I'm the Forgotten One
Why Begin?

One twilight, the second day after the incident, Agatha looked very cute, like there was no more spirit that was burning in her. He looked around the gazebo beside his house with a sad look. Looking at the gazebo, it felt like he was reminded of something, about himself and Welson there. Wanting to calm his mood and troubled mind, he finally stepped into the gazebo. The phone was in his pants pocket, and then dialed Memey's number. He asked Memey to accompany him to share his complaints and also asked the friend to stay at his house again.

“Hallo! Why, Tha?”

“Lo where now?”

“At home, same bokap nyokap. What's up?”

“To my home, yes! Permission same with aunt first, do not play nyelonong aja.”

“Lo just tell home or all tell me to nginap?”

“Yes, all men. Can, right?”

“OK, can-can. Yaudah, wait for me to come. Same permission bokap nyokap first me.”

“Taxi only, do not motoran. Danger, it's dark nih.”

NET-NOT!! After she finished speaking to Memey in a voice, Agatha ended the phone call so that Memey would not speak at length again. He went back into the house because the day had also darkened him.

Twenty minutes later, the doorbell entered the fence and the house rang, indicating the person he asked to come, had arrived home. Agatha immediately headed for the main door, waiting for Memey to reveal her nostrils. Agatha hugged Memey who was in front of her. Agatha hugged Memey tightly, as if implying that something was going on with her.

Memey who got Agatha's embrace suddenly, of course surprised, moreover the face of his best friend was sad. Memey himself already knew what was going on, if it did not concern Agatha's parents, it could be between him and Welson. That's what Memey had in mind when reading this situation.

“Heyy, you why? What happened?” meey asked as she broke her embrace.

“Gue what to do, Mey? I'm confused. Hiks...hiksss!” Agatha wept bitterly in remembrance of the incident.

“Gue is also more confused if you are kayak gini. Try to calm down first!” Memey grabbed Agatha's shoulder, then took her to sit on the sofa in the living room.

After the two sat down on the sofa, Memey hugged Agatha to give her peace of mind as Agatha was still crying. The rubbing of Agatha's shoulders and head alternately. To be honest, Memey also really wanted to feel like crying. But he held it, so that his best friend would not be sad anymore. Tears that managed to come out, he caressed quickly.

“What happened? ” asked Memey again, making sure he told her what was going on.

Agatha was still shaking with her own face, but the tears were no longer flowing. He tried to gather the courage to tell stories and share his feelings with Memey. Although it may be a risk that he will be shunned or vice versa. Really, actually Agatha was afraid to tell Memey such a thing. He also feared that Memey could not understand him, and was excommunicated.

“Gu-go.. Somebody wants me to talk.”

“Yes, what do you want to say? I'm ready to be hearderin!”

“Lo promises you won't hate or make me?” ask Agatha slowly.

“What do you mean?” memey said with a serious face.

“Gue despicable, Mey. I'm dirty. I sinned. I don't think anyone loves me anymore. I hate myself, Mey.” Agatha was crying hysterically while grabbing herself and banging her body. He could no longer hold back everything he felt.

“Hey, hey! Conscious Agatha!” Memey tried to shake off Agatha's hand which continued to hurt her own body. “Lo is precious in the eyes of God even if you fall into sin. Just because you feel humiliated, dirty, sinful do not let you hurt yourself like gini. I love you the same. I'm still your best friend, right? If you still, please, don't believe me again!”

Hearing Memey's words, Agatha grew sobbing. He hugged Memey. “Still knowing me. But can you still believe me after I tell the truth?”

With a nod of his head and a smile, Memey signaled that he would not change and be ready to listen to whatever happened. Finally, Agatha recounted everything that happened with her and Welson that afternoon. Memey was surprised not to play after hearing everything.

There was a look of dislike emanating from the look of his eyes. In fact, Memey had recalled the incident since at the villa when he saw Nadine's clothes torn and cut, plus Nadine had opened the mattress sprey. He assumed that Welson and Nadine had done the same thing, but unfortunately he had no proof, so Memey chose to silence his mouth.

“Ssttt! Whatever your circumstances and whatever has happened to you, you are still my best friend. I still love you. I don't think you are dirty or insulted. I'm sure they're the same as me, except for those assholes. Bi Momon, Mang Judas also love you. Umpah, don't cry anymore!” Memey patted Agatha's shoulder gently.

The two girls then went upstairs to Agatha's room after the sad moments and dinner was over.

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In the afternoon of the next day, Agatha decided to find a place to eat outside. It also feels saturated if you have to eat dinner without both parents. Going through his mind, Agatha wanted to invite Nadine to eat with him. It's been a long time since they've gone out or eaten together. Agatha then reached into her bag and picked up her branded square flat objects.

“Yes, hello,” greet the voice across there when the connection calls via voice connected. That voice was Nadine's.

“Hey, now free no?” ask Agatha.

“Jalan together, yuk! Bored me at home.”

“For any problems, yes?”

“No, no really. I just want to take the road together, all foraging. How's it? Relax, I'll buy!”

“Wahh, very sorry, Tha. I can't,” replied Nadine worriedly.

“Judah if you cannot. I'm so sorry about this.” Agatha felt that there was something unusual about Nadine's answer.

“One more time, sorry, yes. I have another show at aunt's house. You can take Memey, Maria and Stevanie,” replied Nadine in a voice that sounded a little raucous.

“They're out of town again, so yeah can't take them. Hehe.”

“Yeah, I forgot. Mmm, sorry, yes!”

“Yes, it's okay, Nad. You're all right, right? If from your voice, you like again there is a problem, huh? What problem?” ask Agatha.

“No, I'm fine, kok,” replied Nadine trying to be as normal as possible.

“Lo is sick?”

“Nggg, no really. Really! Maybe I just soybean to prepare the show.”

Agatha felt a little relieved by Nadine's reply, she chuckled for a while, “hahaha. Eh hope the show goes well, yes.”

“Hehe, yes, Tha. Thanks, yes!”

“Salam is also the same aunt lo, yes!”

“Mmm, yes. Uh, Tha... Shrimp first, yes.”

“Oh, yes, sorry. I'm being a nuisance. Bathe first gih, dress up and let the guests of the show there are the same kecantol lo, Nad. Haha!”

PIPS!! Agatha immediately disconnected the phone. Finally, he just left alone. It felt like taking Dirgo, but he was quite embarrassed to contact Dirgo first.

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Agatha chose a place to eat that is quite crowded visited. Incidentally, the place to eat that he visited was not so far from the lake park that he had come first. Agatha immediately ordered her food because she intended to go to the lake park after eating, especially the place is being visited there.

After the food ordered had arrived at his desk, Agatha immediately ate it regardless of the surroundings. He was quite envious to see the others eat with his girlfriend and also eat with his dear parents. But his current position is only alone. So, he just focused on his food.

Food managed to get into his stomach. He immediately stood up and set his beautiful foot toward the counter to pay his food bill. After everything was settled, Agatha wanted to visit the lake garden that was not far from her sight. His car he lived in the parking lot where he ate, and he walked to reach the park.

Arriving at the lake park, Agatha chose a park chair that was still empty. Around him there are young people like himself. Some are joking, some are making out, and so forth. The author can only feel the fun (Hahaha).

Agatha looked enviously at the young couple around. If only he had brought Welson his girlfriend, but he felt very embarrassed after the incident. Never mind to meet, just send a short message Agatha was embarrassed. Agatha has increasingly felt unequal to Welson since the incident that afternoon. Really and really! He does not feel united.

At first glance, Agatha saw Nadine seliweran's face on the chair not far from her. Ah, what is this vision? Or is he just shy? Toh Nadine has also told if she is at the house of the aunt attending an event. “Ahh, is it possible that her tantic family event is held in this place? But it does not feel so and this is in no way the feel of a family event, the inner” of Agatha.

Without needing to think long and ask people nearby, Agatha realized that she was not at Nadine's family event, but she felt that something was wrong. Agatha tried to clear her vision so that no one could fault her. Agatha noticed the person she was focusing on right now, it turned out that the person was not alone, but was also accompanied by a young man. The young man sat opposite Nadine and turned his back to Agatha.

While walking towards the two, Agatha sat down, “ahh cheated. Never told me if I had a boyfriend. Beware lo!”

Agatha steadied herself stepping her feet toward Nadine while smiling. Nadine, who noticed Agatha walking towards her, suddenly changed her face. He was surprised how they and Agatha could be in the same place.

“Agatha....” said Nadine panicked. The young man who sat with Nadine also turned his head to follow the direction of Nadine's view. Both of them put on panicked faces as much as possible.

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To be continued….