I Reach the Rainbow
#Suffering news#
Unlike Sanum and Kenzie, currently Allan, it was in the deepest sorrow and sorrow that he felt at this time how not Queen and her son were found on the beach with the condition of no life.
At that time Queen, the fare for the children's school event only wayangnya who know nature, and, open but suddenly came a horde of men who have a tall body firmly make the woman and her son as hostages in order, so that, they were allowed to board the large ship but unfortunately after getting permission to board they did not keep the promise of Queen and her son in droves of bullets .
The fateful incident happened as fast as lightning and the two were thrown into the sea, at that time they did a search but unfortunately when the Queen, the, found the mother of one child and her child was already lying stiff on the beach carried by the waves.
No matter how hard PU Allan was, when he saw the two people he loved dead horribly, his soul was almost shaken even after burying his second body, now Allan, was rushed to the hospital, because he tried to end his life at the funeral right then and there.
Allan was severely depressed, he was currently undergoing intensive treatment in a mental hospital, the man was really very devastated, at this time he who loved his wife and child so deeply, to not care about his mental health, Allan must be bound by his hands and feet because otherwise the man will desperately hurt himself.
"Darling, wait for me, I'll catch up with you, I love you"he cried so heartbreakingly that no one would be able to hold back his tears.
The handsome man who was so charismatic now seemed to mess up his hair was a mess his eyes were blank, and another one of his tears kept pouring down.
Is a doctor named a woman named Bintang, she is a woman who has the same fate as the man she will care for at this time, the woman lost her beloved son and husband, her, who was blatantly killed by a group of people in front of him, who had just returned from the outside.
The star of a mental health professional, he had experienced the same depression for sure, but he had managed to get through it all over the years, until now it has been five years the departure of his loved ones, he has even earned a special doctorate in psychology.
The woman, now examining new and old mental patients, had to enter Allan's room, the man who was still crying softly.
"Hi... Mr. Allan, forgive me if my arrival interrupts, I just want to get acquainted, what? I can" said the star.
"Mr Allan, I know you're not as sick as people say, you're healthy and you're normal, what? you heard me talk. What? I've experienced things that you've experienced even more painful than you've experienced . but I managed to rise from the slump, because despite the slump they will never be able to live again." said the Star while looking fixed on the face of the man who is now facing him, but his eyes were empty.
There were only two names that the man called as his wife and son.
"Well, if you don't want to talk, keep going like that, one day and one day you will regret not being able to avenge the death of your son and wife" the doctor whispered.
Suddenly the man stared intently at the Star which now seemed to be smiling cunningly.
"I'll kill them I'll get you all back" Allan said.
"Yes.. get up and pay back all the pain, but before that you have to be completely healed, and take the medicine I gave you" said Bintang.
Allan, back to silence.
"Heumm, you have to be strong, you're a man I can get through the most difficult times so far then you can too" said Bintang who is now checking Allan's condition.
"I love them so much! My queen! my son! the dogs have already taken their lives, and I will reply!"the man continued to shout spilling all the flavors that were on his mind.
The star continues to lure Allan, so that he can remember all, because that way the patient will be easy to cure, in addition to drugs.
"The star gave the medicine directly to Allan, with full attention not because he had a crush or anything else, but because all the nurses claimed to be kapok, as Allan rages they almost die at Allan's hands.
"I only give a low dose of sedative, because we still need to talk" Bintang said.
"What's? do you remember who? you are Mr. Allan" asked the Star Doctor.
Allan did not answer he just stared fixedly at the doctor's face.
"Queen...you're still alive dear hiks... hiks.... you're alive, hahaha why? the world is so cruel why? god didn't give you long happiness, why!!!" yell Allan.
"She's been very happy Mr. Allan, I'm sure she's been very happy to know that her husband loves her so much, but she'll also be disappointed to see you like this, you're not even looking for who? who has killed himself and his son, but instead you are like this, you are weak, Mr. Allan, you are a coward" said Bintang.
Allan again stared intently at the star and suddenly the strong bond came off all the male nurses who walked in screaming for the Star immediately away.
But all too late Allan, now clutching tightly to the jaw of the star who now looks grimacing in pain, but not a single star tries to break away even though he is able.
"Wake up coward, let's wake up and take your pain back" said the Star.
"I'm not a coward I'm Allan I can repay them" Allan said.
"What's? you see my face like theirs" asked the star again.
Slowly the hand faded and the grip slipped off.
Looked the scar, a little bruised red.
"You have to heal you have to be a tough guy, you don't need all these drugs either you just need a talkative to get rid of all the pain that's in here" the Star pointed out.
Allan, look calm again.
The star asks them to untie Allan, because by tying a patient like Allan, it will make things worse.
"Open her bond, she's not crazy, she just needs a conversation partner" Bintang said.
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Day after day, Allan is still undergoing psychiatric therapy at the hospital, but his circumstances continue to go up and down, and it happened because the mental doctor who handled Allan was not a Star doctor who was always able to calm him down.
Allan, had been hospitalized for almost two months, but his condition that rose and made Adri, doubting the ability of the doctors at the hospital. looking for another hospital.
But the Star doctor who was on duty today he put forward the requirements.
That, Doctor Star, I handled Allan myself because she was sure that the man would soon recover.
Currently Allan was in the park he was sitting alone in the supervision of several male nurses, who are now standing not far from Allan's position.
The star doctor walked over towards her, this time the woman did not wear the white coat that was always attached each time she looked like an adult woman.
Using black and thangtop pants and an ash blazer, he sat next to Allan, who was sculpting.
"Hi... what? the news" said the star doctor but Allan still remains a henchman along with his daydreams.
"Heumm, it seems like you would rather be silent and hide from sadness in this way, though, I did not expect that the handsome and charismatic Mr. Allan could be defeated by pain that might not be comparable to the pain of others who had experienced the same thing that was not even much if compared to me" said the star.
"I saw how my husband and daughter were slaughtered in front of me, when I wanted to rebel and help them, someone was holding me back, so loud that I could only scream in my heart that they couldn't even hear because even my mouth was covered with duct tape."Star talk.
"You can imagine when my husband and son were repeatedly stabbed by a sword, even the blood was still on my face, if you think you are suffering more then you are wrong, he said, there are even those who suffer more than us so you must rise and heal.Life will continue even though you keep hiding from the pain, instead you will regret this precious time" said Bintang.
"What's? you think I believe in you" Allan said, spontaneously.
"You can see all this, even Vidio I watched many times to be sure that I had to go through the pain, the pain caused by their loss and their cruelty, not only was I even sexually abused, and after that I had to witness all of that, I didn't not want to die back then, either, but my death would have been in vain if I had not not taken revenge for all of it, I rose up I struggled to recover from the trauma, even though the wound still remains today, and when night fell I could not close my eyes, because the shadow of the cry of both of them was still visible in my mind so you just compare, how much suffering you, how much, or my much greater suffering even though I knew losing the one we loved so much was painful, but life does not stop there as long as God still predestines us to live it means our struggle is not completely over" said Bintang at length.
Allan now stared fixedly at the face of the woman who looked so strong.
"Queen, it was the woman who made me fall in love, and my very young son had to die a tragic death" said Allan, who is still in tears.
"Cry, if that can make you relieved" said Bintang.
"I couldn't bear it" Allan said interrupted.
"I'm sure you're capable, you're not crazy you're still sane, it's just that you're too late in grief, now your choice is only two, now your choice is two, surrender here or rise up and give justice to both of your loved ones, and you have to stay alert even though everyone here is acting normal but there could be one of your enemies sneaking in here, and another one of what? you think the incident that happened to your son and wife was really spontaneous, I don't think so" said the star doctor.
"What's? you mean!" allan shouted, making the nurses approach them.
"Don't come any closer! he was just shocked" said the star.
"I'll finish them off if they get caught later" Allan said.
"You can do that, but to achieve that goal you must be able to recover completely, because lest you get the wrong target, I will continue to help you to be fully healed, but after that you have to promise to live your life well" said Bintang.
Allan nodded whether he really understood the words of the Star, or just a reflex, because not a few patients react the same as Allan.
Allan, was still sitting a henchman when the star said goodbye.
Even the man did not respond at all he was just a henchman with his daydreams.
Meanwhile, someone was watching them earlier and immediately reported to someone on the phone.
The stars themselves knew that, from every encounter with Allan, there was always a suspicious person around them whether it was a man or a woman, either, who sometimes also pretends to be a patient in their midst, that's why? for several months Allan, treated but his circumstances did not show good changes and even tend to be severe.
The star suggested that the family bring Allan home, and he himself would treat the man.
Adri, had refused for fear of anything happening, if Allan was at home, but after Bintang, said the real reason Adri was immediately doing the thing suggested by Bintang.
The star will come to visit during his break, but Adri, giving reasons that Allan, will be taken abroad to be treated there, on the side of the hospital, though in fact he was taken to a place where people would not suspect his existence, because after being investigated, Allan was actually targeted by someone and his life was in danger.
And for that Adri puts great men around his son to protect the son and the doctor Bintang, will come when his men Adri, pick him up undercover.
The star knows the people well even though they are undercover but there is a secret code that lets him know that the person is an Adri.