I'M NOT KERE MAS
SHY SENSES

Early in the morning I got a phone call from Aunt Shella, she said Indra Lesmana would resign from the company.

" Why can Aunty??" That's what I want to know.

" Because you refused to marry her, so she felt unworthy of lingering in that company"

I can't believe Indra would be this narrow-minded.

What does he really want??

" Okay, Auntie, Ies will be there soon" I turned off the phone, then rushed into the bathroom.

Upon arrival at PT RS FASHION, I walked with a little running. Because I can only tell 'If Indra is in the Hall because he holds an exclusive meeting.

And I'm sure it must be a matter of his resignation.

"INDRA!!"

My voice echoed making everyone who was inside the Hall look at me.

I went to Indra and you argued a little there.

" What do you really want??" My toot.

Indra just stared at me,

" Are you fighting for this factory until it's in its present stage, only to marry me??" I asked the next question I wanted to know.

Indra remained silent.

" Honestly,, I'm disappointed Bang, and all the employees who are loyal to you must feel the same way" I hope Indra will understand.

He looked around, his employees were numerous. Probably three times as many employees in my factory.

" Stupid in the hands of God Bang, but their fate is in your hands. I hope Bang Bang understands what I mean"

There's no reason I'm standing on the podium anymore, I turn my body and go down.

" I'm sorry"

I heard Indra's voice behind my back, I turned to make sure she apologized to whom?

Eh just turned his head, the man had already run up to me.

His movements were fast, until I could not dodge as he pulled my hand running out of the Hall.

He took me into his study, didn't forget he locked the door from the inside and made sure no one was following us.

Indra let out a long and quick breath. He was bored as well as myself.

I smiled funny, his attitude was childish. He also returned my smile which slowly turned into a stupefied laughter.

" the oath!! I'm ashamed" he said.

" Mistakenly myself" I replied.

" You don't know how I feel Ies" he stepped up and sat himself on a long couch.

I also sat facing him.

" I love you, and I'm so disappointed you ignored me. I felt my wait was in vain. I've decided, I'll leave this factory to you. And I went back abroad"

Now I understand if this is the purpose.

" Then do you think all the problems are over???" respond me.

" I don't know, I just want to hide from you" she replied.

I took a deep breath, then I exhaled slowly.

" I'm sorry bang, it's not easy for me to be in a relationship with a man anymore. Because my previous marriage was very painful. Though I had high expectations with my marriage, my ex-husband knew me not as a factory owner. But she knows me as an ordinary girl and she wants to marry me. I think that's a wonderful thing Bang, because I'm accepted not because I'm a boss. Just an ordinary woman and an orphan. But it turned out that my guess was wrong, she cheated on me, she told me in front of me that I was just a useless woman and couldn't have children"

if you were in my position? I still feel that pain. So forgive me if for now I refuse your wish to marry me"

I explained everything, but I tried to keep the name of who I meant.

Indra mangosteen, maybe he understands what I'm saying.

" May I know, who is that mean guy??"

Questions I couldn't possibly answer, I just shook my head slowly.

" There's no need for Bang Bang to know who he is, because it doesn't matter "

Indra Lesmana leaned forward, with two elbows propped up above both thighs.

" If I can't be your husband, then I can be your brother" he said softly but wisely.

We were eye-contradictory in a matter of seconds, but I wasn't strong. Those eyes managed to make me nervous and throw my gaze away.

" Someday I'll tell you Bang, but not now"

He scrunched his forehead, his breathing was heavy.

" Ok!! If that's gonna be your secret. But don't you think I have no way of knowing who your ex-husband is. That's an easy thing"

He got up from his seat and went to the desk, got a cup of tea. But Indra did not drink it. He put the cup back down, and again I heard he was breathing violently.

" Why??" ask me.

" Ck, my tea has ants. Make disgusting... How did that Ob work cleaning my room? Until there are a lot of ants in my tea" he mengedumel while throwing his body on the sofa back.

" No need to be angry, later the blood pressure rises. It just doesn't need to be difficult" I replied lightly.

" I'm ashamed to see my staff"

I closed my mouth and laughed, to be honest.

" Look!! You just laughed at me" he got pissed.

" Ok ok. Let me make tea for Bang Bang" I replied later.

" Are you serious??"

He looked at me in disbelief, I replied with a blink of an eye.

From a distance seen inside the pantry like his many people. I got nervous too, because surely the thing that happened in the Hall would be a trending topic of conversation.

And sure enough, I've heard them talking about Indra and me.

" So this is why Mr Indra retracted his report? it turns out that Ms. Rengganis is the owner of this company. Pantes he feels not plagiarizing the legendary work of our company. Because he's just redesigning a work that his mother made "

" True, great, he is. I can remember in detail the design of the mother. I feel guilty for suspecting him of using the memento to conquer Mr. Indra's heart "

" Later you'll have to apologize to Mel"

"He-"em"

I walked slowly into the pantry, and as I thought. They were afraid to see me there.

I also saw a Rose among them, but it felt like he had not spoken a word from earlier.

" Amom.emmm can help" the woman I spoke to at the police station with the other day offered to help.

" Yes, um Mr. Indra asked to make more tea. Because of the tea that previously had a lot of ants" I replied.

" Oh well ma'am, let me make it" the woman acted quickly.

Inadvertently my view collided with the Rose, he looked wrong. Then tell the others to go.