Just Being a Doll Wife
137. Guilt

The guilt that Mei could slowly extinguish under the pretext that she now loved Kak Rion, was like splashing again bit by bit. Love Mei, can not just erase the guilt to the father and mother of Rion's sister who has treated him very well. Even consider him like his own son. And now the guilt is rising to the surface. As the girl sat in front of Rion's parents.

The room where Mei sat in front of her father and mother was crowded. It was like the director's room that Mei had to account for the mistakes she made in the office or was summoned because her subordinates had done wrong. Slowly, the fear made it hard to breathe. The girl tried to take a slow breath, instead making her make a sobbing sound. And the corner of his eye was already wet. She was crying unconsciously so scared. The fear mixed with guilt from his heart. This situation is very torturous.

"May, why are you crying?" I woke up from sitting next to my dad. Move to the side of May. "Darling, you scared Mei." Scolding her husband. "May, I'm not mad at you, he's just asking. If the sound is a bit higher please understand ya." Mother is very understanding of her husband's character, she can be wise and remain calm in taking a stand, unless it is related to her child and wife.

Rion's father apologized, if his tone had gone up earlier. She also said she didn't mean to scold Mei so told her to stop crying. But, for some reason, the girl's tears were getting out. Rhythmically with his warring conscience overcame his guilty feelings.

"Now, explain to us May, slowly, why did you take the contraceptive pill without Rion's knowledge?" Dad repeated the question he said earlier, this time in a softer tone of voice. "Don't be afraid, we'll listen to your excuses."

Mother rubbed Mei's trembling back. The girl's thoughts were mixed. Since when do you and your mom know, since when the pill is in your hands. Having not taken it after coming months, Mei completely forgot the existence of the pill. I should have thrown it away. How's this. I should have thrown the pills away. Even though he didn't take it now, the pill was found in his closet. And that's a fact. He took the contraceptive pill without Rion's knowledge.

"May, mom and dad don't scold you. We're gonna help you." Deg, Mei's getting scared. "Is it because you're young and still want to make a career, that's why you're afraid to get pregnant?" The gentle touch and words of the mother, even more so, showered the girl's heart with guilt. "If that was the case then the reason would be to be discussed carefully with Rion."

"Sorry Mom, sorry Dad. I'm sorry." Repeatedly could only say sorry, with a trembling body.

"The wife's husband should communicate with each other well Mei, if you're not ready, can talk to the Rions." Dad's back talking. The man maintained his low voice intonation as his wife glared at him. "It's something very serious Mei, I'd be very angry if my wife secretly took the contraceptive pill without my knowledge, or she secretly left the house without permission, that's all that makes me angry. It's not about who's in charge of the house, but it's a mutual respect between husband and wife." Hearing her husband speak firmly, she could only rub his daughter-in-law's shoulders. Calm May. Everything her husband said was true. Her husband loved her very much, and did whatever he wanted. But, she also compensated for that by obeying the rules her husband made. "Now, we want to help you, if you're not ready, that's okay. We're not forcing you either. Enjoy your wedding. But communicate with Rion. Consult also with the doctor, do not just take pills carelessly, because it will definitely affect your health as well."

Sorry dad, Mei just muttered with her head down. His conscience is getting pierced by the pain. It had been like this, father and mother were even still trying to understand the situation.

"If you don't dare speak directly to Rion, let your mother accompany you as you speak. Rion is also not a selfish man who will force the woman he loves. He must understand that you are not ready. But the point is, talk about both."

"Sorry dad, sorry mom..."

If I say it now, if I say, that I married Brother Rion for money. Are mom and dad still going to be this good to me? Suddenly thoughts that are out of nowhere basically popping up. Mixed with fear that further masks May's common sense. More fear and more guilt. Alternately popping up making his mind chaotic.

Mother hugged her trembling and sobbing daughter-in-law's shoulder.

"Don't cry, sorry, mom and dad aren't mad Mei. So don't cry, if you can't talk to Rion directly let me accompany you. Already, already." Mother wiped away the tears that were flooding in the eyes and cheeks. "Mother always said, I'm so grateful that you're married to Rion, because you've returned our precious son to us like before." The warm mother's embrace is embers in May's body now.

Father and mother who even tried to calm Mei. Father's wise words mixed with mother's tender words further pierced Mei's conscience. Until when will he lie to people this good. He's ashamed of himself. He's like a man doesn't know himself.

Mei got up from sitting, fell to her knees on the floor. Crying out loud, until his voice is hoarse. The tears had broken like rain on the girl's cheek. Mom and Dad were surprised, of course, why did Mei cry so hard and get down on her knees.

"I'm sorry Dad, I'm sorry Mom. I'm sorry, your daughter-in-law is not that good. Don't be too kind to me Mom, I don't deserve it. Hiks, hysterics." A sigh until Mei breathed hard. "I don't deserve this much father and mother kindness. I don't deserve it."

What's the matter? Mom and Dad looked at each other confused.

"May, what is it you are? awake up. Mom and Dad don't blame you." Hitting her husband's hand to get Mei up. "Honey, how about we bury this problem, lest Rion know the problem of contraceptive pills."

"meaning?"

Rion was angry, that's for sure, nor could I blame Rion for being angry. And although her son will forgive Mei, quarrels may not be inevitable. And I want to avoid that. After all, Rion did not know that he could solve the problem easily.

"Don't tell Rion, enough we know. By now, Mei is no longer taking the contraceptive pill, so consider this pill to be non-existent. How about Mei? Get up, don't kneel on the floor."

Although the mother had approached and was willing to lift Mei's body, the girl still did not want to move from her place. Father was still silent, not giving an answer to mother's words.

"Honey, we have to prevent our children from fighting. Mei also admitted wrong."

Increasingly defended and increasingly understood, Mei's crying voice hardened, her conscience in revolt. The guilt in his heart was like a tantrum wanting to get out. And as her subconscious spoke, or God moved her mouth, mixed with Isaac the girl trembled.

"Dad, mom why are you so nice. I'm really a selfless son-in-law, a hyster, a hyster. I don't deserve Mom to get this much mother's kindness."

Although both parents are still confused, why even more crying Mei. Father and mother let Mei cry until satisfied, they waited for the girl to sob, roar, sob again, begging for forgiveness again. His voice became hoarse, his eyes getting puffy. In less than half an hour, the girl wallowed with tears and guilt in her heart.

Mom and Dad were still waiting, whispering to each other. The point is, just want to bury the contraceptive pill problem up here.

But...

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