It'S Me
Episode 32

Once Yan Yuru intended to visit Grandma Yu with Xu Kai and the great master Yan who was eager to meet Grandma Yu who had saved her son's life.

They brought some souvenirs such as food, clothing and so on. Because great master Yan must be very eager to repay the kindness of Grandma Yu.

The journey is quite far they have traveled and began to enter a village that is actually still not far from Tokyo.

After a while they finally arrived in front of an old house with a wooden base. Yan Yuru who was at the very front was so excitedly knocking on that wooden door.

His face is so sparkling because it will visit the grandmother who has been very meritorious for him. Yan Yuru also loved and respected her like her own grandmother.

It had been a long time for Yan Yuru to knock on the brownish wooden door, but the grandmother did not open it.

Where did grandma go? Is he going to find firewood again?

Inner Yan Yuru attempted to knock on the door of the wooden house again.

But suddenly a neighbor approached all of them and began to convey something that was enough to make Yan Yuru surprised.

"Jun Ze!! You're back already? How's it going? You changed once after the success of being a big idol!" cursed the middle-aged woman who was none other than her neighbor when the young man lived in this countryside.

"Yes, Aunt Rin. Good news. How's aunt doing?" reply Yan Yuru friendly.

"Aunty's news is fine." replied the middle-aged woman with a warm smile but suddenly started to turn to look at Xu Kai and big master Yan.

"This is my papa, and this is Xu Kai-my friend, Aunt Rin" Yan Yuru introduced them to Rin's aunt.

"Greetings. I was Rin, Jun Ze's neighbor during her stay here." said aunt Rin kindly.

"Greetings ..." said the great lord Yan in a low tone.

"Greetings, Auntie." said Xu Kai flatly.

"Aunt Rin, is Grandma going to find firewood? I've been knocking on the door for a long time, but it looks like grandma is not at home" Yan Yuru said again asking for the whereabouts of her grandmother for aunt Rin.

Aunt Rin's face changed immediately. His smile slowly faded and turned into a full of immortality.

"What's up, Aunt Rin? Why is aunt silent? Where's Grandma Yu, Auntie?" asked Yan Yuru again.

"Actually .. Yu's grandmother actually died 2 weeks ago. Grandma Yu slept after searching for firewood, but grandma Yu did not wake up again, Jun Ze." obviously aunt Rin looked very heavy.

"No-no way, Auntie! Aunt Rin was joking, right? Granny Yu can't be gone, can she, Auntie?" yan Yuru said as if she still could not believe the words of the middle-aged woman.

"Auntie's not joking, Jun Ze ..."

"Then ... Then why hasn't anyone told me this long?"

"Because we don't want to bother you and feel overwhelmed. You still have to be busy studying, practicing and having to do some concerts. We ... do not want to disturb your busy life. And actually this was all a request from Grandma Yu. Whatever happens to him, we cannot tell you anything. We will just wait for you to have time and come to this village. Sorry, Jun Ze ..."

Aunt Rin explained.

It felt like there was a thunderbolt grabbing him. Although there is no blood relation whatsoever, but all this time the relationship between the two of them is very close. Like grandchildren and grandmothers.

And of course this made Yan Yuru feel quite beaten and become helpless. Aunt Rin began to open the simple house and enter it, after a while she had come out again with a small plain white jar.

"Inside of this is the ashes of Grandma Yu. Keep it .." said the middle-aged woman as she handed the urn to Yan Yuru.

The young man accepted it and could no longer speak. His tongue felt so faint that all of his words were swallowed back without even being uttered. Because he still felt so bad.

Finally after a while of rest, the great master Yan invited Yan Yuru and Xu Kai to immediately return to the city.

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His relationship with Xu Kai and Anzu was also growing closer. Their friendship became stronger. They were together in the school library. Anzu accidentally saw a new news circulating in the social media that was enough to make him shocked.

"Ti-impossible .." murmured Anzu still with an expression of disbelief staring at the screen measuring approximately 6 inches.

"What's impossible, Anzu?" asked Yan Yuru who was sitting next to him, occasionally glancing at Anzu.

While Xu Kai was still focused on reading his book and ignored them completely. But once in a while the handsome young man who had always been cold and indifferent to the surrounding was only glancing towards them all together which now Yan Yuru had approached Anzu to look at Anzu's phone.

"Isn't that Max's idol and Liam's brother, Anzu? And they're dating?" yan Yuru asked barely believing any of this.

Because usually Max and Liam always fight when they meet like Tom and Jerry. And now suddenly there is news all over social media if they have a relationship.

In addition, Max also just did a clarification about all this stating that Max and Liam have just established a bond.

Anzu was still frozen to see all that. During this time Anzu always admired and liked Max. Although only limited as a fan, but of course Anzu will also feel sad when Max instead dating the older brother.

Indeed, to dream together with Max is high and as if it is impossible for Anzu to reach. But a little hope does not rule out the possibility of there! And now it's gone for a while.

"Anzu, I think this is a good thing. Hadn't the two of them also been very close and familiar all along? I see Max is a good young man. Even though he was always nosy to Liam's brother, I felt that all his messiness was to get the attention of Liam's sister" Yan Yuru concluded.

"And .. for you .. believe me, someday you will definitely find the right young man. A young man who will always like you for who you are and will always protect you. Trust me, Anzu .." Yan Yuru tried to comfort Anzu.

Because Yan Yuru was also sensitive, if in fact Anzu's admiration for Max was beyond the sense of admiration between fans to an idol.

Anzu who was listening to all that was comforted but also felt embarrassed, because it was as if Yan Yuru could read all of her heart. So the girl began to divert the conversation.

"What are you talking about, Jun Ze?! I'm glad they're together!" anzu began to immerse her phone and refocus on reading her book.

Lying .. everything is very clearly visible, if you are jealous and heartbroken, Anzu.

Inner Yan Yuru smiled faintly staring at the side side of Anzu's face while buttressed with her chin.

"Let's learn and read to our group's task materials later!" anzu is back to reading a book.

"Yes, you should focus and teach properly to achieve your dreams!" yan Yuru also started to sit properly and looked back at her book.

Xu Kai was still observing the two of them from earlier, because he had also only pretended to read the book.

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Look at me now! Raise your head high and clench your first ! Look up ! Conquer the new day, confidently. Attention (right) Attention (huh). The dice is throw. So we run it up.

I can see your eyes. I can see your face. I just want you with me, we can let go up. I can see your eyes, I can see your face. I just want you with me, come in right back. I can see your eyes, I can see your face. I just want you with me, we can let go up. I can see your eyes, I can see your face.

Almost every corner of Japan broadcasts some live concerts and MV videos belonging to XJZ, because they are like a tree that is growing and getting bigger today. Always loved and loved by everyone.

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Note: Always smile when the world is not in line with you. Keep moving forward and always be strong to tackle everything. Because it could be that the rainbow will rain on you after the rain falls.

By: Yane Yuru

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