Imperfect Relationship
Breaking up?

Vanya said via the phone, enough to make Dipta spend a lot of time thinking. Reflecting on all the things that lately went without ever imagined in his mind all this time. Befriending a new child who gradually gets closer, noisily with his girlfriend because of the problem, until Vanya had catapulted the word 'ease'.

"Gue's too late, huh?" ask the Creator to himself.

"Gue has always been too easy for Vanya to feel? I'm confused, too, as to why. I'm honestly comfortable with Aretha, but I also don't want to lose Vanya. Fuck that," he wrote to himself.

The created are not with anyone. He's just in the room and doing a monologue with himself. Two days since the quarrel over the phone, Dipta just keep a distance with Aretha. He also rarely saw Vanya. Two days he spent on himself.

"Gue wants to keep Vanya, but also the same friends Aretha. I don't think Vanya can get along with Aretha."

"What's the vanya again? I feel guilty about him."

Dipta. "Gue samperin is it? But where is he?"

And that's how the monologue was created today. Full of worries and questions about Vanya. Rather than getting unsettled, Dipta decided to meet Vanya as soon as possible.

"Oh yes I forgot my WhatsApp blocked Vanya haduhhhh! How do I know where he is," as if Dipta.

Finally, Dipta tried calling through a regular call that uses pulses. He dialed another Vanya number, which was for the closest person. Fortunately, the phone was picked up by Vanya.

"Why?" Vanya's voice began to sound.

"Diam-diemnya. I want to see you for a live chat, you're home, right?"

"No, look for clothes for yearbook photos next week."

"So long? You didn't lie, did you? You didn't race like before you lied to me, did you?"

"If you don't believe, don't ask."

Dipta exhales slowly. Looks like Vanya is still in a state of tension with Dipta.

"Okay, what time are you coming home? I'll be home later. I want to talk today too, do not calm down for long diem-dieman with you."

"You're talking now, Dip. You want to talk about it, especially?"

"Much, Van."

"Tomorrow yes."

Finally created. "Open the block first, let me chat you."

"Yes, I'm open. Yes, hang up the phone. Not good to wait for others" said Vanya.

"Okay, watch out for her home." After that, the phone call was switched off. However, the view of Dipta was precisely found on the notification there.

Aretha: dipta, want to discuss latsol UTBK which quantitative reasoning is not?

Dipta interested. However, after he thought about it again, it seemed that now the Creator should be able to control it.

Created : Sorry, Tha, I'm so sorry. Can't do it now.

After that, Dipta chose to archive the chat from Aretha.

Not long after, I heard a knock on the door. The Creator moved and opened the door. There's Rio over there.

"Well? Lo so come here? I thought I was joking around," said Dipta. Previously Rio did say he would stay because at his house was out of electricity and the guy was alone. However, Dipta just thought it was a joke. It turned out that Rio had really kept his word.

"Yes really. I'm charging HP, Dip." Rio entered and started charging his phone.

"Don't play if it's charged again," reprimanded Dipta saw Rio playing his phone while charging.

"Eh, Dip lo try here, spit!" Rio waved his hand giving the Dipta code to approach.

"What the hell?" Dipta saw Rio phone screen. "Enzo's "Instastory? Who's Enzo?" ask Dipta.

"My friend, never one tutoring place. Here's a video of the race, as if someone won. Well that's like Vanya, Dip. But what's the tag isvalava?"

According to, Rio tried to squeeze the tag of that account.

"Difollow Enzo and Ethan. Uh, this is the post just two days ago. The Vanya motorbike is mah, Dip," said Rio.

"It's the instastory Enzo reposted with him. Continue the next instastory... WAH FIX THIS VANYA. THAT'S HIS FACE WILY, THERE'S DAVID ALSO THE SAME WITH HIS OTHER TEMEN-TENNYA," Rio splashy.

True, the next instastory is indeed clearer. Photo of Vanya with David, Ino, Eva, and Ethan. They pointed to Vanya, and the caption 'was appointed because he won the race.'

"Lo ... don't know this account, Dip?" ask Rio.

Dipta. "No. I pull it off first. You're here."

It was like getting an incredible surprise. Vanya has another account without her knowledge. Vanya was still racing even two days ago. Vanya lied to say looking for clothes for yearbook, even though he was racing. Tonight, somehow for the number of times Vanya disappointed Dipta.

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Dipta waits in the parking lot outside the headquarters of Aderfia. He intentionally did not enter. Dipta wants to make sure Vanya is here or not. After about 15 minutes of waiting, the people there started to come out one by one.

Dipta is not wrong to see again that one of them is Vanya. The guy immediately stepped up to meet Vanya.

"Buy clothes for yearbooks at headquarters are there?" sindir Dipta enough to make Vanya jumped in shock. Who was not surprised suddenly the Creator was in front of him.

"Lo's men can't say hello first, don't bother people" David said.

The Creator did not speak of David. He immediately pulled Vanya's hand to ask her to talk in a quieter place.

"How did you get here?" ask Vanya.

"nothing important. Now there's something more important, why are you lying to me? Why are you diem-diem racing behind me? Why did you create an isvalava account without me knowing? You take me for what the hell, Van?" cecar Dipta's.

Vanya. He's not ready to be shot at with a question like this.

"I know, lately we don't get along. I know, I was wrong. I called you, wanted to talk to you, because I wanted to apologize in person. But how am I even lied to? How many times have you lied to me, Van?"

Vanya did not answer, she also felt guilty.

"Where the hell is Van so you don't lie to me mulu? You think being lied to is good? No, Van!" sentak Dipta was enough to make Vanya surprised.

"No need to scream! I lied because I said you wouldn't let me. While I need a lot of impingement for all the feelings because of you, that's why I race! You think it's good to be so fucking mulu?!" Vanya was angry.

"Is there no other impingement? Why keep racing, anyway? Previously it was promised not to race again, not lie again," said Dipta.

"Nothing! Why is it that if I vent with anger to Aretha, you will not be angry? Angry for sure, yes I already used the race!" reply Vanya.

"Not to talk about Aretha, here's your problem."

"Aretha was the beginning! He came, suddenly between us and took all your attention. He comes, and we fight more and more."

"Before he came, we also often fought. Before he came, you also often race diem-diem. Don't always mistake people, introspect yourself first. I'm tired, Van, you keep lying. I'm tired of you not being able to say your words. I'm tired of all your attitudes. Childish, lying, selfish, unmistakable. I originally wanted peace with you, but you even gini," Throwing Dipta excited.

"My words will never be heard. Your words cannot be exact. This time I am tired of lying. I can't keep being lied to. Your words on the phone at that time, you still want to, right?"

Remember, Vanya remembered. But Vanya hopes Dipta is not talking about 'ease'.

"It's really us to hope, Van. We are not much in line. Our house is broken which can no longer be used. Honesty and trust are its main pillars, but you slowly erode it. Your request is accepted. We're done, yeah. After this, you do not need to race diem-diem. You are free to do it." After saying that, Dipta returned to his motorbike and launched his motorbike, leaving Vanya behind.

Leaving Vanya, which is plagued with guilt and regret, is very heavy. Leaving behind Vanya who called the name of Dipta repeatedly.

However, no matter how much and how hard Vanya called, Dipta would not turn around again.

Tonight, Vanya and Dipta's relationship is over. As Dipta said, both houses were damaged. Its two main pillars, already smashed.

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