If I Could Choose
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After Saka and Alana closed the door of the VVIP room, Lio immediately approached Manda's gurney and kissed Manda's forehead feelingly. Lio's tears were seeping out endlessly. He was holding back the anger, sadness and guilt that melded into one. REGRETS!! The one word that lingered in Lio's brain right now was Regret.

If he does not go, if he does not find Vela, if he does not leave Manda alone. Manda must not why. Manda must not have been harassed. He could still feel his son's heartbeat.

Somehow did his son leave? Lio still does not know exactly the condition of Manda. Lio's big hand clasped tightly onto Manda's tiny, squeaky hand, making her cry again.

Even when his father and mother left him and the sister in his mother's womb, he felt lost but not this sad. It felt like the flesh in his body was torn apart and his heart was slashed with a knife and then the wound was doused with salt. Perih, pain, even his chest tightness that makes him no longer able to breathe with relief. Lio had to hit her chest hard so that she could at least relieve her tight chest.

" Dear, sorry!! Sorry I couldn't take care of you. Sorry for making you like this. Sorry.. sorryf.. maaaff!!" whispered Lio in a soft voice. Seeing Manda's condition, making Lio can feel the series of abominations that have been done by the thugs.

Her tears trickled back into Manda's hand, which she held and she kissed in hopes that Mnda would know how sorry she was to leave her alone.

Because he knew that his wife would never be the same tomorrow. There will be no smile on her beautiful face. There is no indulgence and there will be no laughter.

" Dear, wake up!! Just punish me. Don't make yourself worse. Blame me, baby!! I will obey all your wishes " whispered Lio in the ear of his wife.

Lio kissed Manda's face, her cheeks, her eyes, bruised wounds and the corners of her lips that looked blood-dry, while fondly stroking Manda's back.

" You're a great woman, baby. I love you. Love you so much." continued Lio with a whim.

Suddenly Manda woke up because of Lio's tears that washed her face. His eyes widened looking at Lio with a gaze that was difficult for Lio to interpret. Is that a blank look? Or a flat look from being angry with her.

" Sweetie you're sober?" ask Lio gently.

" I'll call the doctor first, okay?" continued Lio while pressing the help button on the edge of the nightstand near the bed Manda.

" Righhghggh... Hmhkkkk!! Don't don't. Pleasegg!! Let go, I don't wantuu!! Don't you think I'd rather just die " cried Manda hysterically while crying loudly. The surprised Lio immediately tried to hug his wife to try to calm her down. But Manda thrashed, kicked, clawed and tried to escape from Lio's embrace.

" Dear. sayanggg... Don't be!! It's me, I'm your husband. I'm Lioo!! Please don't cry. My heart hurts. Plis dear." pinta Lio while crying too. Now Manda's roar is weakening. But her cries and rations could still be heard.

" Why didn't you come. Why don't you fuck me. Why do you leave me.." The same rapport Manda continuously sipped, while in the middle of the escape of tears that flowed on both cheeks.

" Dear, maaaff, maaaaff, mas is wrong. This is a mistake because it can not take care of you. I'm sorry, baby!! Hit the mas, because it was too late to save you." said Lio while releasing his embrace to be able to look at the face of his wife who was sweet and sad because it was full of scars of violence, making Lio ta have the heart to look at him. Lio kissed Manda's forehead with affection, and with so much heart, as if afraid that the item he was kissing would be fragile and destroyed.

" Let's go, I'm dirty!! Release me!!" manda said softly and thrashed even though his strength seemed weak.

" No!! I'm not gonna let you go. Whatever happens, don't leave. You are my wife, and you are my most precious treasure. Don't stay here, baby. It can be destroyed without you." Manda looked at the tears that were dripping down her arms, then she looked up at her husband who was crying with a chaotic look, with yesterday's clothes that had been scuffed because Lio had not been replaced.Manda tried to find lies in the net Lio who was still wet with tears and he did not find lies, there was only honesty there. Manda's heart was bitterly sliced, seeing her husband watching her without regard to his own condition.

Tok tock..

Then the door opened without waiting to enter. It was seen that Dr. Rangga, as well as Dr. Clara, and 2 sisters went inside with smiles, although honestly the smiles did not reach their eyes. Lio and Manda who were staring at their arrival were silent.

" Hello Manda, how are you?"

" Where's my son?" ask Manda softly.

" Hmm, let me check it out first" said Clara patiently as she watched Manda looking at her with an illegible face, while Lio could only stand up and rest her hair back in frustration. He was afraid, very afraid that his wife would be worse when he heard the departure of his son

" Manda, you have to be patient, maybe God loves your child more, you have bleeding at that time, Saka and Alana have tried to deliver you faster, he said, but the impact on the uterus that happened before made him who is already weak can not survive anymore so..." Clara tried to explain in a soft tone.

"Nokkkkkkk!!! No wauuu.." cried Manda hysterically. Lio immediately swiftly hugged Manda and tried to calm her down.

" Dear. sayanggg. Remember there is still me. Don't leave me!! " lio said while tightening his embrace.

Clara and Rangga immediately took hold of Manda to re-inject the sedative.

" Don't touch my wife." snapped Lio while brushing off Rangga and Clara.

" But Lioo, Manda..."

" Go away, leave us alone! Let me take care of my wife. " cried Lio again while hugging Manda even tighter, she deserves a hen who is protecting the chicks she gave birth to.

Rangga and Clara raised their hands immediately as they gave up and allowed Lio to do what she wanted to do. And all of them including the 2 sisters retreated slowly and immediately exited Lio's room. Manda still sobbed weakly, in the arms of her husband. And somehow Manda felt comfortable and calm no longer rebellious when sniffing the scent of her husband's masculine musk.

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TB

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