
jeonghan is still driving her car slowly her mind is raging , she is confused to have to say her or not , would it not be a problem if she told joshua , jeonghan arrived at the dorm with her own thoughts, but she did not return to dorm two but rather dorm one she directly entered into joshua's room .
joshua is not in room , he may have left for office , jeonghan threw his body on joshua bedroom mattress , his eyes closed he fell asleep right then and there . tampa took off her shoes and changed her clothes .
tired of physical and mind make him sleep soundly until half a day he was still sleeping, mingyu went in and out of joshua's room to see jeonghan who all day did not come out of the room after coming home from outside ,, they were all a bit worried mentally that Jeonghan would be unstable and do unwanted things , once an hour either mingyu or woozi they check jeonghan , ' he said ,
he woke up in the afternoon he was shocked by the sound of the bathroom sower, it means that joshua has returned to dorm , ' he said , and sure enough after that joshua came out the bathroom with a fresh radiant face .
"since when did you come , why not wake me up" said jeonghan gently but joshua did not answer , they did live together in one room but their relationship did not improve even worse , all the attention that Jeonghan gave to joshua was no longer of any use. she was completely untouched .
now for a joshua between himself and a jeonghan just an empty shell, others will think they are fine but they don't know what the originals are like ,, jeonghan was right to stay in joshua's room but joshua never slept one more bed , he chose to sleep on the floor only ,,
joshua always ignores jeonghan on various occasions but jeonghan does not give up and will accept all the treatment joshua to him. It was indeed I had to accept jeonghan . but out of nowhere jeonghan's patience came from , he used to be emotional but maybe because of his maturity phase he is now more patient facing joshua and not with other members
joshua sat on his desk chair , he was silent doing nothing , jeonghan was also confused what to think about .
"why pensive "? ask jeonghan gently
"hah, I was just thinking about when you would leave my room" said joshua, jlep in jeonghan's heart like in a lightning strike , joshua never said that se savage to her but now he said the thing that made Jeonghan sad and hurt .
jeonghan was speechless looking at joshua's back with a sad look , she held back her tears from falling ,
"you threw me out joshua_ah" said jeonghan, her lips were shaking her eyes were wet too .
"we are no longer in a relationship, it's strange if we stay in one room together" said Joshua staring at jeonghan
"i'm here to fix our relationship, ' I want to be like the old days" Jeonghan pleaded
"i've said many times I can't jeonghan_ah, do you not understand all my words ha "joshua has started to get frustrated facing stubborn jeonghan .
"i've kept him from yesterday, you treated me well, ok, I accept but I'm sorry I'm not touched at all, you stay in my room ,, I'm not saying anything, ', I'm silent, it doesn't mean our relationship will be the same as it used to be, no , you're wrong I don't even want the relationship to repeat itself" joshua said
"jeonghan_ah, no matter how hard you try I'll never come back again , sorry , I did that repeatedly to you but you repeated the same mistake ,, and this time I don't want to be fooled anymore , I'm sick of all your behavior" said joshua
"what's left is no more joshua_ah "ask jeonghan staring at the bead of joshua's eyes looking for the truth there, joshua momentarily silent
"there is no jeonghan_ah, "joshua said
"don't lie to me, shua_ah, I know you very well, you won't be able to lie in front of me" Jeonghan said in disbelief at joshua's words
"yes, you know me well, right, you also know that I am a person who holds true to principle , and my present principle , is not to repeat the same wound " joshua's word is full of suppressors
"yes, you're right I'm still very , very , and very much in love with you, but sorry my love will never give you again ,, I was traumatized by this relationship jeonghan_ah "joshua said, jeonghan smiled bitterly not when she heard joshua say still love her , that means there is still a chance for her .
"nothing , while you still love me , it doesn't matter , as far as you go I will always stand behind you" Jeonghan said
"why are you so stubborn jeonghan_ah, try to understand my situation, "joshua has started to get frustrated with jeonghan
"you should also understand the state of ku jisoo_ah "press jeonghan
"what should I understand jeonghan_ah , I already quite understand , but have you also ever understood my feelings , do not make me bring up the old wound jeonghan_ah , it is very stifling ,, you don't feel guilty for me, don't you regret what you did to me jeonghan_ah "? ask joshua
"repeatedly I told you, 'sorry" said Jeonghan
"what with your apologies it can treat a gaping wound , not , even every time I see you it hurts more ,, seeing you reminds me how you played me it was so stifling jeonghan_ah, you're not used to seeing me cry right jeonghan_ah, this time I cried are you still not sorry for me huh "? joshua said crying
"please don't cry shua_ah," said jeonghan wipe away joshua's tears.joshua held jeonghan's hand and in jeonghan's hand , he got down from his seat and knelt at jeonghan's feet while holding her hand .
"please, jeonghan_ah let me go, please let me breathe a sigh of relief, please, please , stop chasing me, please "jonghan_ah "joshua crying at jeonghan's feet , jeonghan was startled and immediately grabbed onto Joshua's shoulder to stand up but joshua refused, they both cried
"what so do you not want me to love joshua_ah, until you kneel down asking me to stay away from you , my heart hurts shua_ah , I have no other choice this time" Jeonghan said
"what would all be back to the way it was if I said everything "ask jeonghan to herself, jeonghan also knelt down in front of joshua. her head she was on par with joshua , their foreheads touch each other, they duck for a long time .
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