not to wear neat official clothes, Mas Farhat thought I was just an ordinary employee.

And I just say yes, it turns out Mas Farhat is interested in me and we started to get close and date.

I was so happy back then, being loved by a man with all my flaws. Without pointing out who I am.

It didn't take long, we got married. I have always been grateful that my two in-laws treated me well.Although they tend to rule this and that a lot, including Mas Farhat's younger brothers. But I never complained, I would love to do anything for my new family.

Along the way, my tears were breaking. I occasionally brush it off so that my view is not disturbed.

But Na'as, not to mention I got home.My motor is dead, after I checked. Turns out the gasoline ran out. Oh, my God, I forgot, I was planning to buy gasoline when I got home. But because my mind was messed up again, I forgot. I had to push my bike in the hot sun that made my head boil.

Fortunately, the house is not too far away. So I didn't have to push my bike for long.

When I arrived, I saw a 2008 Avanza parked in the yard. I asked myself, whose car is this? I brought my groceries straight to the kitchen. And because the way to the kitchen passes through the side yard of the house, right next to the living room. I overheard my mother-in-law's conversation with the guest inside.

" Farhat and Nak Roses are a good match. I totally agree, different if the same Anis. Mother and Father have never agreed with him, but Farhat is like someone got pellets. Even though Anis lost much the same as Nak Roses, right sir?"

" Yes..."

" But what if Mas Farhat's wife finds out about our relationship Aunty?" I heard the spoiled voice increasingly picking up the wound in the heart.

" Before you know, divorce. They have no children yet. That's what I'm disappointed in, too, is orphaned, poor, barren again... Smart just cook doang, and nurut... I told you this and that"

"Maybe he receded let it not be divorced, because he had so many shortcomings "I heard also Yasmin touched on the conversation. I squeezed my chest that was getting sicker and claustrophobic.

" Then get divorced quickly your wife Mas" said the Rose.

" Yes, I'll divorce her soon" Mas Farhat's reply made my ears buzz. I almost collapsed if there were no motorbikes I send.

" I can't let this go" I threw all my shopping there, I can't be patient anymore. I thought, I can still hope to my two in-laws to be able to maintain my household.

Although our marriage was three years old, I never wanted a divorce. If it can still be maintained, I will maintain.But if this is the case, I don't know.

I put my trembling pair of legs into the living room. I could see how shocked everyone who was in that place was. I looked at them one by one, my chest up and down because of the emotions that were ignited.

" What does all this mean??" My voice shakes, my tears are flowing. I can't afford to pretend to be strong.

They were no one to answer, just throwing glances at each other.

" I didn't hear wrong, did I??"

There is no answer. they immediately so slammed, was not playing spirit they vilify me.

" Mom... Don't you really like me??"

My mother-in-law threw her face away,

" Sir... Can you explain everything to me ??"

My father-in-law did not dare to look at me. I turned my gaze to Yasmin, but she had already thrown her face away first.

Farhat is approaching..

" Let's go in.." He wanted to be a superhero to his family. But I shook his hand quickly.

" I don't want to, I want you to talk in front of me. Not behind me like I just heard"

" Yes, but we're talking inside, not here"

" Why ??" deny me quickly" You humiliated me in front of your affair, but when I came you didn't have the guts to answer my question. I want everything to be clear right now!!" My words were loud which made Mas Farhat look dumbfounded. Yup!! I never said anything rude or high-pitched to him. But now ??? another problem.

" Nis... dare you yell at your husband?" My mother-in-law stood up to rebuke me.

" Mommy also dares to insult me without knowing who I am" I replied with a sharp jell.

" what?? You're just a poor orphan who has no one. If you're not married to Farhat, what will you be?"

" That's what I know, but if it weren't for me, up to this point Mas Farhat wouldn't be in his current position Ma'am"

All were shocked to hear my words, but a disdainful smile rang out in congregation.