I Want You To Be Mine

I Want You To Be Mine
Denials


Tyo let out a long sigh trying to hold back his almost overflowing emotions, is grabbing Litha's drink and thrusting towards Litha.


" Drink first, and calm your feelings, later when it's quiet we talk again huh?."Persuade Tyo while gently rubbing Litha's hair.  Tyo lit a cigarette and sucked his smoke deep in , to calm his own feelings, in his mind now milling about a thousand questions about the possibility of what would happen .


Both are now dissolved in a deep silence with their own way of thinking, Litha's attitude gives rise to various perceptions, as her cigarette only half Litha calls her.


"Yes.."


" Yes baby ..has your feelings calmed down?." Sahut Tyo while turning off the remaining half-smoking cigarettes, Litha just nodded.


"I hope we can talk maturely without involving emotions here, but first I apologize for all the mistakes I've done to Mas." Litha said in a soft tone


Tyo linked his two thick, jet-black Eyebrows that looked in contrast to his pure white face." By the way, do you love hmm?!, you want to make Mas crazy with your attitude that is beyond reason?!." Sergey Tyo with a slightly elevated tone.


"  Look Mas. I think this relationship can not be continued, after I contemplate the best way indeed we choose each other's path." Answer Litha.


"you mean? you want to break up from Mas?.. but why honey hmmm? even if there is a problem can be discussed well "Cut Tyo.


" No problem Mas, it's just the right time in my opinion, we started this relationship well and I want to end this relationship well too." Litha


" God don't know what's going on, no wind no rain you want us to end our relationship, what's the matter dear?."


" It's nothing Mas, I just can't continue this relationship, hopefully Mas can be much better than me."


Like thousands of arrows that shot right through his heart when he heard Litha's words, there was no wind, no rain arrived to deny the relationship that had been built for the past three years.


" You're kidding?. You think it's funny huh?! why not a stand up comedy list? more useful than you showing in front of Mas!." Tyo's eyes seemed to flash a flash of rage.


" Please .. Please respect me, I have the right to stay or leave, I really cannot continue this relationship." Litha was firm on her stance .


"Do you have anything else hmm? honestly answer!"  Challenging Tyo fiercely.Litha just silently mute while playing her fingers without daring to stare directly into Tyo's face.


" Arlitha, answer!.. You have another hmm? you cheated on me behind my back? answer Arlitha!." Pekik Tyo's.


" This .I'm in a matchmaking position and getting married next month." Litha replied calmly as she offered a white invitation with a green flower design that looked elegant and luxurious.


Tyo grabbed Lita's invitation and read it, his vision turned dark, a chill running from the tip of his toe but he forced himself to stay sober. His eyes pushyly looked at the face of the ayu that was bowed before him, his jaw hardened his hands trembling.


Tyo squeezed the white-colored invitation, his chest looking down and up due to the outburst of emotion.


" Tega you!  what's wrong, Mas? is it wrong for you to treat him like this?."


With his hands still trembling he tried to hold Litha's face down, in his face clingy face while squinting his eyes.


" I didn't think you were this bad!  great you..great ..salut!." Half-whispering Tyo said those words right in Litha's ear, Tyo clapped his palm to lure some visitors a glance to look at them which made Litha rattled.


" I'm sorry Mas, I know this is evil, but one thing Mas must know is this is not an easy thing for me. ssa-kkit Mas." Litha started sobbing while patting her chest. Tyo smiled grinning towards Litha.


" So you don't think Mas is sick?. You think Mas's feelings aren't broken? if you intend to kill Mas do not go this way, use a more humane path." Cecar Tyo's.


"Mas ..forgive me. If Mas immediately ask me, this will not happen Mas, Mas, all parents do not want their daughters to be gossip because they remain single at a ripe age." Litha tried to give understanding to Tyo why he took this path.


But in the depths of Litha's heart he wailed bitterly with all the lies he had cornered in such a way.


" Stale! it is true that the phrase says that demons are no more sinister than humans in some conditions.You are the example!." Attack Tyo on fire


" My Maki Mas. please I sincerely born bathin, if if by cursing me feeling more relieved, " Litha smiled thinly but her eyes glazed glass .


"Why ... why do you have the heart?!, why why why?!." Cecar Tyo with a voice that started raucous.


"Mas in life sometimes we have to choose, even though the choice hurts we have to bare with it."


"Yeaahh thats right I"ll try to bare with this pain, may you be happy with your choice, congratulations." Tyo thrust his hand towards Litha.


Tyo got up from his chair and walked out of the cafe, leaving Litha still sitting. he threw down the door of his car with all his might and made a sound that echoed in the basement that had begun to look lonely.


" Baaajingan.. arrraaaghhhhh!." Tyo cried out hysterically as he smacked his hand into the dashboard in front of him, he felt that his world was collapsing. As he struggles to prepare for his future with the woman he loves, he finds betrayal behind his lover's silence.


But his nature as a man makes it must look tough even though his world is destroyed, the next day he returns to his usual routine at the office,  not the slightest implied on his face if he was destroyed due to the breakdown of romance.


Drrt, drrt .. drrt


As he struggled with the traffic jam of the capital, he felt a tremor coming from his phone.


"Whats up, bro.."  The sapa is so connected to Hilman.


"  Broo want a joint? it's a regular place tonight."


" Gas... Who is there?." Ask enthusiastically.


" Wait wait.. eerh something fishy detected nih.... loe well good right? tumben tumbenan directly okay, usually a thousand reasons if invited kongkow." Search Hilman .


" Ergggh lizard. everything is wrong yes same loe! , gw joint suspected do not want to joint in say suck, want loe what the hell ngajak what how ?."Dengus Tyo.


" Eeeits .. sensi very loose again pms yes ?hahahhahaaha, kind of speechless anyway with that loe change." said Hilman.


" Dont talk too much.. similar to the drug lord loe!, anyway later I came , already yes I again nyetir nih."


" Okay. safe drive."


The hardness of his love relationship with Litha, not so he appeared in front of others, although deep in his heart the deepest he still could not accept the reality. The shadow of Litha and all the memories they had gone through were so imprinted in his heart.


Because of the great love for Litha he decided to close the door of his heart tightly, in addition to feeling that there was no woman like Litha, he was also afraid to get hurt precisely not ready to be hurt again.  not long after he had entered the gate of the residential complex where he lived.


With a little haste he went into the house to shower and change clothes, his phone rang again when he just came out of the bathroom.


"Whats up bro?."


"Make loe come ? we've completed the formation, just waiting for loe." Hilman


" Full formation, you think we're a boy band who wants to play? wait just finished the bath, want to see my sister let you believe?." suddenly crossed his mind the idea of ignorant to prank Hilman, Hilman, holding amusedly he photographed his little brother who would be sent to Hilman.


" Yaudah sent her picture, it must be cute little sister loe." Hilman.


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