
On the second night, they agreed not to do anything like the first night. Because Jona was quite tormented by that. The two just sat on the same bed next to each other while having a light conversation.
"I'm actually happy and sad to be an infertile woman" Olyn said.
"Happy?" ask Jona.
"I'm a little nackal, so I can be free to do anything with my boyfriend."
"Sadly?"
"It's sad that they just enjoy my body, don't want to marry me because I can't have children."
Jona sounded out breathing. "I'm more pathetic. There's no fun part, there I'm tormented."
"Are you impotent from birth?"
"Previously normal. But as soon as I was in my teens, it just happened."
Olyn is starting to get interested in the discussion around them at this time.
"So you're normal?"
"Hm."
"Have you done it before?"
Jona shakes. "Never been with a woman, but if doing alone in the bathroom ever a few times. Therefore I was tormented so knowing that I could not live. I'll never again be able to feel how much fun shooting can be when the game gets to the top."
"I hope you can recover, because you are not impotent from birth and have been normal before. That way, we can do everything without any fear."
"That's never gonna happen. The doctor told me it's permanent."
"I just hope. What harm?"
"Don't expect, it'll only torture yourself. If you can't stand this wedding, just say so. You deserve a part of that happy side of you."
Jona reveals the blanket and then gets out of bed.
"Where are you going?" shout Olyn.
Jona did not answer the question. Olyn came down from the bed and followed her husband. Turns out Jona went to the balcony of the room. They stood on the guardrail while looking at the dark night sky without the moon and stars.
"There's nothing to forgive, there's nothing wrong here."
"Then? Why did you suddenly leave? I thought you were mad."
"I love standing here at night. The air's cold."
Olyn let out a sigh of relief. He thought Jona was angry and offended by his words.
"I'm afraid my mother asked me again about a question I haven't had time to answer. What do you think I should answer?"
Jona glanced at Olyn's face at a glance, before then she looked straight ahead again.
"I think you're a lot better at answering their questions."
"I'm really confused right now."
"Don't think too much. That answer will definitely appear when you are pressed. Though what's coming up sometimes doesn't make sense."
"Elea keeps suspicious of me. What if he finds out that I'm-"
"Never say it again if you don't want Elea to find out. Because we never know what Elea will show up when we're talking like this."
"You mean?"
"You said he eavesdropped when you talked to Momy on the phone earlier. And it could be eavesdropping on our conversation without our knowledge in a time we can't guarantee it when."
Olyn understood what Jona meant. Elea could have appeared at any time and heard what she had suspected.
"Yes, you're right."
"So, don't mention you as that again if you don't want to be caught. Even if it will still be discovered, the main factor is still in me. And even if your momy finally finds out, it will never disappoint them, right? Because we are the same."
Olyn nodded. Everything Jona said was true.
They continued the conversation but changed the subject. Enjoy the cool air tonight.
_Connected_