
"Actually all I do with scoups is engineering shua_ah "jeonghan says it's down, joshua is shocked she stares at jeonghan who's looking down while crying .
"what did you say jeonghan_ah ?" joshua asked, instead of answering the hysterical jeonghan crying, joshua hugged Jeonghan's shoulder to stand up and sat on the edge of the bed .
"say the obvious, engineering i what ,,? I don't understand "say joshua furrowed his brows, jeonghan tried to calm his heart , 'cause that's what would be a chance for him to be with joshua again
,, I can't break that command, joshua_ah " Jeonghan said back crying , she still can't believe what jeonghan said but tried to listen to all jeonghan's words
"you know, I was very depressed a few times I went in and out of the psychiatrist's doctor to treat my mental down, and not just me, scoups are also so ,, he also often quarrels because of this with his girlfriend just like me " said jeonghan crying. , joshua patted jeonghan's back trying to calm him down .
"what you, the members and the fans we see is not in accordance with reality, do not know what is really happening in our real lives ,, I did have a couple item with scoups but all that was the manager's purchase and we will wear it at a certain time only, when posting a moment both of us wear it and open it when in his estate " said jeonghan crying, joshua still faithfully listened to him
" ,, you don't know what I feel when I do that, on the one hand I feel uncomfortable and depressed and on the other hand there's you that I should take care of her feelings ,, " jeonghan said, looking down to hold back so that her crying is not heard by the other members
"i can't do anything, ' I'm afraid to tell you, 'cause manager hyung already wants us not to tell you, ', ', ', 'cause ,, they know if you know it then you will ban it, and sacrifice me and scoups who are completely helpless " said jeonghan while crying, joshua still faithfully listen to the jeonghan story at that time
"every time I do a skinship, I always feel guilty on you, and will fight after her, a fight that is in fact not true , I understand very well if you are hurt , disappointed, angry I understand, but if you're in my point of view, ', I feel the same way ', want to be angry but at who ?" obviously jeonghan while crying, joshua again calmed her down
"you must also feel things that you don't like and you must do because it's an order, when you do a skinship with dk you must also feel depressed right ,, same I was like that too, but in this context my problem is worse, " said jeonghan, joshua began to believe what Jeonghan said was true . jeonghan honestly said pepper joshua
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jeonghan hugged jeonghan she felt very guilty when she found out her truth, jeonghan still crying in joshua arms .
"excuse me jeonghan_ah, forgive me "joshua said as she kissed jeonghan's head
"i'm the one who should be apologizing for my dishonesty to you, I'm sorry for being late to tell you ,, if from the beginning I told you maybe things wouldn't have happened like this" said Jeonghan, joshua gently wiped away Jeonghan's tears
"you're innocent jeonghan_ah, those who deserve blame, wait a minute" said joshua took his phone and started calling someone .
"tell the managers and directors tomorrow morning to my room I have something to say to them" said joshua immediately closing his call. , and he turned his head and found Jeonghan asleep , maybe because of fatigue because he had been crying since . joshua carried him and put jeonghan's skinny body into the bed, he covered it .
joshua sat down next to Jeonghan and fell silent
"*you must be suffering a lot from jeonghan_ah, not just you, me, scoups and scoups fell victim to an agency investigation, not to mention the other members, , not to mention ,, I have to finish everything tomorrow morning, I won't let this system thrive in the entertainment industry "
"i'm going to make this agency a friendly and attentive agency, because being a slave behind the Idol name is so painful , pretending to be close when it's not at all ,, I will rebel this system should "tekat joshua* ,