Is This Really Love?
Traveling 3
I came home today but came home to a new home, I didn't stop by my mother's house at all because I was sure they didn't believe me if I defended myself for nothing.
And luckily someone was kind enough to find me a place to live, I didn't know why he could help me at the time. Or don't don't don't he's not home yet to take me home? Mmm so curious tomorrow if there is time I ask him directly.
In a few minutes we will arrive at the boarding house that Mr. Dion said earlier, in our car there is no conversation at all. I just sit and think about what I'm doing in the future while Mr. Dion is just focused on driving, actually bored but I'm lazy to start talking.
Arriving at the boarding place, Mr. Dion was also helping me remove goods from the hospital. eh surely you ask why there is my goods in the hospital? let alone you I am confused why it could be, worse all my equipment is all complete no one is lacking.
aghhh was confused also long ago this person why is this good for me, is there no shrimp behind the wall ha.
" I thank you again, sir, for helping me a lot "
"Luckily I'm human you're human so fellow humans help each other, unless you're not human maybe I can't help you ".
oh, my God, this is a really nice guy, he was intending not to help me. I really want to say gini, 'Hey dion if you don't intend to help don't need to, I can still find everything myself'.If only my guts were that strong
"heheheh this father can, very smart to laugh, sir".
" who's joking?".
" The father cooked this house that joked".
" I'm not joking, I've been there to sort out all your stuff and don't forget to rest early because tomorrow morning you have to go to work again to pay your debt to me".
"you kicked me out? "
" no sir, did you just tell me to clean up if you just go home or do not you want to help me huh? "
"Well I go home first, remember tomorrow morning you have to work to pay for everything"
"yes, sir yaa". This guy plus nyebelin plus not sincere at all pretentious yes help people.
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nightfall
I tried to sleep but still did not want to, many things I think about today how my fate for the future, the parents I considered home all this time turned out to be hell for me, it's not that I hate them but the circumstances that tell me to be like this, so for the moment where the place for me to take refuge while the house that he said to be able to realize all desires is now buried in bitterness.
God, what scenario is going on for me right now?
God, how good am I going to be in the future?
Which path should I try to take again?
God, when is this all over?