I Want You To Be Mine

I Want You To Be Mine
Denial part #2


Tyo smiled grinningly looking at the blood that was slowly seeping from between his fingers.


"Why should all this happen to God?!, why should I experience it?  whyaa!!." Pekiknya with a loud voice again and again he was denial about the reality he faced. Slowly he sloshed on the bathroom floor his body felt weak and weak considering the unexpected reality.


Samar faint he heard his phone ringing, with great difficulty he tried to get up from his position but his body was filled with pain and dizziness whack his body. With his resting on the edge of the closet he finally managed to stand up and walk towards the bed where his phone lay on it.


On the screen of his phone was the name of his older sister who made the call, with the pain stemming from the wound on his palm he rushed to press the accept button on his phone.


"Assalamaualaikum Mbak, how are you and all healthy families right? what's the matter, Tumben  ?." Ask Tyo as soon as they have been in the call.


" Alhamdullilah Yo how are you? , ndak mbak just want to ask there is already a bright spot about the whereabouts of your biological parents?."Kakanya.


" Alhamdulillah good also Mbak ..bebas Mbak yesterday was hunted in sent home to Jakarta by the boss, the plan in the near future will find again mbak." Tyo said the reason why there is no bright spot for the existence of his biological parents.


" Spirit! ...oh yes if you meet your biological parents?, do you still think of us as your Ma'am and Mas?." Asked his sister, implied worry to be left in the tone of his brother's voice.


Not yet Tyo answered , he moaned because the wounds exposed to the air caused a sense of pain and pain.


" Aarrrrghhhh, awwww!.".Rintih Tyo and unknowingly are in a call with her brother.


" You where is Tyo?!...What was that voice?!," asked her brother in a probing tone.


" At home mbak mbak, this is my hand was hit by a shard ." Said Tyo trying to explain and dismiss his brother's suspicion .


" Tell back and video call, watch out you dare to be like that again!." Threaten brother.


" Athaghfirullah ..don't think negative first dong Mbak!." Tyo snorted a little annoyed


" Ra sah kakean by the way, ndang telfon lali ojo lali video call."Tukas his brother ended his call.


Tyo Exhaled violently, but there was no other choice but to obey his brother's will.


" Don't you believe me now?, negative thinking is that Mama." Tyo.


" hey!  all that for your good, now Mbak will be tighter with you, do not make Mbak disappointed to both times understand you.


" Yes Mbakyuku seng ayu dewe." Crigis hhahaha." Sahut Tyo while giggling


"Mbelgedhes!.. So how did you answer Ma'am's question?." His feet repeated the previous question.


" Your mother is my family, there is no way I can forget and leave you even if later I meet my biological parents, I just want to run the mandate of the late Mother." Tyo was at length.


" Thank God Tyo then, remember the message of our late parents never hate them." His brother reminded Tyo.


" Yes, Ma'am."


After ending his conversation with his older sister, the pain in his palm became increasingly so Tyo immediately looked for the existence of the p3k box and rushed to clean the wound.But Apes wound deep enough so that it was still covered with bandages  when he met Eva a few days later.


" His hands are, why?." Eva asked in a worried tone when she saw Tyo's hand was blown away by the bandage.


" Little Accident, baby, just got a glass cut." Tyo's voice lied .


" Why can you get broken glass?, take a look." Eva said as she pulled Tyo's hand and examined him carefully.


Eva just shut up and looked at him after examining the wound on Tyo's hand, but Tyo could feel from the look in Eva's eyes if her lover did not believe the reason she gave, finally Tyo was frank about the cause of the wound on his hand.


Instead of getting sympathy, he just got a sneer from Eva.


" Why not break through a train that is passing or plunging from the 50th floor building that for example?, surely the ending is more dramatic!." Eva said in a flat tone but there was clearly implied anger in it.


" O dear God....just as you tell Mas to kill himself then the story, surely you no longer love the same Mas hmm?." Tyo teases Eva.


" Lagian Mas anyway..., if Mas had run out of blood when it kept something unwanted happened how?, who hurt the most Mas?! Think on!." Eva said with a raucous voice and eyes began to look glass Tyo became moved, he embraced Eva in his arms he could feel the true heart of Eva in loving him.


" I'm sorry baby, when it was really upset Mas, Mas did not end up thinking why all this happened to me." Said Tyo put forth the reason behind his determined action.


" We are already engaged, soon to be married we should we are more open and support each other."


" Mas problem is too complicated dear, Mas Don't know from amna should start, if you are in the position of Mas Mas sure you will do the same."Kill Tyo while sucking his cigarette smoke inside while his opponents look far away.


" Yes already if Mas is not ready to tell a story at this time is okay, whenever Mas want to tell a story I am ready to listen, do not do stupid things again promise ya?."Eva said as she clenched Tyo's hand.


" Yes, I promise you dearly because Mas also does not want to part with you before we age together."Tympanic


Tyo, while again kissing Eva's forehead, was very grateful to be found with a wingless angel in front of him.


Meanwhile, his desire to quickly find the existence of his biological people is getting hotter, as soon as he wants to uncover the veil of mystery that surrounds his life. He was back in his hometown.


" Rep Nangdi yo?." His brother exclaimed from the terrace as he was heating his car engine.


" Rep nang ngaliyan, want to come with Mbak?." Tyo Sahut


" Sip, don't go first Ma'am." His words say goodbye to his sister who was busy watering the collection of ornamental plants relics of their late mother.


It does not take long he has entered a complex that is quite elite in the area of ngaliyan, it is not difficult to find a house according to the address given by Harsha and Mbah Djito, because of its strategic location,  Tyo stopped his car right in front of the house that was said to be his birth mother's residence but the house was quiet and the fence was in the lock.


For a long time he was amazed to see the architecture of the house in front of him, if his birth mother lives in a house as luxurious as this then why was he entrusted to the family Siswo Hudoyo? he thought, but he immediately remembered Mbah Djito's remark that the address given to him was home after his mother married his second husband who called Mbah Djito as Priyayi solo.


He decided to ask the next door neighbor of his birth mother's house but many times he said greetings no one said.


" I'm sorry who's looking?." A voice greeted him from behind, Sontak Tyo turned to the origin of the voice that turned out to be the owner who had a house.


" Errrg.an-annu..mau ask the house next to the occupants of the house still live in this complex, or have you moved? how does the house look so deserted?." Ask Tyo .


" Ouuh Bu Endang? ... waduh less know me Mas, his people rarely hang out, Masnya try to ask Pak rt just goods when he knows where to move." He said while showing the location of Mr. rt's house.


" Thank you sir sorry for the trouble, I go first let's ." Said Tyo while slightly bowing his body


" Ooouh ."Follow him with courtesy.


Without wasting time Tyo immediately directed his car to the house of rt sir, and got a warm welcome from the owner of the house.


" Mrs Endang is a good person .. very good even though she rarely hangs out\, it's just that the residents here are less complacent with her arrogant husband if not wrong rector in u****  and her daughter is her behavior." Mr. Rt brightly while rubbing his chest and shaking his head.


While they were busy chatting Mr. Rt's wife came to join them while carrying a steaming tea and snacks.


" The father, mboten pareng gossip." Mother's T-shirt Mr. Rt while poking her husband's arm.


" Are you not a fact, Mom?, that rumor is not true." Refute Mr. rt.


" Please drink Mas, mumpung still warm." Said Ms. Rt with a sincere smile.


" I'm sorry if I can know what needs to be done Mas looking for the family Bu Endang?."Ask Mr. Rt's wife politely.Tyo was forced to make up the story of the reason he met his biological mother's family.


" Oouh, let me ask you a group of goods when anyone knows where he moved, or just want his phone number?." Said Bu rt offering a solution that was waiting for Tyo.


"What a coincidence Mom," said Tyo enthusiastically.


After getting the mobile number of his biological mother He again chatted for a moment with the husband's partner The very friendly wife. Then Tyo resigned himself .


" Thank you sir, Mom, I'll take care of you." Said Tyo while mneyalami both.


" Good cah leave the phone number, make the start." Said Mr. rt.


" Ouuh... just a minute." Tyo reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a business card from his wallet.


" Monggo, this is my business card." Said Tyo thrusting his business card.


Slowly he directed his car to leave the complex where his mother's residence was, in the middle of the journey he was idly calling the number given by Bu rt, he said,  it was still active and immediately received by the owner.


" Sorry who is this?." Greeting his mother from the end of the phone, Tyo's lips quivered he could not deny his mixed feelings between feeling overwhelmed, happy and disappointed blend into one, happy finally he could menden


gar voices her biological mother after 34 years of never knowing let alone meeting.


" Hello, just shut up? then sorry I turned it off?  thanks." thanks." His mother continued while disconnecting calls between the two.


" This is Tyo Bu, Tyo the son that I left to Siswo Hudoyo's family 34 years ago, do you still remember me Mom?." Tyo Lirih.


Tyo remembered his promise some time ago to his kinsman sahabta during the first lecture of Herlambang, finally he contacted and invited for reunion.


" Hello, Her I've been in semarang nih, yuk meeting."Tyo.


" seriously? let me call the others, too." Sahut Herlambang girang.


" You've met at the usual place yow, where we hang out first."


" Well!."


Not long ago all of his college friends had gathered a story that flows from them reminiscing about the good times as well as the time of their freedom at that time who were still students,Tyo laughed off the burden on his mind slightly lessened to hear the funny story of his friend.


" Speaking your son Piro Yo?." Herlambang Chirps


" Wife is not there yet, why ask the child! , but Insha Allah Otw towards halal will come all yes."Tyo.


" Alhamdullilah then, which person is the candidate?and the plan is to hold the party?."


" Jogj man, plan at the bride's party, if you're Her, piro your son?." Tyo asked back


" Two but three otw two more months easy to mendia in sane paringi selamet ."


" Aamiin, O God." Friend friend compact.