
*This tab is very long guys .. don't forget the gift and like it ... Hope you like the ending 😇🙏*
📳 "You're just his tool for revenge! You deserve someone better than him. Now you think back to the continuation of your relationship with him."
"Don't joke, Bang. There's no way Mr. Aren is like that. He wants revenge on who and why me?"
📳 "I tell the truth. What can you do if you don't believe it."
Ah, I don't know what else to do. So, all this time ... I'm mistaken? After I thought back, she was weird ... Suddenly expressed love to me, this stupid woman. I will never be worth it to him. My tears kept dripping without a sound. Once again ... once again I felt something called disappointment.
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The next morning, I prepared to go to college. Even though I feel so lazy to go to college. Since Bang Alven called last night, I couldn't squint a minute's eye. I remember a dark time where Bang Alan I found, became someone else's husband. This time, my story was shrouded in the guise of revenge.
Disappointed, very big. Maybe, because I was hoping too much and started to love Mr. Arendra. I should have realized from the beginning, I am not a woman who deserves to be happy.
"Nesya, why are your eyes swollen? You haven't slept all night? Then what about the scab on your neck?"
"Yes, Mom. Last night I wrote a lecture." I can only lie hoping Mak doesn't add a new question.
"Who will take care of your wedding if you go to college? Did you clear everything up?"
Right, I forgot about that. Ah, still need to be taken care of? It's just a game, so .. maybe the wedding will never happen. I could only shake my head, greeting both of my parents to leave for campus.
"Titip Elena huh, Mommy?"
thiiins
It turned out that Mr. Arendra had also arrived in front of the shop. With a small run, he opened the door when he saw me out.
Without saying a word, I took out the motor. He looked at me in wonder.
"I told you, this time let me be the driver for you." He walked closer to me.
I also immediately put on a helmet and gas without having time to heat this motorbike. I saw from the rearview mirror, he immediately got into his car.
I also turned the gas around with all my might. Speedomoter keeps moving up steeply. I was reluctant to see him, his vehicle, and everything smelled of his shadow.
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After the first lecture, I immediately went to a place that no one could possibly find. I sat in the corner of the college contemplating the terrible fate that always befell my life.
I heard the sound of someone crying on the other side. I peeked at someone who turned out to be a Lingga. He was crying in the corner.
"Why you?"
He snapped and wiped the tears. After realizing that I was nearby, he got up and was about to move on. I got up and pulled him back to sit down.
"You why? Any issues?"
Her tears flowed back and her body trembled in tears. "Why do I always fail in love?"
"You were with that guy?"
He got up and glanced at me, then nodded.
"How did you get to be together like that? Did you know she was married?"
"At first I played to a dugem place with others, there I met Bang Gani. He looks drunk and confused to make a raving unclear. It was then that we became acquainted, and ...."
The sentence hanging on the Linga made me suspect something could have happened.
"And what?"
"You know it's between two men and a woman who are out of control. We went through the night together."
"Cathlon?"
The phallus smiled wryly. "Initially I thought I was going to get pregnant and asked her to take responsibility for what happened. However, actually ... I'm not getting pregnant. He severed our relationship and returned to his newly discovered wife who was pregnant with his son."
I didn't expect, the story behind this all turned out that way. Even though the phallus is evil to me, but I feel very sorry for him. His future has been taken away, and he is shown. I could only give a soft pat on his shoulder.
"You're patient, sorry .. There's no other word I can say other than that."
He bowed and bowed his head. "I know, it's my own fault. Fortunately I didn't get pregnant. If I had never been to that nightclub, it might never have happened." Lingga said.
"Here you go, this can be a valuable lesson for us in the future" I said.
In some time I and Lingga were quietly busy with our respective thoughts. My phone is shaking, from Mr. Arendra, and I hit the red mark. Again .... again .. and again, the call kept repeating and I kept rejecting it. Before long, a short message from him came.
[Sweetie, where are you? Why was I left behind and you just left?]
I turned the phone off and threw it in my backpack. It seems like Linga is watching my behavior.
"You have a problem with Mr Rendra?" I shook my head.
Then ... We were quiet again in a while. "I'm sorry .." said Lingga breaking this silence.
"Why are you sorry?"
"For all my actions towards you."
"Ooh ...." Then we both kept quiet again.
"I was the one who spread the leaflet. We deliberately followed you secretly to your house. Apparently, the shocking thing I got when I heard that a little boy ran to greet you with the call 'Hubby'."
"I think I just misheard. I asked someone who worked there. It was from him that we knew that you you were a widow having one child."
Some time Linga smiled wryly. "Why aren't you surprised at all?"
"I already know" I said.
The eyes of the phallus were rounded and he felt astonished. "You already know that and you still want to sit like this close to me?"
I'm nodding. "Yes, I know every human being can be self-fulfilling without exception. I did, too, never choose the wrong way of life."
"meaning?" the question is becoming more astonished.
"You know for yourself, that I have children. I got married at a very young age. Maybe you're still enjoying high school, I'm busy babysitting and making money."
"A lucky break has led me to become a student at this college. If not, maybe forever will continue to fall." I explained.
"Did Mr. Rendra know?"
Hah ... that name, I again reluctantly heard his name. "That's it, Ga ... It's gonna be hard."
"Don't you say you're getting married soon? What's with your relationship? Did you guys break up?"
Breaking up?
Ah, yes ... So we've never been. He just asked to get married. Maybe it'll never happen.
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Some days, I've been avoiding and hiding from Mr. Rendra. Every day he comes home, I never get out of the room.
Then, I got word that a lecturer was arrested by the police at his house for being the mastermind to hire some thugs. The hired thugs mentioned the name of the person paying for it, and that name was Gendis.
I was summoned by Bu Yenni, a person who may have had a relationship with Bu Gendis.
"You! Tell me what happened between you and Gendis?"
Why did he ask me? "Sorry, Mom. Not that I am rude or disrespectful. But I don't understand what you mean, do I? We have nothing to do with this."
"Then why does he always say this because of someone named Nesya? All I know is, that guy named Nesya, you."
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Someone knocked on the door of Miss Yenni's room. Ms. Yenni opened the lock and peeked at who had just knocked on the door.
"Rendra's? Why come here?" ask Ms. Yenni to someone outside.
"I want to see how things are, Mom. What do you want with her?"
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The door opened a little by force. Bu Yenni was a little excited to see the attitude of someone called Rendra. He immediately sat on his knees before me groping both of my cheeks.
"You're okay, right?"
I pulled both hands and removed them while throwing my face away.
"Rendra, you're this? Be warned not to overdo it like this."
"But I don't show it to everyone. Only Mom saw this. She's my future wife, I have every right to protect and worry about her."
"The rendra! You're getting sassy, aren't you?"
"Nephew of my presumptuous mother against my future wife. He hired people to buy Nesya's mother!"
Bu Yenni was speechless hearing what Mr. Rendra said.
"How, Ma? Is Nesya allowed out?"
Ms. Yenni was still silent, and Mr. Arendra .. the man who had always been avoided, pulled me out of this place.
When I got outside, I tried to let go of his grasp. However, he immediately caught me trying to escape and pulled me into his car. He immediately took me somewhere.
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"Why? Tell me why are you avoiding me?"
Does he still need to ask why? In fact, he already knew the answer.
"Nesya, tell me! What's in your head?" He clasped both of my shoulders with his hands.
"Isn't everything clear?" That hand was a rough cut. I just want to go. I'm sick of him still enjoying the drama he's playing.
A rough grip on my wrist stopped my steps. I also tried to take off his hand that was so tight to hold me.
"Quick say! What's the matter with you?"
"There's nothing more to say! Everything is revealed! I admit, I lost in this drama that you played. I got caught up in your game!"
"Who fooled you?" He clasped my shoulder very tightly.
He didn't give me a chance to walk away. "Tell me, what makes you this way?"
"Here you go, let me go! There may be no way for us to be together. Let me be alone, I'll assume it never happened."
"I won't let you go until you say what makes you like this!"
My hands began to push his body that held me tighter. I started to cram, and eventually chose to give her a little surprise.
dugh
There was the sound of a nail lan from the fist I gave to the stomach. "Deliver!"
"Hit it! Before you explain, I won't let you down."
bugh
bugh
bugh
"Hurry release!"
There was a ringing from Mr. Arendra. "Tell me the reason you're like this!"
bugh
"Agh ...."
Hearing him in such pain, made my feelings that were angry, turn into a hiba.
"Detach, Sir. Had enough. Are you not satisfied to see my suffering all this time? Does it still need to be a weapon for you? If I were hurt by someone I love, I would no longer be strong enough to stand on this earth. Please, let me go."
He was quiet for a while. The longer the hug feels looser. His hand moved back on my shoulder.
"Nobody's playing you."
"That's it! Stop playing! I can't continue to be the figurehead of this stupid woman in your drama!"
"This is not drama! My love is sincere!"
"LIED!" I pushed both of his hands away from me. I left, and this time he didn't come after me.
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A month passed from that incident. During that time, I was always made fun of by Lingga gang friends who never married too. The phallus no longer joined them to choose again to be a friend who was by my side. Linga I've been playing at home and playing with Elena.
Bang Alan happened to stop by when Lingga was at my place. He was sipping the tea I was serving.
After a while, looking at the Linga movements that seemed interested in Bang Alan, somehow there was an initiative that came to match them.
"Bang, meet this Lingga, my good friend at college." Bang Alan looked at me with his confused face.
As usual, I was so memorized with Lingga that it is still easy to fall in love. Looks like they fit. Bang Alan seems to have been better than before. He said he was working as a babysitter for his ex-wife.
Hah ... has been .. mumet if you continue to think about the life story of Bang Alan. The important thing is that I will never come back to her again, because there is no more love for her.
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In college, I met people who kept me in hiding. He stopped looking at me softly, while I continued walking forward as if I had not seen him. Ah, he looks thinner. I tried to glance back, he was still in the same position.
I miss it ...
And I miss so much ...
He twisted his body and the net we met each other's eyes. "Why not run as usual?" tanyakanya.
Ah, he realized it ... I always avoided seeing the shadow of Mr. Arendra. Without saying a word, I turned around and wanted to continue.
"Huh ..." He hugged me from behind for a while and let me go.
The next day in class, she looked different than usual.
Ah ... I don't know what to do. I look like the most handsome man in the world. Are my eyes experiencing pain? In fact, he was always like that.
"Are you sure you don't want to go back to him?" whispered Linga.
"So, please ...." It seems like I'm starting to look good and weak, there's a feeling of regret about letting go of a guy who looks perfect like him.
When everyone was busy working on the task he was given, it turned out that he was already beside me. Mr. Arendra left a piece of paper for me and left. I read the letter immediately.
Give me 30 minutes to explain everything. If after 30 minutes you remain unchanged, then ... We will never be together forever.
degh .. degh .. degh ...
I looked back at him, and he was looking at me with a sad face.
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"I used to want to use you as a weapon. You have something Reyna doesn't have."
"However, as time passes ... I'm finally really in love with you. When I found you playing tricks on me, I began to realize how much it hurt when it happened."
"I got the law of karma, I want to use you, it turns out you are the one who played me. When you say love, all anger overflows instantly."
"However, why do you run away when my love for you is getting bigger?"
"Today, I decided to forget everything. If you still choose to stay away from me ...."
"Today is my last chance to say that I miss you so much. I love you so much."
"If you don't feel the same way, I'll go da—"
"Where to go?" my reflex interrupts.
"That's ... What about you? Do you feel the same longing? Will you forgive me?"
Ah ... Actually I'm confused. Does he really love me? Or is this the second game?
"Well, I already know the answer ...." Mr. Arendra turned around and began to step his feet away from me.
Seeing her back growing farther away, this body by itself chased after and hugged her from behind.
"I love you ... I miss you so much ... Don't leave! If you leave, what about me?" I cried as hard as it was on his back. He pulled my hand and kissed her.
His body turned back around, this time he hugged me tightly.
"Thankful ... Thank ye. Thank you for coming back to me."
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A month later.
“I accept his marriage and his marriage Nesya Fitri Anisa binti Puryanto with her dowry, cash.” Mr. Arendra mentioned our wedding banquet very smoothly.
"How's witness?" ask the wedding party.
"Well." Right."
"Well." Right."
Then everyone said hamdallah and we all prayed together. Hopefully this time my marriage can lead me to be a better person and together towards jannah.
Hopefully this time is the last for me, no more failures that scare me to start a new life.
"Congratulations!" Bang Alan greeted us both followed by Lingga who was embracing Bang Alan's arm.
Then Reina and her husband congratulated us.
"Thank you, Principal" said my husband.
"It's because of you. Otherwise, where would I want to be the principal? It's better to be an ordinary teacher." he replied with a face of sumringah.
Ms. Reina is the one we asked to be the principal for the new school. Preparation to build a simple class is almost complete. The new school year will begin after Ms. Reina's birth. To make us relieved because the time is quite right after she is not in pregnancy.
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We just enjoyed our honeymoon at the star hotel in the city. My husband can take time off work, but not me who is married in active college. Until Mr. Arendra, it means Mr. Husband decided to save his leave for the holidays later.
"Are you ready, honey?" ask me who's sleeping Elena. Elena did not want to be entrusted to Grandma and Grandpa until asked to come along when we would stay at this hotel.
"Sst, it's still a process."
"How long is his sleep?"
"Sstt .. don't be noisy ah!"
My husband started to lie behind me, and kissed my hair. "Your hair always smells good?" She started to caress her hair and hugged from behind.
Elena who noticed a foreign hand hugging her mother made her get back up and peek at the person behind.
"Papa ..." she nodded and jumped straight behind.
"So she hasn't slept?"
"Maybe it's because of moving places, she's having trouble sleeping."
"God ..." My husband patted his eel.
...—THE END—...
*marriage itself same dowager child 😂