
Gerald let out a deep breath as he pondered over everything he had been through for the past two years.
He himself does not refuse if he is currently trapped between love and the lies he has done to hide that love.
Now even more upset than Shania, she only has two months to decide, Between admitting his mistake or he must be ready to lose all the happiness that he had been living secretly and lying to his extended family.
Just because of a blessing that he had never even asked at all from his parents and grandparents all this time he was trapped inside his own doubts.
Gerald repeatedly sipped a cigarette that now only half-lives, he was really made helpless.
But now there are those who are waiting for his decision, the three people he loves very much.the three people who have given color in his life who have been far from even happy.
Yeah, that happiness he never felt from the people around him, he said, because from the time Gerald was born until the time he was taken care of by the two elderly who were his grandparents, he never felt the full affection he should have from a family.
All he got was education and also a big burden that he had been carrying as heir to the throne of the business kingdom of the Opah.
Gerald never felt a cheerful and happy childhood amidst the attention of his parents.
What Gerald can do is live a life of treasure but lonely alone and without any friends or relatives by his side.
Gerald only had to be satisfied accompanied by the Omas occasionally in order to study independently, Mariana always taught him to live independently even though many people would serve him at Mension.
Mariana is a mother and grandmother who has a high discipline soul.
Since deciding to live in Europe Mariana even looks cold and rarely talk, although sometimes Kenzo invites him to joke and chat casually.
Maybe because there were too many injuries that her husband had inflicted at that time, starting from the revelation of Kenzo's first love who had been still enthroned in the depths of her husband's heart, so that makes Mariana's happiness all this time destroyed instantly.
And there are still other lies, about the Queen who is now gone, it turns out that the princess who had always loved Mariana was in fact her own sister-in-law.
Then what else should Mariana accept after that, what facts? which will hurt him again.
In addition, Kenzo's stubbornness in rejecting Sanum, who was clearly the daughter of the woman he loved so much, until a dispute between his son and son-in-law occurred.
Mariana once thought that her life was so perfect because she had a husband who loved and loved her, and fought desperately to get her love.
But a fact obliterated all the happiness Mariana had felt all along.
If she used to think Dion was a hypocritical man, then Kenzo is more hypocritical than Dion.
Then who? which Mariana must believe.
Alone. yes it was the thing that Mariana had felt all along.
He has been betrayed by his own dreams all along.
Maybe that's the picture of the soul of a Mariana who is now not as warm and cheerful as before.
Even he lived his household life like a film actor who followed a storyline that was completely contrary to himself.
She still had to play the role of a wife who seemed to be very loved.
Though his soul has been empty his love has been lost along with the lies that his life friend created.
Yes, if all this time Mariana could still survive in that household, Mariana would only consider Kenzo as a friend.
Gerald also felt that, the smile that is always forced, the tears that always come when lonely are not countless it is always the daily life of Mariana.
The word of love that came out of her husband's lips was like a strong wind that would only destroy the surrounding buildings.
The word will only feel ripping open the inner wounds that he has been damning himself.
Mariana is a picture of a luxurious house but there is no happiness in it.
Cold desolate when the eyes of the day no longer illuminate the earth.
The woman will not even rarely wake up when midnight arrives, staring at her life friend who was soundly asleep as if without burden.
Gerald has always been a geraper photo that always captures every moment.
Seen embedded, if Mariana alone is the wife who accompanied Kenzo for decades has been so sad, let alone her who is only a grandchild.
Where will he complain about his feelings.
The night was getting late, Gerald was lying on the soft bed. all this time his life was always in the midst of property and complete and luxurious facilities were always the foundation of his life.
Ls it? he'll be able to let go of all that for the sake of his little family later, what? Gerald will be able to make them happy amid pressure from his extended family later.
A smile of his little family was there, it was his bedtime deliveryman.
If he is really sleepy then he will go back to hide it all, even though no one will open the smart phone.
While Shania who was still upset at the moment she was still standing on the balcony of the room was staring at the longing sky, he is praying for a miracle to come that will bring him back to Indonesia.
Yes, at the moment the focus is Indonesia is not a Dutch country that a few months ago Arvin lived in.
Until the voice of Deheman the brother sounded loud.
Shania was shocked.
"Why? still not sleeping heuhhhhh, tomorrow you have to go to school." said Kendra.
"I miss Mommy and Daddy." - Shania lied.
"Why? not on the phone." said Kendra while stroking the sister's shoulder.
"I'm going to want to go home" Shania said.
"Go home no one forced you to come here, unlike us who are being punished." said Kendra.
"But I still have to finish my school first, maybe later when I go to college I can just come back" Shania said.
"Don't torture yourself! enough of us men who are tormented here, do not you who even still need a warm hug from both our parents. and another one told daddy that if he had to prepare a house for his son-in-law's granddaughter who is two months away from returning to Indonesia." said Kendra who was secretly investigating about her eldest brother.
"what!!." cried Shania in shock.
"The man instantly silenced the mouth of the younger brother right then and there.
"Slow down your voice, and remember don't ask too many questions, because you yourself will never be able to hear this shocking fact, just help our brother who is currently in trouble to ask for blessing."kendra said to Shania.
The man also spoke to Kevin.
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Meanwhile at Kenzie's current residence a big fact about his first son has been revealed, Kenzie has obtained complete evidence of a secret marriage conducted by his son to produce a successor who until now has not received recognition from his extended family.
Kenzie immediately sent someone to pick up his daughter-in-law and granddaughter.
He had felt like a failure as a parent who had abandoned his first child and let him be nurtured by his parents who even applied high discipline obedience was everything.
Kenzie doesn't want to separate his son and son-in-law, but he wants to save them from Kenzo's rampage like his old household.
Kenzie still remembers how the destruction of his household first, before he decided to oppose the daddy.
Kenzie didn't want that to happen to his first son, because not necessarily the man was as strong as he was.
If you have to face a choice that is a dead end.
Kenzie also asked the man to deliver a message from him specifically to Anggun, so that he was not surprised when the person suddenly picked him and his two children.
The Kenzies are focused on saving a relationship.
At the Arvin residence, there is a commotion where Arvin is required to marry Karin because Arfan has impregnated her.
The Karin family urged Arfan to take responsibility, but the Mother did not allow it because Arfan was still not old enough and still in school.
Finally the Karin family does not want to know between Arvin or Arfan who will be responsible for Karin.
Arvin obviously refuses to do that, he doesn't feel do and he also has a lover that he loves very much.
"Well, I'll take the law, if my daughter is destroyed then you and the reputation of the school you founded will be destroyed."threatened Karin's father.
"You can't do that, because all this has nothing to do with school problems.You should take care of your daughter so as not to bring destruction to your family" Arvin said
"You know for yourself your daughter always stays outside, and it's in a man's house why? just now heuhhhhh!! after your daughter got pregnant just acted, why? not quite yet." said Arvin again.
Arvin's really rampaging right now instead of him defending his sister who's done something wrong, but he also wanted to remind her that none of that could have happened if she had not been as cheap as yesterday.
Now that Arvin is really raging at the moment, the issue of responsibility is easy to do if Karin is really pregnant with Arfan's child.
While here Arfan himself claimed to have been trapped in it.
I don't know what he meant by what is clear at the moment Arfan can't explain everything.