I'M The One You Hurt
By Vania.

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...HAPPY READING'S......

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"I'm sorry, if I knew you were pregnant with our child. I never took my own life" said Alvian, still hugging Ayara, who was sitting on the shop floor, as she was no longer strong enough to support her body.

Ayara's bones are no more. His body seemed helpless, perhaps because it had to be hit by the pain he had felt four years ago.

Where the young Ayara was left behind by the young man whom she thought was her guardian angel from God. As the wife of the mother who was taken when she was two years old.

After that, his suffering was not over. It just started. Aya has to accept the fact of getting pregnant out of wedlock. Expelled without a penny.

That's why he looks so broken now. Fortunately, Vania did not see that. If not then surely the beautiful will be hysterical to see the state of his greatest mother crying.

"I know, my apologies won't change everything. I can't heal your wounds. But I beg you, for Vania's sake.let me do my duty as her father," Alvian again said that because there was no answer from Ayara.

The woman just kept crying. Among his pain, he also had a dilemma of what kind of decision to make.

Now they both feel pain because of their own actions. So that the existence of small Vania, as proof of the sins committed by both parents.

"I never had any thoughts of taking Vania away from you. Only I want him to call me papa, I want to finance all his needs, because it is my responsibility. It's not your job, it's been enough all this time that you've been fighting alone," while clutching Ayara's body, the young man continued to reveal the intent of her arrival.

So that Ayara does not misunderstand and will accept her presence as Vania's father. Although not married, but at least their children have parents.

"You're not-you're not lying? Y-you didn't come to take Vania?" ask Ayara despite sniffling.

"No! I can't possibly do that, because you're more entitled to him" the young man replied quickly.

Tttdd!

Ttttddd!

"The coal!" alvian muttered which Ayara could still hear. However, he did not change his position.

Aya was still resting on the floor, while Alvian bent her knees while hugging her. The chest that four years ago had always been Ayara's back. But now they are no longer, because their lives are as separated as heaven and earth.

📱 Alvian : "Huem, what's up?" alvian asked after sliding the green button on his phone screen.

📱 Bara: "Where are you? Here we just came home from buying food for our dinner" Bara replied as she stroked the head of Vania sitting on her lap.

The little girl seemed to know that Bara was a good friend of both her parents. So just want when carried or invited to talk.

📱 Alvian : "We're still in the Flower Shop. Is Vania crying?" hearing Alvian say the name of his little angel.

Getting Ayara to directly push Alvian's body roughly. Then he stood up to go home.

📱 Alvian : "Bara, it's been. It's possible we'll go home now" the young man immediately hung up their phone unilaterally, as he wanted to chase after Ayara who was already willing to walk out of the entrance.

"Yes, wait a minute!" he pulled Ayara's hand. So that makes Aya stop where she stands.

"Deliver! You want to let alone," jolted Ayara rudely. This is the typical way if a woman is angry.

"I'm coming, this is the character isn't closed anymore?" though I don't know yet Ayara allowed him to come or not. However, it is clear that Alvian has put on the face mask and hat again.

"Revelation!" ayara replied walking towards the cashier's desk to retrieve the key. If Alvian does not remember himself, then Ayara has forgotten.

"You stay the same as you used to, if you get angry again it will look adorable." muttered Alvian while taking the key from Ayara's hand, as she was the one who was going to lock the Shop.

"Let me do it" Alvian locked the door. Aya just kept watching.

Now the clock is eight o'clock at night, because it just rained big. So it was quiet outside, there were only people passing by.

"This," he said again handed over the keys to the store because Alvian only needed the padlock.

Ayara said nothing, she just kept quiet with her eyes. But he was still waiting for Alvian to check the door properly.

"Already, come! I don't know where the road is," take the young man again who Ayara doesn't support at all.

"Eh, wait a minute! You wear this, someone will see your eyes are puffy." before Ayara could answer his words. Alvian had already covered Aya's head with her jacket.

"Well, like this is better," Alvian offered a small smile, as his memories returned to the past. However, all of their happiness was shattered due to the decision he had chosen himself.

"Come," he asked because Aya was just quiet. Maybe it's not just Alvian who's ticking off pieces of the past. But also Ayara, so she froze.

Then, after hearing Alvian's voice, he opened his eyes and tears came back. But he quickly removed it.

"Be aware Aya. Alvin came just for Vania," Ayara murmured in her heart. Then he started to step slowly while hugging his own body.

"What's the place if the night gets quiet like this?" though not sure Aya will answer his question. But Alvian kept trying to talk.

"You think this is in the Apartment, want at any time will be crowded," Ayara replied sharply.

"Yes, I forgot," though Ayara answered him in an angry tone. However, Alvian was already relieved that Aya did not throw him with sharp items or even kill him.

"Yes God! It turns out that Aya and my daughter have been living in a place like this? I guess in the center of the capital like this, then there are no houses not worth living in."

Alvian muttered as he walked with his eyes looking to the left-right of the houses they passed.

"Well, is the place far away?"

"Why? I'm not taking you. So get the hell out of here, "push Ayara and keep speeding up.

"But I'm the one who wants to come with you" the young man replied, accelerating his pace. After a few minutes, they had already arrived in front of the small old house. The car is also parked in front of him.

"So they stay here.I don't really deserve to be forgiven. Aya suffered like this because of me." Alvian's heart felt in shreds looking at Ayara's residence. They have not yet entered into it.

Geck!

Geck!

"Yes, wait! I'm coming soon" said Lula from the inside.

"Yes," exclaimed the girl who was just passed by Ayara. He wanted to hug his daughter immediately.

"Mama," said Via seeing the arrival of the mother. The girl asked to be lowered from Bara's lap, because Vania seemed to understand what her mother felt.

"Vania, my daughter," said Ayara again dropping her body on the floor of their house board. Then he spread out both hands to welcome the princess' embrace.

"Mama cried again," sure only to see the state of her mother now. Vania has joined the fight with her hands hugging the weight of a small body of a woman who has struggled alone to give birth to this world.

"Mama.. Via Atut" cried the little one. I don't know what she's afraid of.

"Vania can't be afraid, there's Mama with you." replied Ayara stretching out her arms.

What they did was certainly witnessed by Lula, Bara and Alvian. Even Alvian quickly turned his back on them, not wanting Lula to see him cry.

"Mama cried again" said Vania as she pleased.

"Mama cried because she was happy. Vania did not have to cry either" replied Aya who continued to hold the princess.

They both strengthen each other's hearts.

Actually Aya did not want to show her sadness in front of Vania. But if you have not embraced the little body of the princess. Then he will not be able to calm down, because since he has Vania. Only her daughter that's where she told me.

Other than telling me when he just arrived in the city. It was Lula and Almarhumah Aunt Atika. The girl always kept her own wounds.

Though he was very close to Lula, but he never told me if it was a personal matter.

"Mama's crying about to take another ride?"

"Yes, Mama is crying about riding her bike again. So Vania don't cry anymore huh, Mama just need a hug Vania," forced to smile while wiping the tears of her baby.

"Wait Mama telja tita taik peda tama buy---"

"A canned drink, right?" Ayara hugged Vania again. It hurts so much because to add one can of drink he can not afford.

"If I follow Aya's request, for a long distance relationship. Not contacting each other over the phone. Then the two of them would never suffer like this. And surely she will remain my Ayara," after hearing her daughter's babble about the drink. Alvian turned back again.

She was also just as sick as watching Vania herself want a triple canned drink. Ayara could only afford two.

"Mama takit?" ask the little one put his hand on the mother's forehead.

"No! Mama's fine, maybe Mama's body is hot because she hasn't had a bath. Vania wait in the room, Mama take a shower. After that we are Bobo," Ayara replied back to her feet and no one noticed the people around her.

"Ara, you take a shower, let me take care of your daughter." stop Lula from seeing that mom and kid are holding hands.

"Let him ti---"

"Yes, let Vania in here. I'm not gonna take him away. Some of your friends are watching us" said Alvian because he wanted to try to get close to his son.

"Yes, you take a shower. I'll never let Alvian take Vania from you. If he dares to do that, then I will drag him to the police station." Bara said honestly, because he will not let Ayara and Vania suffer again.

"Can I trust all of them? Why on Lula did I also become hesitant like this," Ayara's mind stared at them in turn.

"Vania, Mama took a shower first, yes," he said after a moment of silence. Vania just nodded because she did not know for sure what made her mother cry.

After Ayara's departure to the bathroom. Alvian walked over to Vania. The little girl again looked at the back of her mother who had disappeared behind the bedroom door.

"Hi." said Alvian again crouched down to align with the body of the princess.

"Let's hug Papa," said the young man because the view of Vania when he saw it and Bara was completely different.

He just kept silent while staring fixedly at Alvian's face. It was as if Alvian was like a criminal that children dreaded so much.

"It's Papa, doesn't Via want to have Papa?" tanya Alvian who participated called Vania with the title. Via. Like the princess mentioned her own name.

"Via tatut, do not want to tama Om," replied the beauty ran towards Bara to seek shelter.

"Why this, why doesn't Vania want me. I really want to hug her. If I force her, she's afraid she's getting scared." muttered Alvian holding tightness in her chest.

For it was not only Ayara who did not want to meet him.b But also the princess, the little girl who was Alvian flesh blood herself.

"Om Abal, Via tatut," he said as soon as he was in the arms of Bara.

"Via can't be afraid, it's Papa Alvian. He is not evil, later if he is naughty let Om who will hit him," Bara tried to give understanding.

So Vania looked back again to look at Alvian. It's all because the beauty was hurt just like her mother. Or is he afraid because their faces look alike? I don't know! Only Vania herself knew the cause.

"Is he like that when he meets people he doesn't know?" alvian asked Lula.

The girl has always smiled because she saw what Alvian and Bara looked like when talking to her best friend Ayara

"No! Vania is a friendly boy. Just like with Albar, he was also like that normally." replied Lula quickly.

"The albar? Are you one of the ALV fans?" alvian asked because he did not know the girl who was still standing next to him.

"Of course," Lula replied quickly. "Do you remember when ALV debuted three years ago?"

"Yes, why?" sahut Bara who also did not remember if this afternoon Lula had said about Alvian's signature.

"Did you remember when the ALV fans asked for your autograph? Well, at that time I asked Albar to sign a shirt for my niece-to-be who was not born. The baby is Vania" Lula smiled as she looked at Vania.

"Ara used to be very happy. So she could have a child with Ian ALV. Aaaaa she was lucky once," muttered Lula feeling that Ayara was a lucky woman.

"What's? Really true?" yell Alvian and Bara at the same time.

"Yes, I asked for Vania and that was the night that Ara gave birth. He went to the hospital alone because he didn't want to abandon my plans to watch your concert," as he spoke, the girl's heavy breathing was heard.

"And.eum, that shirt that has your signature, that's what accompanies Vania when she sleeps and that's up until now. Maybe you don't believe it, but it's real" said Lula began to tell the story because he was confused if only silent.

"So the girl who wears the exact same dress as Aya's. It was him and it was true the clothes I gave him" Alvian muttered again as he approached Vania and Bara.

...SERIATE......