I'M The Villainess Sister
Chapter 06: D-1

Jeffrey flinched and immediately stopped stepping when Edna suddenly turned her head and pointed a wooden sword towards his neck. The orange juice in the man's hand spilled slightly due to the sudden movement earlier

'6 months... If I could kill that person for another 6 months, I wouldn't need to look at the dead bodies of my Mother and Father's inner Edna inwardly, her breath gasping with eyes that stared at Jeffrey intently

"What are you doing here?" asked the purple-blossomed girl while finally lowering her sword from the neck of the fiancee

"I... Bring a drink"

"No need, I'm not thirsty. Just take it away with you, I'll practice again"

Jeffrey spoke as Edna was about to turn around, "Edna, don't push yourself too hard. You'll be hurt" the message worries

"Go away." Edna replied indifferently briefly before returning to take another swing at the sword again. He gritted his teeth while muttering softly on the sidelines of the training

"You will never understand my suffering"

In the original novel, the day the antagonist character's parents die is only written once in a flashback when 'Gretta' feels his life is unfair. Edna read the passage at first glance in her first life and did not feel anything special because she thought it was the background that the antagonist character needed

But she begins to understand that feeling after being reincarnated as Edna Schnee in her second life. His entire life was destroyed in the day the Marquis and Marchioness Schnee were found dead covered in blood. The servants tried to cover Edna's eyes so that the little boy did not experience the trauma of seeing the bodies of his own parents, but unfortunately he had seen everything. Despite not counting it for sure, he knew there were about ten stab wounds on his father's body, and dozens on his mother's body because Edna was the first to find their bodies.

That moment for a moment, Edna's world stopped spinning. He who initially came because he could not sleep so still fixated on seeing the body of his parents who were stiff with a lot of blood while his brain thought about why this could happen.

Why his parents? Why should his family? What was the fault of his mother and father? Whom... The culprit?

Recalling the terrible old memories made Edna even more determined to save her parents. Unlike his previous life, this time he would not be the first to see the corpse of his parents, but rather to watch the corpse of Uncle Eleanor as the perpetrator of the attempted murder of his mother and father who slowly turned stiff.

With a very strong determination, Edna trained her body and abilities without stopping, time did not feel 6 months had passed and the day she had been waiting for for a year was getting closer.

E D N A's 

I stared at my reflection in the mirror and then sighed, there was a thick dark circle under my eyes. Another day 'it' came, and I couldn't waste a second of time even sleeping

My ability has developed a lot since then, but the side effects have been me getting less sleep and dizziness. In a day I can only sleep for 1-2 hours, because in addition to a lot of time spent on sword training and guarding Gretta, there are nightmares that prevent me from falling asleep every night

The dream features all the bad events of the second life, from the deaths of Mom and Dad to the death sentences of Gretta and Rery. It felt so scary to go back to sleep even when I woke up I ran to make sure my family members were still breathing.

I was too afraid to close my eyes and woke up knowing that this life was only my dream, while the nightmare was my real life.

"..... No, don't worry Edna. You can sleep as quietly as possible after tomorrow" I said to encourage myself, I patted my cheeks while nodding and putting on a big smile. "Excite, I can definitely save Mom and Dad"

But slowly my smile faded along with my spirit that returned dim. Honestly, there's a part of me that doesn't believe I can do this. I mean, what if I fail again tomorrow? Practicing as hard as anything for an entire year still seems to be insufficient to fight Uncle Eleanor with my body right now. Then should I start preparing my heart to stand at the funeral again?

Can't do.

My mom and dad... I will never lose them again. If the thing I feared the most was to happen, perhaps I would be selfish by choosing to go with them instead of living this hell-like life once again

Tok!

"Miss Edna,"

The sound of knocking on the door managed to pull my consciousness back, I rubbed my face rough and turned to a servant who entered my room, "Yes?"

"Excuse me miss, Mr. Jeffrey has arrived"

".... All right, I'll be right out" I replied, the waiter looked down respectfully and left and closed the door

Jeffrey 'played' into my house every day for almost a year, but it seems like due to my cold treatment that often ignored him, lately he rarely came. Indeed, sometimes he still comes like now, but the duration is not as long as he had other activities and just stop by here because it has been his routine so far

Good, I'm glad that he's finally self-conscious. I didn't have much time to serve him, and after all the word 'friend' couldn't be in the same sentence as my name and her, anyway, we better keep each other at a safe distance like now and then never intersect again for good

"Hello, Edna" Jeffrey greeted with his usual smile as soon as I approached, I nodded briefly in response to his greeting and then turned around.

"Your mood seems to be good today? You didn't tell me to go home as usual" the boy asked as he followed me, shrugging his shoulders

"Looks like. It's your blessing"

Lying, I just don't want to argue with him because I still think about the safety of my parents. How am I going to save them with the bodies of these weak children? Practicing the one year sword was still not enough at all

Jeffrey held my slave, he stepped quickly before me with sparkling eyes. "really? What did I do unconsciously that managed to make your mood good? Tell me, I want to remember it so I can do it again" she said happily

"Rarely come here" I replied briefly while removing his hand from my shoulder, Jeffrey sighed then lowered his head. "... I'm sorry, I have important business so can't play for as long as I used to" he said gloomily

"What's wrong, you better stay like this"

"After my business is done I promise I will often play here again like before. Don't worry, Edna"

I clucked, "It seems you don't understand, I said I'm glad you're rarely here" I'm obviously annoyed

"I am not happy. I haven't been friends with you until now" she replied, staring at me

Again fucking 'friend', this guy when to give up on making friends with me anyway? From the beginning I have shown a very clear rejection to him, but this one year he continues to urge to be familiar and friends

So annoying.

"Are you going to be gone forever if I'm willing to be your friend? Well, then, I don't mind being friends"

Jeffrey winked confusedly, "What are you talking about? Of course I'll be more diligent in coming here just like your friend Rery-"

"Then I don't want to" cut me fast and then walk again. Not just friends he has often come and make my stress increase, especially if I accept it

I could have died of stress before I could have saved my parents

Oh, that's right too. I still haven't figured out how to defeat Uncle Eleanor. Talking to Jeffrey's kunyuk made me forget for a moment about the serious problem I have to face tomorrow night.

"Why not? What's wrong with me? You've always turned me down for no reason since you first met" Jeffrey said, following me again

"I don't like you"

"Why?"

"Just don't like it"

"Why don't you like me? I've never done anything bad to you or anyone, but you always say no and don't like. Tell me the reason so I understand what my shortcomings are that you don't like very much"

"I didn't know that you were such a chatty person, Jeffrey Diven" I said as I stopped walking and turned my head, Jeffrey gasped slowly and scratched his temple which I believed was not itchy.

The man's eyes went around in any awkward direction, "A-I'm just like this to the people close to me. Don't get me wrong" she said shyly

"It looks like you're the one who misunderstood me, I'm not close to you" my correction was sharp. In my previous life I thought we were close enough, so I was hurt so much that you chose Eleanor and left me, but now I realize that I've been misunderstanding all along. The word 'near' in my dictionary is much different from yours.

Well... Not that now I feel hurt or anything, after all I have decided to cut off all ties with him. It's just... This is a little annoying my annoyance.

Few enough.

"Therefore I want to be close to you!"

That's enough.

"Jeffrey Diven, can you shut up and just go home today?" I seriously asked, Jeffrey took a short breath

"You're starting again, Edna. I just wanted to be friends with you but you always threw me out coldly like this"

"Please, get here today. I'm tired so please come home"

"But I just got there"

"Go home. This time not a request, but an order"

Jeffrey looked at me, his face looking like he wanted to refute my words again, but he only ended up taking his eyes off after staring long enough. "Okay, sorry for being so stubborn. Tomorrow I won't be here because I have something to take care of, but the day after tomorrow I still come so I hope you treat me well at that time" he said

I frowned. "Why should I?"

"Because your mood might improve the day after tomorrow. Already, I went home yes, Edna" he replied with a smile, he turned towards us walking earlier and waved. "Oh, I hope the day after tomorrow you'll also let me play with Gretta!"

I didn't answer at all, just staring at his back that was getting further away. I let out a long sigh when Jeffrey was out of sight, just relieved that he had already kicked the person away when from behind Mom suddenly appeared and surprised me

"Well, Edna. You're all alone? As I recall the maids said Jeffrey came today" she asked in a wail

"He's home again"

"Why did you just get home?"

"Come away" I replied as if shrugging my shoulders pretending not to know

Mom squinted suspicious eyes. "Edna..... You're not kicking out Mom's daughter-in-law again, are you?" ask the skeptics

".... No really"

Lying, again. I lied again because the main reason I kicked Jeffrey out was... For a moment, I thought I was almost moved. I understood that his words were just the words of a small boy who insisted on wanting to make friends, but this unlucky heart was beating so fast as soon as he loudly said he wanted to be close to me. Impossible words came out of his lips in the second life.

Realize yourself, Edna Schnee. This feeling is not real, the author designed it so that you would exchange your family's happiness for that man. You've chosen your family so never waver at the protagonists' sayings

Especially Jeffrey Diven.

...*****...

Edna spent the rest of the day with her parents. He had wanted to lock himself up in the library of the mansion looking for a way to kill Eleanor's uncle with his weak body that had no hope of success, but then it occurred to him that today could be his last day with his parents.

This was indeed the worst possibility he had to prevent, but he was worried as he was busy trying to figure out how to save his parents while fighting with Jeffrey earlier, they could have left first without saying goodbye or leaving behind the last memory with her or Gretta as before

At least he wanted to spend their last day together...

'No, forget. Tomorrow I will change everyone's destiny and no one will die again' the girl's inner self while shaking her head strongly

"Edna, what's wrong? You dizzy, honey? Come here, let me see"

Looking up, Edna smiled as she approached her parents. "It's okay, I'm just so sleepy" she replied and crawled up to the middle bed between her mother and father

"Mother wonder, why do you suddenly want to sleep with us tonight, hm?"

The purple girl hugged her mother's stomach, saying, "I just miss you guys so much"

"Hindu what? You've been following my mom and dad all day" the Marquis swooned and flipped and hugged his wife so Edna was caught between them. "Well, but once in a while like this isn't bad either. Too bad Gretta won't come"

"really so. The child who felt like yesterday was just born said it was too big to come to sleep with us" said the mother herself

".... Dad,"

"Hm?"

"I love you"

"... All of a sudden?"

Edna nodded, she then looked up at her mother. "I love you too, ma'am" she said from the deepest of hearts, with the Marchioness smiling and kissing at the top of the boy's head

"Mother too, my dear"

"Of course I love you too, Edna. Not just your mother" said the father hurriedly from behind, managed to make Edna giggle amused. "I know, dad"

".... But you didn't face me and just hugged your mother. Dad's hurt"

According to his father's wishes, the purple-browed girl flipped over and gave the Marquis a tight hug. "Well, that's it, right?"

"Of course, this old man is very happy now because he is hugged by his little daughter" she said, smiling Edna and then burying her head in his stomach, his mood suddenly deteriorated imagining that tonight was truly his last

"I hope tomorrow never comes" he murmured sadly

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To be continued...

(*) Bonuses

"Today you're back sooner, Mr. Jeffrey"

"Yes, Edna's mood is not good today, but it's understandable"

"Did you go to that place today?"

"Eleanor said there, of course I have to go there if I want it done quickly"

"Good, sir"

Jeffrey propped up his chin on the window of the horse carriage, he let out a long sigh. "Huh, I've missed Edna"