IQLIMA (The One Who is Missing)
CHAPTER 50

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Ima entered the room when the home service was completed, as well as the guests and family were home, the first night after he had long been in a coma, he went through with a feeling of emptiness. as the night wore on, he could not close his eyes.

He got up from his sleep, slowly walked out, in the middle room paused for a moment but he got nothing but , a sense of silence.

He continued his steps towards the kitchen and then sat on a chair in the dimness of the light that burst in from the glass gap.

Long he pensively, then take a cup and pour a little water to just wet his throat that suddenly dry.

'Where are you actually? without news, without news, if indeed you want to go at least first, do not let me guess,'

Ima went back into the room, laid her body and tried to close her eyes but drowsiness did not come, just so she opened the nightstand drawer next to her bed, she was shocked when her hands grabbed something.

The curious key turned on the room light, then sat back down and his eyes widened so aware that what he was holding was the key to his husband's car, as well as a complete letter, a savings book and a..... mail.

Yes there is a letter that is placed at the bottom, Ima unfolded the paper, read it until tears do not feel continue to flow down the cheeks.

*Ima, my wife.

when you read this letter, it means that a'a has gone far from your life and children.I'm sorry, maybe the word no longer means anything to you, but a'a will still say the word. until you apologize to me*.

Ima sighed suddenly tight. then returned to reading a letter from agus.

*ima

Many times I convinced myself

that leaving you is the best option for me and for you.

I leave our children to you, educate and love them.

don't worry I've prepared provisions for his future.Savebooks and securities all I leave to you, make the best use, I believe you can be*.

Ima opened the next sheet

*Father,

From now on, you never expect me to come back, because that's impossible for me to do, I don't love you anymore. Because what?

loving you and living with you all this time, was my biggest mistake. .

Ima, though,

now it's time we walk each other, it's time we live comfortably without fighting.

It's time we*happy life without any blind jealousy that we end up tormenting each other.

Ima's tears were getting louder, she shrank it slowly.

*Father,

It's time for me to say hello and*...

IQLIMA KHAIRUNNISA BINTI MUNZI FATUROZZI I GUSTIAN PRADANA MENALAK ONE OF YOU.

AND FROM NOW ON YOU ARE NO LONGER MY WIFE.

*Goodbye, Ima.

always take care of your health.

[Augus* ]

Ima was crying.

'So here's the answer, why don't you go straight to me, why do you have to use a letter, you evil A, you coward, I hate you!' Ima continued to roar to berate Agus, while hitting his chest that was getting claustrophobic.

Until the morning before, Ima did not close her eyes in the slightest, her heart was getting sicker, getting a very painful treatment from Agus her husband or rather her ex-husband.

really he felt not so valuable himself in the eyes of Agus. Ima hates as much as hates her hate.

The next day, Ima gives the letter to the tea Neni and Linda, who come to the house, Tea Neni and Linda join in crying, he who actually knows the true events can only strengthen, and the, and told Ima to forget Agus.

"You must be strong, for the sake of your children, it is time for you to rise up and open a new page, forget Agus, because now he is no one you are, now your relationship is only limited to the former," Tea Neni rubbed her youngest sister's back.

She was very concerned about her sister, "you're patient!" Her speech.

"Yes, maybe this is the best way for you," Linda said affirming Ima.

time passes, seconds change, weeks change.

It did not feel like it had been more than a year since the incident, where Ima was in a coma for 3 months, then divorced when she regained consciousness and had just recovered.

What a heartbreaking event for Iqlima.

Asa who he had been holding was finally lost in the swallow by the bitterness of life, but as time went on, he slowly rose from the slump. trying to reach back to the despair that had been loose and lost.

Ima convinced herself to keep stepping even though sometimes there are obstacles that make her step blocked but all did not make her stop her step.

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Raka has now entered High School as well as Reyna, she has sat in the 8th grade Junior High School.

And during that time, both Agus and his other family never met let alone deliberately visit Ima and his children. They seem to have forgotten it intentionally.

Several men came to propose to Iqlima, but not a single person he accepted including Arjuna, his best friend.

"Sorry Jun, I can't accept your proposal" Ima said when Juna came to see her and conveyed her intentions and goals.

"But why Ima, if you don't like me, you just calm down as time goes by, I will try to make you fall in love with me" said Juna.

"Sorry jun, but I still can't," Ima lowered her face, there was a pain that gnawed her heart.

Since the departure of Agus he seemed numb, there was no love for a man, even just like it was not there, could he be traumatized. I don't know...

"Ima, Agus is gone, can't you try it first, we just go for it, if in 3 months you don't feel changed, I retreat," Juna looked at the shade of Ima with full hope, while Ima thought, but she shook her head.

"Ima, how? you can't keep this up, you have to keep living your child's future, they need a father figure!

Okay ... I can not replace the figure of Agus for you and also for your children,

but...at least, give me a chance to care for and love you, if you want to give that opportunity, I will not waste it." at length juna gave the same understanding Ima.

"You should also think about your status, remember that your status is very vulnerable to gossip, sorry instead of me not trusting you, I believe you even strongly, I believe you are very trusting, but what about the people out there? are you up to it?"

Ima looked up at Juna with tears in her eyes.

"For that one thing, you don't worry, jun. I may not have enough hands to silence their mouths, but I have two hands enough to cover my two ears."

Juna shook his head as he continued to stare at Ima.

"It turns out you're still stubborn, but please think about it, Ima, you're hardy, with people talking, but what about your kids? please think about how good it is first, don't answer now! Okay well? I'll go home first. " Juna patted the back of Ima's hand, then stood up and stepped away.

Ima stared at Juna's departure while muttering.

'You're a good jun, I don't deserve to make you runaway when I'm lonely, because despite how I feel about you, other than a dear friend, I'm sorry juna.' Ima looked up at the sky while holding back the tears that began to fall back.

# Sometimes we need to be deaf to all the things we don't need to hear, blind to all the things we don't need to see and numb to something we shouldn't.

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