If I Could Choose
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In the VVIP inpatient room, Manda was still silent in Lio's arms.

" Don't you disgust me?" asked Manda Lirih still in Lio's arms that felt warm and comfortable. His voice was soft and flat. It was as if there was still a heavy burden looming over Mnda. The events that just happened that afternoon still loomed. Naturally, as no one could forget the frightening event immediately, it was clear what had just happened with Manda was scratching a deep trauma for Amanda.

" You are precious to me. There is nothing in the dictionary if you make Mas so disgusted. So don't you ever think like that. Your words were painful to Mas. Because here is the most guilty. Mas who has made you like this, precisely mas afraid if you hate Mas. But mas won't give up on keeping you coming back the way you used to." explained Lio without letting go of his embrace.

" Our son, Mas?"

" It's just because we haven't been trusted to take care of a child. I am sure that we will be trusted by Him. So you're not afraid to get checked out by Dr. Clara, are you?"

" When we just got married what the ordeal was so hard yes initially you who wanted to be hurt by your High School friend, now I am made like this. Why doesn't God allow us to be happy?" manda protest in a flat tone, no one can accept the reality where he is almost tainted by the crowd.

Lio could only sigh violently he also did not release his embrace to Manda so that Manda could hear a heartbeat that was pounding so fast when together with her, she was also unable to let go, and it was Lio's heartbeat that seemed to hypnotize Manda so that she could calm down.

" Dear, it's a test, usually it'll make us better for the future. So you don't have to blame yourself in this case it's me who's careless, I'm the one who left you alone in that apartment, so that lets them come when I'm not there. I'm sorry also because I'm late." said Lio while still putting Manda's head on her chest.

" Mum, I'm scared..."

" I'll always be here. I will always be with you. I'm not gonna stay with you. Don't walk away from me. You could be ruined without you."

" She, you're not leaving because you're disgusted with me, are you?"

" Want to be like whatever you are. My love is only for you. Jangn made me feel even more guilty because of your low feelings it was me who chided her. " said Lio while gently tasting the cause of Manda's head, while Manda just closed her eyes pervading what Lio had just said.

" I'm sorry I can't take care of our son!" sobbing Manda sounded bitter in Lio's ear so that he did not snggup hold back the tears that also came out because he felt what his wife felt.

" Sshhhh, it's fate. We need to be patient again. Don't cry anymore, mother. Our son will be sad."

" But Mas..."

" Stiff has to rest a lot. You better sleep now. Mas will always be here, " said Lio while laying Manda still in his arms.

" Mommy, just stay here."

" It's standing guard beside you."

" Sleep here.Don't stay with me."

" Yes, wait for you. Where ain't going. But promise me, you won't stay either. Because you can't if you go, " said Lio while distancing his body from Manda to see Manda. While Manda only smiled a little then scrunched his face because of the bruise and the corner of his injured lips made him sick.

" Huum, sick .." whine Manda.

" I call you Rangga? "

" No .. I don't want to!! "

"If Dr. Clara wanted to?" ask Lio who can understand that Mnda maaih is traumatized by the existence of other men besides Lio beside him.

It turned out to be true because then Manda nodded slowly. Lio thought also, maybe he also had to bring in a hypno therapy expert in order to eliminate the trauma to Manda.

Lio did not press the help button. He calls Rangga to get Clara's doctor to check on Manda. He just instructed that doctor Clara come in after he immediately closed the phone connection even before Rangga said anything.

But the order from the VVIP room must be immediately implemented, even though it was already late at night, not preventing them from carrying out the order, the proof was that Dr. Clara soon came knocking on the door of the room, and the, then immediately enter before Lio tells him to enter.

" Hi, Manda. How's it? What's the matter you're complaining about?" asked Clara in a friendly tone. He knows exactly what Manda feels, because he was the one who handled Manda when he was unconscious.

Clara also feels anger when she sees Amanda's first condition when she is taken to the hospital. Moreover, Alana said that Amanda had just experienced a blasphemy case committed by several men, fortunately indeed a thorough examination Clara did not find that Amanda had a relationship with them. Only Manda suffered physical violence for fighting the action**saan it.

" He felt pain in his body and body. Is..." Lio sja as her husband was unable to continue her question.

" It's true that she did experience physical violence all over her body because she put up a fight. But after I did a thorough examination, we did not find that Manda was the victim of the examiner*saan, but the condition was indeed sexual harassment. We did not find spe**a filtration in the intimate section. Because there was bleeding because Amanda had a miscarriage." explained Clara with details but in a soft tone, she did not want to make Manda even more shock. But it's impossible soot, Manda's face shows that he is currently very stressed, but Lio's embrace that makes him a little calm. Because Lio whispered continuously that he would always be next to her.

Lio tried to immerse Manda's face into her chest, so Manda could feel the calmness and let Manda could feel that Lio would continue to protect her no matter what.

" Is there any medicine that he should be taking at this time?"ask Lio again.

" I think you two need to eat first. Moreover, Manda, he has not consumed anything at all. You too, Yo! If you want to take care of your wife, you also have to eat. I'll get the nurse to bring you guys some food. And the medicine will also be given there, besides that I also add vitamins to you, Yo. But remember to eat first." said Clara this time with a firm tone. After that Clara went out leaving the two of them who were still in a hugging position and were in the same bed.

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