I'm Still Waiting for You

I'm Still Waiting for You
Enemy in the blanket..


Natasya came home too late, when she went inside to see her aunt sleeping in the living room. Is the aunt waiting for him? Think natasha, the girl just fell silent and approached Aunt Kinan and woke him up to move into the room.


“ Tan? Aunty? “ Natasya said while shaking the body of a sleeping Aunt Kinan


Hearing her natasha voice, Aunt Kinan slowly opened her eyes and looked at the girl with a cold expression in front of her. Spontaneous Aunt Kinan stood up and rubbed her eyes.


“ Dear? Have you gone home yet? “ ask Aunt Kinan


“ Already, Auntie what are you doing? “ Natasya says


“ Ahh...The intention was Aunty wanted to wait for you to come home, but because over time Aunt so overslept hehehe..sorry yes dear “ replied Aunt Kinan who smiled.


“ Aunty do not have to wait for me again if I come home late, especially to sleep here. Aunty can catch wind “ natasya said


“ Yes dear, forgive Aunt. Aunty is just worried about you because you haven't come home yet even though it's already night “ said Aunt Kinan in a sad tone


“ Sorry Aunt, I had a little need at the office so late to go home and not perfect Auntie “ obviously natasya


“ Ouh so, yaudah now you rest there in the room, surely you are very tired right “ said Aunt Kinan while pushing his natasha body slowly


“ well Auntie, I went to the room first “ answered natasha while walking up


Natasya went to the room, when closing the door of her room immediately threw her body on the mattress, her body was really very tired to make her sleepy while lying on the bed. Natasya slowly opened her phone to check the data sent by Liana. Shortly thereafter, Natasya turned off her phone and placed it on a small table beside the bed.


Feeling bad since he came home from the office, the girl did not know why but Natasha herself did not think too much about it. Because his body was tired, he immediately closed his eyes and fell asleep.


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In the morning, natasya as usual prepare – ready to go to the office but when downstairs natasya not see the tantenya, think that the Tante has left early. The girl left without thinking of anything.


While traveling, somehow natasha re-think something that is her mother. The feeling of great longing is quite deep, Natasya really want to meet his mother. But now that his mother had gone somewhere, he stopped his car by the side of the road and got out of the car to calm his mind first.


He did not want to drive a car, his mind went everywhere and finally daydreamed. Natasha now has her own thoughts on everything that happened in the past. He will continue to search without thinking, and continue to wait even though he does not know the end.


Thinking about it, Natasya was pensive for a while and was made aware by a telephone sound that sounded from his phone. Spontaneous girl immediately raised without seeing who was calling her.


“ Natasha? “


Natasya who heard the soft voice was immediately stunned, whether since when her tears had been blocked there. Yap.. natasya received a call from his father, so long ago he died home, natasya only now heard his father's voice. The girl thought that in the future they would meet as strangers but why now did what she heard was an affectionate voice?


“ dad? What's calling me? “ asked Natasha in a cold voice


“ is okay, I just want to ask you something “ replied the father who did not change his voice


“ ask what? Didn't I tell you first, that you never see me or call me again. Why are you breaking it now? “ ask natasya who brought the past


“ Yes. I still remember with all your words in the past, I just want you to answer the question father only. “ said father in a low voice


“ Hm.. What question? “ ask natasya who went straight to her core


Natasya who heard that immediately fell silent, did she not hear wrong? His father begged him for an answer? Natasya who thought that also felt strange, the father who hated her so much first why is now so worried about her?


“ natasha? “ call dad for not getting an answer from Natasya


“ Hm “


“ are you okay son? Why were you quiet? Is there a problem? “ ask dad with worried voice


“ It's okay, so what do you want to ask? I no longer have time for dad “ Natasya said


“ where do you live now? Are you living with Kinan now? “ ask dad


“ Yes, I stay with him “ replied natasha


“ Are you being treated well by him? “ ask the father who made Natasha amazed


“ yes “


“ He doesn't play hands right with you? Or do bad things? “ ask the increasingly worried father.


“ No “


“ Really? You don't lie to me, I'm just asking you to be honest this time, son. Please, are you being honest when you answer my question? “ says dad


“ yes I'm honest, after all father's question is too ridiculous. Aunty Kinan cannot be equated with a father who used to be. Aunt Kinan also could not dare to play hands with me “ Natasya said


“ yes dear, forgive dad. “ reply dad


“ sorry? Just now I'm sorry? Wh why? Has karma come to wake you up? Or did the woman leave him so that he realized? “ Natasya said with a cold voice mixed with sadness


“ It is up to you to forgive dad or not son, dad will not force you not to hate dad. I'm just asking you for one thing, if you have a problem, you can talk to me. That's also if you want “ said the father who didn't bother about it


“ why should I talk to dad if I have a problem? I can take care of my own problems, so I don't need to interfere about my problems “ Natasya said


“ yes son, father will not interfere. I just want to give you space to tell stories, I understand your nature that always hides your own problems in your heart. I just don't want you to take it all on your own, you live in this world with other people but you're still hiding


“ ENOUGH DAD!!! “ snapped natasya who can not stand it


Natasha couldn't stand it, she couldn't stand the father's voice that sounded so soft. He already hates his father but why does it feel when he hears the voice of a gentle father like to hug him and cry. Natasya tries to calm herself but finally she can not, is this self still not enough to hate her father?


It's been 8 years, natasha tried to cut it all down. Trying to eliminate bad memories in the past but why until now still can not be lost? Was he not tortured enough before? Natasya cries on the spot while her father is still silent because of the natasya clash.


“ Just act like you're a good father, I hate you, I hate you dad!!! “ scream natasha


“ natasha, forgive dad. Dad did fail to be someone who can protect you, and I only asked that because I was only afraid you were hurt again in the future. “ replied father


“ I told you not to interfere in my business!! Does father still not understand?!! “ asked the sobbing Natasya


“ I understand son, sorry if father irritated you “ said the father who continues to apologize


“ Sorry, sorry, sorry. Is there no other word but sorry? Why are you so humble now like this?!! Do you feel like you have lost everything? Feeling lost for the destruction of our family first?!! “ says natasha