I'm Still Waiting for You

I'm Still Waiting for You
I love you, Natasya!!


“No, I just feel like you're distracted by my arrival” Edward said as he lifted his head from the bed. Natasha laughed once more while stroking the man's head, “That's just a feeling, after all why be bothered by your arrival? Though it's not clear I've waited long enough?”


Edward quietly listened to the words of the girl. He did not know why his words were so subtle yet so piercing in his heart. “You still seem weak, is there still a sore part?” ask Edward who switched the conversation.


Natasha shook her head, “I'm fine, no need to worry. Just waiting a few more days for my recovery just” Edward frowned, “That means you're still not healed!” “I've been cured!” reply Natasya who felt confident


“Good. If you're cured, then prove it to me!” Edward looked at Natasya with a serious look. “Prove? What do you want?” natasya asked while tilting her head. Seeing Edward speechless while thinking for a moment what he wanted. After he finished, the man looked back at Natasya with great desire.


“Already know, what do you want?”


Edward nodded, then brought his face closer to Natasya's face. Making both of them feel the warm breath of Edward and the cold breath of Natasha. “If you are indeed cured, then meet me at **** on new year's night. I'll wait for you there”


Hearing that, Natasya was stunned on the spot. While Edward had already removed his face from Natasha's face. “****, why should it be there? What do you want to do?” Natasya looked at Edward with a face full of confusion. “Come here! No need to ask for what, because you will know later” Edward moved from his seat. Turn around to turn her back on the girl.


Natasya who really did not understand what this man was thinking was just nodding at him. “Hn...alright, I'll prove it!”


After hearing those words, Edward just fell silent and walked out of Natasya's room. Leaving the girl with her mysterious attitude, while Natasya who was already used to that attitude could only shake her head. “You're so weird ya!!”


 


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The day changed so fast, the night of the new year came. In the middle of the night full of vehicles on the road, seen a girl was running in a crowd of people with black dress and black hair that was broken until it crashed due to a strong wind.


The girl seemed to be running fast with breaths that were already beginning to pant. His eyes also continued to look around like he was looking for someone.


‘No!’


The girl again ran towards the park near the river*** which is famous for being very beautiful. Even the scenery is no less beautiful than the river. After arriving at the park, there is a bench beside the river. The bench was empty, and the place was also very quiet. There's not a single person.


The girl continued to twist her gaze, it was true that the place was very quiet. There's no one there. His tiredness enveloped his body again. The girl sat on the bench while arranging Natasya. As well as eye beads that continue to look around to find the whereabouts of someone.


Seen his watch has shown at 23:55 . He felt that he was too late to come here. “Where is he? Why isn't he here?” natasha asked herself.


The girl, Natasya, came to the place Edward had promised her before.


Tonight is a great new year. There were a lot of fireworks in the dark sky. Many people are out to give their partner a gift. But different from this girl. He went to the promised place, but he found no one there.


It was like being played, he had gone all the way to prove to himself that this bitter reality was over. Yet it turns....


“Wouh..


The cold voice of a man made Natasha suddenly turn her head to the side. And sure enough, he saw a man in a black suit and a cold face standing not far from him. Natasya who saw that only ran towards the man. Hugged her tightly until she returned to shed her tears on the eve of the new year.


The man was Edward, the one who promised this place as their meeting. “Have you been there long?” edward asked as he stroked the head of the girl who was drowning his head in his chest. Natasya shook her head, then her hand squeezed the white shirt from the man's body. “I really hate you!!”


Edward smiled, knowing that he had made a mistake again. But it would be very damaging to her happiness on the night of this new year, because she had to apologize when this little girl was crying in her arms.


Hearing this, Edward was silent. Not answering anything from the girl's words, he knew that he was indeed the cruelest friend. But, at this moment he really let Natasha take all the burden out of him. Let the girl scold, insult and even beat her.


Because a man like him deserves it. “You know? I already know everything!! I already know everything you've been hiding from me!!” Natasha sobbed “I waited for you for so long with the pain of my heart and mentality. You left me, on your promise. If you have a problem, then tell me!! Don't shut up and assume I can't do anything about your problems!”


“You used to be there when I fell, then why when you fell, why are you alone? Why don't you let me take care of your problems?! You're selfish! You left when I really didn't have anyone!” Edward hugged Natasya tighter, lowered his head slightly and said “Already Natasya, enough!!”


The loud voice from the man made Natasya cry even more, yes these are not tears of sadness. But the tears that had been too long he was crushed to make him unable to stop. “I hate you!” natasya's hand began to hit Edward's arm again, but the punch the girl gave was powerless.


“Natasha, enough!” Edward let go of his embrace, while Natasya instead turned to hit Edward's chest with a slightly tight energy. Edward who could not stand it immediately dropped Natasha's body into the garden grass. The man stared at the two boundary hands above his head.


While the man was on top of Natasya with a focus on his elbow. Natasya who was surprised by Edward's actions made her cry immediately stop. Staring at Edward who was above him was staring at him with a sad look on his face. “Enough! Enough already! I don't want you to cry!” Edward dropped his head on one of Natasya's shoulders.


“I'm sorry you died! I'm sorry.”


The man's voice sounded hoarse, Natasha herself could feel that her shoulders were wet. Is this guy crying? Natasya glanced at his eyes, looking at the man's head under his chin.


Now all turned around, Natasya fell silent while stroking the man's head from below. Gives a softness and warmth that makes him calm in a broken heart for whatever reason. “I am a cruel man! I promised you not to go, but in the end I left you! I'm sorry.”



Natasya was silent seeing the man's position change. Yes, the man slightly lowered his body, then laid his body on Natasya's body, but not all of it. The man was still resting so that Natasya who was below did not feel any objection.


“Sorry to have kept you waiting a long time, I am indeed the stupid man that ever existed!”


“Ssttt, stop talking so! You're not wrong. I'm waiting, 'cause I'm sure you'll be back. I believe you must have kept your promise! And look now, you came to see me and even you saved me from the past. You've kept your promise, you're not stupid! I know it”


“Why are you so sure, if I will definitely come back?”


“The color I have right now is just trust in you. No matter how long you go, I will still wait for you here.”


Edward screeched, “You are indeed a foolish woman!”


“Yes, I am stupid!.rela waiting for someone who is uncertain. Where, I have to be patient and keep my heart to the bitter end or sweet”


Hearing this, Edward fell silent. Not continuing his words, even the rain began to fall slowly. But there was not the slightest movement of the two men, until Edward finally said in a hoarse voice. Make this new year's night his confession.


“I love you, Natasha!”


 


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