Imperfect Relationship
Regretting

Today Vanya went through with his friends. His friends who have been accompanying Vanya in the process of moving on. It had been a few days and Vanya felt lucky to have a friend who accompanied her to forget the Creata.

Since Vanya and Dipta broke up, Vanya has never interacted with Dipta again, the goods just say hello was not. Either he deliberately dodged or indeed the universe did not let them meet. But clearly Vanya is quite grateful for that.

Currently Vanya is together with Ethan who invites him to Dufan. Actually it is very not suitable with the appearance of Vanya who is now like a person who wants to race rather than want to get into Dufan.

All this because Ethan didn't tell them where they were going. Finally, Vanya instead wears a black leather jacket combined with trousers with tears in some parts. I forgot to wear my favorite boots.

“One of my costumes,” said Vanya while staring around with eyes that pay a lot of attention to him.

Ethan, who heard Vanya's words, chuckles at Vanya's words. “Lagian lo already want to race,” said Ethan with a laugh. Vanya who heard Ethan's words now looked at the man walking beside her with a sinister look.

“Lo also does not say where we want to go,” upset Vanya on Ethan who is still laughing because of the appearance of Vanya.

“Udah, when else will there be a racer in Dufan,” Ethan said with a mocking laugh that now makes Vanya cluck to hear Ethan's words.

“Ngeselin emang lo!"said Vanya with his frustration.

Vanya and Ethan's relationship is getting closer. After officially finishing with Dipta, Ethan is seen often with Vanya. They spend a lot of time. The guy aggressively gives Vanya comfort so as not to always be imagined by the Creator.

For example, this week Ethan invites Vanya to take a walk to spend their day off.

Be happy? It is clear that now the long-invisible laughter of the girl is again emanating perfectly thanks to Ethan.

“You ride what else huh?” ask Vanya after they had climbed the extreme rides.

“Komedy swivel yuk. Like funny with lo clothes like a gini racer riding a swivel comedy,” said Ethan who still mocked Vanya. Even now the man has pulled Vanya to immediately head towards the comedy swivel.

“Wah wah don't be weird ya lo,” said Vanya refused Ethan's request but Ethan now even still bring her up the comedy swivel.

“Where is exciting right?” ethan asked with a smile to Vanya who now just nodded while smiling so widely.

His hands were now stretched out as if he was enjoying the air there. Ethan who saw that smiled. Ethan is happy because finally Vanya can come back laughing and smiling like this makes Ethan happy to see her.

The rest of the day, they spent trying out the many rides that were there.

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Vanya had just arrived at her house when it was late afternoon. When he just installed his motorbike in the garage, Vanya's forehead shriveled to see a familiar car there. Seeing that, Vanya chose to immediately head towards her house, entering the house that she often stayed alone.

His relationship with his mother has now improved. After their quarrel and the help of Dipta who helped make his relationship with his mother improve, they are now close again.

Vanya is now sitting next to her mother while looking at the items carried by the woman. Her mother came home more often. When she can't go home, sometimes her mother will call just asking for news.

“Mama when to go home?” ask Vanya to her mother who is still busy with her souvenirs.

“Newly,” said Vanya's mother with a smile that made Vanya nod her head to hear her mother's words.

“You are playing with Dipta huh?” ask Vanya's mother who does not know about the breakup of her relationship with Dipta Vanya. Hearing the question from his mother, Vanya was now silent, making the woman beside Vanya now turn to her son with a questionable look.

“Why? You are the same Dipta alright right?” asked Vanya's mother again looked at her son who was now only silent.

“You're fine Van sama Dipta, he's a good person. If it wasn't for him, we wouldn't have come back like this right?” asked her mother again but again Vanya just fell silent. The woman now frowned confused to feel something strange with her child.

“I have broken up Ma same Dipta,” said Vanya who now managed to make her mother was surprised to hear the words of her son.

Vanya's mother thought Vanya's relationship with Dipta was fine. What else he knew, Dipta was so patient with his son. He did not expect that in the end his son's relationship would run aground.

“Why?” asked Vanya's mother with a curious look.

“Udah not in line Ma, different frequencies. So it's hard,” replied Vanya with her bland laughter. Her mother who saw it exhaled her rough breath. He knew his son's laughter had many wounds.

Vanya didn't want to tell me the days before the break up. Vanya did not notify the presence of Aretha, the changed Dipta, and the incident was caught racing. Her mother knew enough they were not in line anymore.

“In a life like this is common. Because not as long as it comes will continue to settle. Sometimes they will come just as a life lesson. Carrying grooves in our lives, so all we need to do now is accept,” said Vanya's mother while stroking her child's shoulders giving advice to Vanya who now nodded her head hearing the words of her mother.

“Mama while bringing souvenirs to create Dipta,” said Ms. Vanya while pointing paper bag with blue color.

“Gak papa Ma, tomorrow at school Vanya love to Dipta,” said Vanya with a smile.

“You sure?” asked the girl's mother with a worried look at her son. Vanya smiled as she nodded her head reassuring her mother. Mother Vanya exhaled her breath while nodding her head.

“Say to Dipta, Thank you for taking care of your child all this time. Say also to always be healthy and happy,” said Vanya's mother. Vanya who heard his mother's words felt a pain in her heart. His wounds had not healed, it was difficult to heal the wounds that were so deep.

Hopefully tomorrow Vanya strong to face directly to the Creator.

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