JUMPING HIGHER
BREAK UP

My conversation with Sarah means nothing. Not that he likes to be betrothed, even laughing mocking. I secretly thought that this relationship would end if Sarah refused the engagement. Hhh! It's like a story in soap opera. Is it because Aunt Praise the frequent watching soap opera times, huh? If not, where did he get the idea of this engagement?

"Think once again, we're forbidden to date your mother," I tried to persuade Sarah.

"I don't want to be engaged either. Shame on you when your friends find out."

I looked at Sarah with a look of wonder.

"Why do you think your friends know?"

"We're young, we haven't finished school. Want a fiancee like someone to marry!"

I took a heavy breath. Decisions must be made now, even if they are as bitter as they are. At least I have an attitude. That's not supposed to be a guy? Strictly, men! Don't plintat-plintut.

"Yes, already. Then we go back street," I propose.

Sarah looked at me sharply.

"meaning?"

"We're going out secretly, secretly, don't let your mama know."

"Can that be it, macarin the son of the man behind his Nyokapnya? Not very gentle, really!" Sarah rejected my proposal.

"There's no other way, right? Or we'll just disperse, "I'm out of my mind.

Sarah was surprised to hear my words. His face became gloomy. There was a cloudy march on both of his clear eyeballs. Ah, she's beautiful. I love seeing his shady face. It hurts to have to end the relationship with Sarah, but I also will not dare to face Aunt Puji, who strictly forbids Sarah from dating. If I defy, it would be the same as inviting anger in his heart. When you are angry, you come to hate. If I hate it, I will be forbidden to come.

"Is that so?" sarah's voice sounded trembling.

"We don't have a choice, do we?"

"We're dating, we don't need a fiancee."

"I don't dare. Afraid of your mother" I said slowly.

"Yes, stop. Then we'll break up."

Sarah got up from her seat and left. I don't know why I didn't try to prevent it. I just let him go carrying a feeling of annoyance, anger, maybe even sadness. There was a cloud that resonated in the eyes. The sudden cloudiness came and covered us with darkness. Let time heal the wounds. However, my love for her will never turn to hate. Will not ...

***

At school Bawon was busy questioning about the breakup of my relationship with his sister. She couldn't believe that I had no relationship with Sarah. He said we were too emotional to break up a relationship just because of an engagement issue. There is still another way not to be hostile like that.

"Whose enemy, Won?" many wonder.

"If ... you break up is that not the enemy of his name?" beben stuttered.

"No, Sarah and I are not enemies, still friends as usual. We are no longer dating. That's all."

"You can date secretly, you don't need a fiance. How come there's a fiancee these days, old fashioned!" Bawon is still trying to persuade me.

"I asked her to, too, but Sarah didn't. Back street dates are not gentleman!"

Bawon. I've noticed.

"Keep me and Mediana how?" gumam Bawon quietly.

I laugh. Wanderlust.

"Sniff! You guys, keep going. What does this have to do with us?"

“Didn't we barter? You have a crush on my sister and I asked Mediana to be my boyfriend," said Bawon stupidly.

“Now you're still Mediana's boyfriend, right?"

"Still."

“Ya, already. What's in question?"

Bawon. Staring at me like a fool.

"You how?"

"Yes, it's okay. Even though I broke up with Sarah, I didn't immediately ask that you break up with my foster brother. No, I'm not like an onion that wants to win by itself and agonize with garlic" I said back in a joking tone.

"You seriously asked Bawon to make sure.

“Not serious anymore, but two rius!"

Bawon looked a little calmer when he saw my relaxed reaction and did not show any animosity towards him and his sister. Love cannot be forced, really. Cook I have to get angry and blame everyone for my relationship breaking up with Sarah? It would be crazy if I did something like that.

“Trust me,” I said reassuring Bawon.

Bawon patted me gently on the shoulder.

"Thank you, Bono."

"Ah, there is nothing to be accepted," I smiled.

Sarah's face in my eyes. There was a sudden sense of sadness in my heart. Ah, lover. Why is there staying-leaving between us. Do you know, I feel like I lost you?

Suddenly I jolted awake, it was just a dream to meet Mama, Aunt Puji, Sarah and Bawon. A dream that is more or less the same as a real event that I have experienced. Talking about engagement, love that has to break up. Making the head become dizzy seven roving, then the heart rages as if the world wants to doomsday. I closed my eyes again, so sleepy.