It turns out my husband was a Gigolo
S2-47. (pov Arendra) Malformed man

My body feels so stiff. What the hell's going on? Why do my hands feel heavy?

When I tried to move it, it felt quite heavy. There's a subtle description but I still haven't focused on what it is. The thing that made my hand feel heavy was moving.

"Mass? Mas's? You up?" My hands were held very tightly.

Is that not Nesya? Beloved wife? But it just left. I haven't seen him yet, but he's gone out of nowhere.

I opened my eyes, but why did it feel so heavy? Does my eye valve not open? When I tried to move my body, I couldn't.

What the hell happened to me? Why can't I move this body?

wryly

I heard the sound of someone opening the door, not a. But who are they?

"Darling? The darling? Is that you?"

I tried to move my hand, but it was still stiff. Ah, how is this? Why is it all dark?

"Good night, Mr. Rendra. Thank God, you finally woke up too."

Who'sis that? Woke up? I just woke up? How long have I been sleeping?

"Who?"

A few moments of silence. "Did you not see our presence?"

"I-I can't see you guys, all dark. Is the power out?"

However, the atmosphere again sounded silent. "Who's there? Where's my wife?"

"We're the health team that's on picket tonight. I myself am a doctor on duty, accompanied by two nurses who will help. Did you see our whereabouts?" ask a man who claims to be a doctor.

"I don't see anyone here. Everything dark—" Suddenly, I remembered the word hospital. The shadow of a sudden collision from behind flashed back in my mind.

"Dok, I can't see. Does this mean I'm blind?"

The doctor was quiet again within a few days. "So tell me the truth!"

"We're going to do a check, please wait a moment, sir."

I don't know what kind of examination was done to me. It didn't look at all and made me feel so claustrophobic. Right now, I am completely blind.

"Doc, Doc!" I tried to raise my hand which still felt stiff and worked. "Am I really blind, Doc?"

I heard the long breaths of some people examining me. "Tell me honestly, Doc. Am I really blind?"

"It seems, tomorrow morning we should continue further examination. We must investigate the cause of your blindness, whether this is permanent or temporary."

I feel like I got a harder hit than when I got hit by the kendaeaam that hit me. From tonight on, I'm a blind man. I'm just a handicapped man who goes everywhere will always hold a stick.

I'll just be a useless husband to my wife. I will be an imperfect father to my children. How'this? What I should do.

"We'll call your wife yes, sir. Let him know what happened, and we need a lot of approval from him in the next follow-up."

"Good, sir."

After that, I heard the sound of footsteps drifting away, there was a tugging sound on the doorknob and there seemed to be another step heard coming in.

"Mass? Mas's? Is it really awake?" He's already holding my hand. I also held that hand. However, my brain continued to oppose what was really happening. I can't say it.

"How's my husband doing, Doc?" tanyakanya.

"Try Ma'am to talk to her husband first" said the doctor who had examined me.

"Mas, did you hear my voice?" His voice sounded alarmed. I had to convince him that I was okay.

"Sa-honey ...." With great effort, I tried to raise this hand. I managed to hold her long straight hair. After that, his chin was palpated, and I felt his skin slightly soft.

It seems like he can't rest well as long as I'm treated here. I miss this face, I can only imagine that every touch of her that I see every day. Pips and lips that are never satisfied for me tucked, his eyes are always round when he is surprised, his face that looks beautiful when he smiles.

"Thank God, Mom ... Thank goodness you're back." He kissed repeatedly, although this time I could not enjoy it.

But of course I'm grateful, I'm still alive. Even if only as a useless person. My mind is still resisting with my new self. I don't think I'm ready to be like this. Her tears just keep falling nonstop.

"Why are you crying?" tanyakanya.

The face that was in my hand was touched again. I want to return the kiss. I want to show that I will miss that face until an indeterminate time. My wife's pretty face, it's just inside my head.

I pulled her closer, and I kissed her forehead, and then I hugged her. "Thank you, honey. You've been with me all this time."

Nesya pulled her body, but she was silent without flinching. I don't know what he's doing.

"Mas, are you okay? Is anyone sick? Can you see me?"

Ah, am I too obvious to look like a blind man? He can't know! I don't want him to know what happened to me. I'm afraid she's overwhelmed, having a husband who suddenly goes blind.

I stretched my hand. He also hugged me right away. "You can see for yourself, right? I'm fine, honey. I have to get up to prepare to be a father to our son."

"You don't make yourself max, Mom. Work and kids business later. What you have now is healthy first."

The mother's forehead of my children is back. "Tumben didn't protest? I'm usually told to take a shower or brush my teeth before I kill you." Anyway, I can't make him worry. She must not be suspicious and know that I am not like her previous husband.

"Mas, I'm sorry for always making you so hard. From today on, I won't trouble you anymore. I won't be angry anymore. I will buy all the necessities alone without bothering you," he said without hesitation.

"What then? I'm your husband. I'm so happy to be a useful husband to you. I will always be there for you."

Nesya leaned herself against me. I don't know what to do after this. In fact, even walking I can no longer be alone. But he cannot know.

"I'm sorry, ma'am Nesya. I'll continue the examination."

Nesya broke out of my embrace. Her soft hands pinched my cheeks. "Later after the doctor's done, I'll meet you."

Cup

This time the kiss landed on my lips.

"Why not say directly that right now your eyes can't see? It will trouble you yourself!"