I'M The One You Hurt
Ayara.

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...HAPPY READING'S......

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After traveling for about twenty minutes. Alvian and her daughter have arrived in front of Ayara's rental house. Neighbors who usually taunt Ayara no one dared to dwell after seeing an expensive car parked in front of the house.

Especially after knowing that the house has been purchased by Ayara's sister. That's the rumor going around. No one knows that the man who did all this was Alvian.

The father of the little girl they always despised as an illegitimate child. Fortunately Alvian was self-conscious if all it was because of his mistake that left Ayara.

The point is that he's introspection. Not blaming anyone else for what happened. The proof was that even though he was silent, none of them asked about Alvian and Bara.

"God! Alvin what are you doing? Do you want to make my house into a warehouse" Ayara exclaimed at the sheer volume of goods transported by Lula and Bara.

"No! I just want to go shopping, baby!" talking to his daughter who clings to his chest because the sleepy little one wants to sleep.

"Yes, tita tuma shopping, Ma," replied Vania who confirmed.

"Tu.. You heard it yourself, right," said Alvian smiling handsomely. He did not care even though Aya was looking at him sharply.

"You--"

"Shuit! Don't noise! Via wants to sleep. Let's go to the room. Let me carry him and you fix his bed," asked Alvian who was taken by Ayara because their baby had really closed his eyes to take a nap.

Maybe also the beautiful Vania tired of going shopping long enough. Although he was carried by his father and occasionally he asked for his own way. But his name was also a small child, so it would definitely be tired as well

"Bara, Lula! I want to make Vania's bed," said Ayara, afraid that her two best friends are looking for her and Alvian.

"Go! Poor Vania, it looks like she and her papa are going to move the entire Mall to your house" Lula replied as she walked out again.

"Huem," Aya simply forced to smile awkwardly. She feels embarrassed if Lula thinks she's taking a chance because of Alvian.

It was all just her feelings. Lula Mana may have bad thoughts towards her.

"Yes, please open the door," called Alvian who could not use her one hand. Maybe if the room key is like in the Apartment, of course, he can do it himself.

But this is different because the key of antiquity is still durable until now. Despite the embarrassment of getting into the room with Alvian. Still Aya forced it because it was impossible for her daughter to sleep in Alvian's arms.

The cup!

The young man kissed his daughter's forehead long enough. After laying Vania on the bed.

"Later Papa will come home and surely Papa will miss you very much. It feels like Papa is very lazy to return to the city of S." said Alvian who can still be heard by Ayara because the woman was standing behind Alvian.

"Huh! Thank goodness he truly loved Vania. I was just afraid that her presence would only hurt my daughter." Ayara muttered in her heart with a long sigh.

Seeing the attention that Alvian was giving at the moment made him feel relieved. Although the fear of Alvian leaving and not coming back again still remained in the deepest recesses of his heart.

But for Vania's sake, Ayara tried to give up. True said Alvian last night, Aya was indeed able to raise Vania even in a state of deprivation. However, Ayara could not fill in the data on their daughter's birth certificate.

Then how could Vania get into school. If even his father had died. Still the data must be filled in and Ayara can not make the letter because she must have a lot of money. Only able to do so without Alvian.

"What are you thinking about? Do you think I won't be back here again?" guess Alvian because he's been talking. However, Ayara did not reply because the young mother again dissolved with her thoughts.

"A-what! I... I was just thinking when are you going to leave my house? I don't want people to think strangely because of your presence" said Ayara, who made Alvian smile.

"Let them think strangely, so that they marry us," continued Alvian who immediately got a sharp look from Ayara.

"You're jagan---"

"Just a second! I'm going to pick up the phone call" Alvian interrupted because it's been shaking since the morning. Because he was busy with his daughter. So Alvian ignored the call.

Ayara didn't say a word. He was just silent because Alvian also directly picked up the call from his phone.

📱 Alvian : "Yes, Alice! Sorry I went for a walk. What's up?" alvian asked raised the call in front of Ayara.

So Aya knew that the one who called Alvian was a woman.

📱 Alice: "When are you back? Didn't you promise to take me for a walk after the concert in town B?" ask the woman who sounds disappointed.

📱 Alvian : "Tonight I have returned to the city of S. Eum.. tomorrow morning we can take a walk. I will accompany you wherever you want" Alvian said, looking at Ayara.

The deg!

Ayara's heart suddenly pounded. But not because he fell in love again. But the pain of having to listen to the words of Alvian with another woman.

"Remember Aya, never have high dreams. You'll fall down and the pain will be more than ever."

Ayara muttered as she walked out of her room. He did not want to eavesdrop on Alvian's conversation with his lover. That's what Ayara thought.

"Yes God! Please protect me with Vania. So that this heart no longer feels the same pain. If you can, please take me and my daughter away from here. Where there are only two of us. I don't need all the luxury and responsibility of Alvin. I just want to be happy despite the lack of life."

With a sense of his heart that feels smashed. Ayara closed her bedroom door slowly, fearing to wake the princess.

"Yes.." The call from Alvian was ignored by him. Ayara completely left her room.

"Four years I've been trying to get rid of this taste.. It seems there are also. What's wrong with you, Aya, wake up! Jagan is like this. You're just gonna hurt your own heart." Because Ayara wasn't strong enough to hold back the tightness in her heart. He went behind the house.

When he came out of the kitchen, Ayara also closed the door. So Lula doesn't know if she's there. At the moment Ayara just wants to be alone.

"Hick. hick.." Ayara started crying while hitting her chest which hurt.

"Mama..why Aya had to meet him again "crying Ayara who did not want to be angry at who.

He hated his own heart, after the pain was once banished by Alvian. But that feeling still exists. Ayara wants to forget everything. But desire is not in accordance with reality.

You idiot! Yes, obviously Ayara was stupid, that was the thought for the person who had never been in her position. If he could, he would have hated Alvian. But it's not all that easy.

The more he tried, the more his heart hurt itself. That was why Ayara never wanted to see the news about Alvian. However, now the young man comes up by himself and says that he still loves Ayara.

But it turns out that Alvian has a relationship with another woman. So it was clear Ayara felt if she was just being played. Moreover, Ayara remembers that time Lula once said that Alvian lover named Alice.

Very beautiful woman and one profession with Alvian. Ayara chose to leave her room. No matter Alvian called his name.

"Do I have to marry another man before I can forget him? But I can't just think of my own happiness." lirih Ayara resuscitated her body on the tree tree.

"No, No! I have to throw all these feelings away. I can't trust him. Whatever the reason, Alvin's still a liar." Ayara continued to talk while questioning.

Without him knowing if in the house Alvian busy looking for his whereabouts. Same with Bara and Lula.

"Wasn't she with you in the room? Why can't there be?" bara asked because she had just finished bringing the items purchased by Alvian into the house.

When Ayara came out of the room. Bara and Lula are also out of the house to pick up things from the car.

"Yes, but when I picked up the phone from Alice. He went straight out and I thought Aya was here" replied Alvian, who had more than five searches for Ayara in the bathroom as well as the kitchen.

"Where is he? Is Aya again in..." Lula did not continue her words. But he walked over to a small window that led to the back of the house.

Then she opened the curtain and from there was Ayara. The woman was sitting with her head lowered and she rested on both slits of her legs which she bent.

"That's Ara, if she wanted to calm her heart, she would have run there. It's just that I've been pretending not to know because I don't want to make him sadder if I get too involved in his personal affairs." explained Lula was very sorry for the fate of his best friend.

It turns out that Ayara's luck can be the mother of the son of one of the ALV members. There was pain that he had to endure on his own. And it was all just Ayara herself who felt how painful it was to be in her position.

"Wasn't he okay? Ada Moreover? Is she jealous because I picked up the phone from Alice? Or is there something else?" muttered Alvian who did not know why Ayara could go alone again.

"If it's true because of Alice's call. Then I have to explain to him. So that Aya does not misunderstand. Jesus, Alvin! You are such a fool! Healing his heart that you hurt just can't. Then how could you hurt her again,"

Not much talking. Alvian walked towards the kitchen and opened the door. Then he closed again as before. With a slow step Alvian walked over. Let him know what makes Ayara what she is now.

"No sound was heard. He also did not cry." Alvian's inner was already in Ayara's presence.

"Yes, what are you doing here?" pretending to ask when Alvian guesses that Ayara is jealous of him again.

"Hub... Ti-nothing, I just enjoy the wind again," she replied imposingly to smile.

Fortunately Ayara had stopped questioning, but she could not lie because her eyes still looked swollen from crying long enough.

"Are you crying?" Alvian sat down beside Ayara because her stool was enough for the two of them.

"No! I just want to be alone again," lies Ayara trying to make it look okay.

"Yes, sorry about that. She--"

"It's okay, you don't have to explain anything, because we're nobody anymore. You're here too because of Vania. So never have bad feelings for me," said Ayara still smiling even though in her heart she wanted to scream because she could not bear the pain.

"Yes, how many times do I have to tell you. I'm here not just for our son, but for you as well" Alvian said trying to explain.

But the heart is fragile. I can't accept any more excuses. Hate, love, disappointment and everything has become one. That's how Ayara felt.

But all of this he had to hide. For the sake of a very cruel and unjust life to him.

"Huem. Next time you want to buy something, just buy it for Vania. You don't have to buy anything for me, because I don't want to owe you anything" Ayara said to divert their conversation.

"Yes, I never asked for anything in return. I want to do it myself, why can you think like that. I-i-"

"Because I don't want to depend on anyone anymore, Alvin. Do you know what it was like when I left the Wilson family home. I only brought one hundred and fifty dollars. Fortunately my heart was moved to board the bus that leads to this city," Ayara replied quickly before Alvian finished his speech.

"I left in a fever because when I came home from meeting you. I was crying in the rain. So that no one would know that I was crying again." she continued to take a deep breath before continuing her story.

"I go not knowing where I'm going, not knowing what's going to work. Because I can't work anything. Luckily I met good people, when I got on the bus I didn't pay for it either. The uncle gave me a free ride." heard Ayara's story.

Makes Alvian stare at her ex-lover. Alvian doesn't know everything. He only knew that Ayara was expelled with a fever and became pregnant. How the Ayara process can get to town B. Of course he didn't know because Lula didn't tell him either.

"Do you know what made me regret the most at the time? I'm sorry that my whole life has depended on other people. Before I knew you, I depended on the assistants in Mr. Edward's house. Then after knowing you I really depended on you, because I used to think that you were an angel sent by God as my mother's handmaid whom he had taken." said Ayara who was not interrupted by Alvian.

The young man just silently listened to Ayara's heart.

"I made your shoulders a backrest, because my stupidity depends on man. It is clear that the human heart does not know when it changes. If I depended on God, maybe I wouldn't feel over-disappointed." Ayara could still smile.

"I don't want to because of your kindness, have to feel the same way again. To me, or to Vania. So if you want to fulfill your obligations. Please do not overdo it, in the future we no one knows what will happen. You have your own life. So do we, so I hope you can understand my request,"

After he had washed away all the grunts that were in his heart. Ayara walked in and left Alvian alone.

Now Ayara does not want to think about the feelings of others, because she just wants to be able to live quietly. Let her body get tired, because she has to work.

...SERIATE......