I THOUGHT HATING LOVE WAS LOVE

I THOUGHT HATING LOVE WAS LOVE
ELIO'S PRESENCE


David was curious about the figure called mami by him. He tried to peek out from behind the door and saw a woman holding his hand. Elio quietly turned around waving his hand making David smile.


But somehow when he saw the figure of the woman made him a little disappointed. Whoever Elio's mother has nothing to do with him, right? But in fact, what David saw at that time was not Maura, but one of the nurses that Maura trusted to take care of Elio when he visited his patients.


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That night Maura and Tania sat on the iron swing in the front yard. Both of them often did that a few years ago while counting as many stars as possible. A silly habit that is typical of their friendship.


"Tania,"


"Eum!" Staring Maura.


"When I'm lonely, I always count stars by myself while I'm in Singapore." Staring at stars.


Tania looked up at the stars in the sky, "And I never miss counting stars when I remember you."


"Thank you for being born my best friend, thank you for taking good care of my mother!" Looking at Tania with teary eyes.


"When you decide to leave without saying goodbye, my mother is always moody and I promise not to leave her until you return."


Maura unconsciously smiled as she shed tears.


"Have not grieved, now tell me about your life after having Elio!"


Maura began to tell about her life while in Singapore. Where it was 2 months pregnant, lucky she met Dirga who helped her register at the wrong hospital. It would have been hard if the director of the hospital hadn't been Dirga's aunt.


But after being accepted, Maura also paid him with a satisfactory performance. So that it can prove that he works not because he uses relationships alone. During pregnancy Maura underwent alone while working in the hospital.


At the time of delivery was only Dirga that he could make as a close relative at that time. Dirga was always loyal to help him if he was in trouble.


She even had to leave her child to the baby sitter during work. Lucky during work he was always disciplined and got the policy from the leadership by reducing his night shift for several years. When Elio was 4 years old and started school, Maura only got the night shift back.


Elio was born to be a child who is not fussy so it does not bother Maura who in fact is a single mom. Elio always understood that he could only sleep with the baby sitter when his mom was on the night shift. Elio never sulks when he sees friends and children of his age who every time on vacation or a road together with complete parents.


Elio remains happy when he returns home from school even though only his mother picks him up, while the other child is picked up by his father or even his parents.


He always tried to be cheerful despite not having a papi figure in 5 years. Every parent meeting only Maura who always pick him up and sometimes together with Dirga. Some of his friends often bully him as an unwanted child and have no father. But she never told her mother, because she was afraid that her mother would be sad.


Elio would run into hiding and then quietly cry every time he was bullied. However, as time went on until he was 5 years old he got stronger, his intelligence was increasingly visible even because he was used to holding his own problems to make him behave more mature than his age.


Tania trembled to tears as Maura recounted some of her life over the years.


"What if David finds out about her whereabouts? Their faces were so similar it would certainly be hard to hide!"


Hearing Tania's words made Maura pause for a moment, slowly swallowing the saliva. 


"really. His whereabouts I may not be able to hide forever. Even if he doesn't want it, but not with Elio. He's a smarter boy than his age, although he never told me but I often found some pictures of him, a complete family that he purposely hid in the room."


Maura looked up to hold back her tears from falling back. "Huffth.." take a breath.


"I could see what her gaze was like whenever we walked together when she saw other children running calling her papi, jumping in her cradle, eating also playing with her mommy and papi happily. His two eyes always implied longing as well as sadness that appeared together." Slowly wiping her tears.


"But with his firmness he will always smile and say, mami i'm ok!" Smiling wryly.


Tania's two eyes came to see and hear the misfortune of her best friend.


"I may be selfish, but I did it so I wouldn't lose him 6 years ago." Biting his lower lip


Tania clasped Maura's cold hand and stroked her shoulder.


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(RS MEDICAL CENTER)


That day David was allowed to go home after 3 days of treatment due to recurrent stomach acid. He was too busy with work to forget regular mealtimes.


David wearing a blue shirt stood on the doorstep. "I'll see uncle tomorrow!" I don't know why the words of the boy who met him yesterday kept ringing even he hoped that Elio would really come.


"David!" Valen.


David also just resigned and continued his steps that felt heavier following Valen and Athar. It was very clear that his look implied a sense of disappointment even to the point of making his heart uneasy. Whatisthis? what was the real feeling between him and Elio?


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Elio did not stop looking at his watch, soon his mother will return will certainly be more difficult for him to get out. Because of the urgent circumstances and increasingly agitated him, seethed in his heart a small delinquency.


Elio quietly took out a handful of marbles from his pocket and deliberately threw them on the floor.


"My marbles aunt!" Pointing to the rolling marbles filling the room.


Without a second thought the treatment crouched down meant to help pick it up. The opportunity was used by Elio who quickly ran to open the door.


"Auntie I'm sorry!" Run away from the room.


"Eh, Elio? Elio?" The nurse stood up to chase but she accidentally stepped on some marbles to make him stagger and almost fall.


Elio ran down the hallway while glancing at the whereabouts of his mama. Afraid of being caught or she won't have a chance to meet the person she believes is most likely her papi.


Elio walked past the dispensary and his two little legs came to a halt as he looked at the figure of David sitting in the waiting chair. His eyes sparkled walking over.


While David who was half daydreaming sat staring at the large marble in his right hand, until he was unaware of the existence of Elio who was already standing in front of him. While Valen and Athar prepare to redeem the drug until they do not see it.


"What kind of uncle are you waiting for me?"


The typical adorable voice of the boy disperse David, suddenly raised his head and found both eyes narrowed as Elio widened his smile from behind his mask.


David reviews the smile and gently caresses Elio's head. His heart was warm every time he met her.


"Uncle is healed?" David just nodded.


Elio again reached into his pocket to take out a small piece of paper that he had folded.


"Remember this is our secret. If mom finds out she might never let me see you again!" Plain words with conical mouths made David frown.


"Why indeed?" David was a little curious.


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"Elios?"


Maura's sudden voice calling out his name rang out from behind, causing Elio to be shocked to round his eyes, as he looked at Maura who was walking towards him.


"Mommy?" Look up.


"Elio mami is already bi.."


Maura stopped her words when she saw the figure of David sitting near Elio. His body trembled, his gaze implying a deep emotion even his chest felt sore right then and there.


No less surprised by Maura, David also felt a tremor in his heart after 6 years Maura disappeared leaving a piece of divorce papers to make his life in bitterness. Now the woman who had given him the wound had returned before him.


The two did not speak but stared at each other for a while. Elio could see the tension from their countenance.


Slowly David looked at Elio's face, his curiosity about Elio grew even greater. If yesterday he just thought his face might just look like him, but this time maybe the situation has been different after seeing who Elio's real mami figure.


Maura pulled Elio's hand rough and extended her legs wide. David followed him.


"Maura I want to talk to you!"


Maura doesn't tell David to follow her.


"Maura!" David held Maura's hand.


Maura finally stopped her steps without taking off her armband with Elio.


"I want to talk to you!"


"But I don't want to talk to you!" Retracting Elio then stepped in a hurry.


Elio was a little afraid to see their debate, only silent to the point of not daring to make a sound as Maura pulled her up to her two little legs hurt and was overwhelmed to adjust her steps.


"Maura listen to me, we have to talk!" David continued to follow until he was not aware that their position was far from the pharmacy.


"Maura?"


"Maura?"


"Your mother can hurt him!" He rebuked when he saw the son who began to be uncomfortable.


David's words again made Maura stop her steps. Slowly looking down at Elio holding his thigh, he was too emotional to neglect to make his son in pain without him noticing.


Seriate...