I Travel, I Love
FEELS SO FAR AWAY
Lynn who heard Giovan knocking on the door of her room just continued to stay on the bed. There was no desire at all to open it.
"Open the door or I'll break it!" yelled Giovan threateningly.
Lynn sighed. He finally got up and walked to the door. He opened the lock and opened the door.
"Other thing you want? Is it still unsatisfied that you're torturing me?" lynn said with a sad look.
"We're talking" Giovan went into Lynn's room.
"Let the door open. I don't want you to do anything to me anymore."
"I'm not gonna do anything. I just don't want anyone to hear our conversation."
Right now Giovan is holding back from attacking Lynn again. He can even be dirty when he sees Lynn. He imagined Lynn's innocent body behind his pajamas.
Lynn walked away from Giovan, "talk."
"I'm sorry, sorry for what I did to you. I didn't mean to treat you like that and ...."
"What if you're sorry, can everything go back to how it was?" ask Lynn.
"We are husband and wife, so it doesn't matter if we do that. And I know I used the wrong way. I'm just being emotional."
"It was easy once you said it. You're emotional just because I went home alone? or because I met my friend? or because you're in a bad mood because of Alexa?"
Deggs
Giovan rubbed his face rough. Indeed, what he did was all because he saw Alexa enter the room with Darren. Afterwards he vented his frustration at Lynn.
"Aren't you the one who said that we don't have to interfere in each other's affairs? Our marriage is just a fake marriage to achieve our goals, isn't it?"
"I-i ..."
"You once said that our marriage would be void if we interfered in each other's affairs. Then now it's better to split up."
Deggs
"I will never divorce you! We will never be apart!" Giovan.
"What do you really want? I'm starting to not understand your desire to marry me."
"I'm sorry, I was emotional last night."
"When you get emotional again, you'll do something like that again?" ask Lynn.
"No. I promise."
"Come out, I want to be alone" Lynn said.
"Eat first. Melissa said, you haven't eaten since morning."
"Hm."
Giovan eventually leaves Lynn and goes into his own bedroom. He washed his body under the shower. He cleansed himself while thinking. All day, there were only Lynn, Lynn, and Lynn. He didn't even think about Alexa.
After the bath, Giovan went to the dining room. He asked the waiter to prepare dinner. He sat alone with food in front of him, but had no taste at all. Every now and then he looked towards Lynn's bedroom, waiting for the woman to come out, get down, and eat with him.
*****
It has been 1 week without any conversation between them. Lynn will have breakfast if there is no Giovan at the dinner table and so will at dinner. Lynn also never went to the coffee shop again, it seems he tried to avoid his friendship with Giovan.
Giovan often sits in front of Lynn's bedroom door. He only heard the sound of guitar lines and Lynn was singing.
"The voice is so sweet, why didn't he become a singer?" giovan murmured in the heart.
During this week, he always heard Lynn singing and he would stay away from the door when Lynn's singing voice had stopped. Giovan could only hear Lynn's voice without seeing the woman in front of his eyes. Truly, he now feels lonely without the babbling and pettiness of Lynn.
Miss you. You are so close, but so far away. - Giovan.
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