
Somehow time went very slowly for Mei, because her mind was in a state of turmoil, just minutes it felt like she had been alone for hours in this room. Waiting for uncertainty.
Mei hugged the pillow restlessly.
Brother, are you really not coming? Or I should get out. Mei got up from bed, walked to the front door. Close the ears to the door. Remain still, there was no sound, not even footsteps. Like there's no life out there.
Merlin! Let's move!
Mei's hand that had grabbed the door handle came off again. He fell on the floor. Staring at his own knees. If I go out now, without permission and make Brother Rion even more angry and offended how. Aaaa! Merlin! Where was the fiery spirit you showed me earlier. Again rebuking his cowardly self. You were like someone ready to go to war. Why are you turning into a chunk of melted ice.
Mei banged her limp head against her own knee. His head shrunk, the courage he had already built evaporated just like that. His style would lunge, hug Rion and say out loud, that only Kak Rion he loves. Whereabouts? Where was his courage. There, he even slumped on the floor like a bum. Helpless.
Pug.
Door handle sound open. Mei, who was shocked by the open door, pulled her body back until she hit the wall. The seraut of face that looked just as shocked as her. The face of Rion's sister that Mei missed. Standing in front of the door. Rion also took a step back. Maintains his facial expression.
"What are you doing there? Why are you sitting on the floor?"
Actually Rion did not mean to ask in a loud voice, but in shock to see Mei directly when she opened the door, her words so rattled when she stopped by Mei's ear.
Deg..
The girl's heart was pounding strongly.
"I didn't get out of my room, sister, I swear, I didn't even open the door." Mei was so afraid she was asked what instead she gave as an answer. "I just."
I'm only? I was sitting on the floor like this! Even confused Mei continued her sentence. And finally quiet again. I. I'm trying now! May! Move around! His spirit is burning again.
But...
"Come out.." The saying made Mei feel relieved, because there was no need to make up the reason why she was sitting on the floor. But it also thwarted his plan to directly hug Rion. When Rion appeared.
The moment is no longer fitting muttered Mei sad.
Rion's back, doesn't need May's answer. Mei also immediately got up to get up off the floor, walking silently behind Rion while winning her heart. Brushed his chest repeatedly.
Calm down Mei, you've been rehearsing repeatedly. You've memorized it, don't tense up. Hey you! Don't betray me! He warned his heart not to stutter. Speak like you did when you were training Merylin. Speak well. Tell everything you want to say today to Rion's sister. Then go and apologize sincerely. Hugged him firmly.
Mei's lips were kamit, trying to memorize the dialogue she had prepared earlier.
Deg..
While Rion, still mute. Because I only consider her a doll wife. So this is all my fault? I'm the reason Mei took the contraceptive pill. Did ya? Is that really also the true answer of your heart most in May? Rion looked at Mei who was still standing still motionless instead of sitting on the sofa, Mei was just standing. Rion was sitting on the sofa.
He looks scared Rion muttered. Usually the expression is funny, but now it is not.
Rion had indeed managed to calm himself down, burying his anger. Preparing to face reality, but upon seeing Mei's face directly like this, her little heart felt betrayed again. What if that smile and love were completely fake. Rion muttered to himself. What if the real reason wasn't what Serge said. Not because of the status of the doll's wife. But it was because of Serge.
"It's all because of Serge, right?"
And finally, the first question that came out of Rion's mouth was still about Serge. He believed Serge was telling the truth, but because he was afraid of Mei's answer, he finally came back to this conclusion. If you want to throw me away because of Serge, then I'd better cut ties with you first.
The feeling of fear of getting treason for the second time still blinded Rion's mind. She's afraid of being dumped by Mei, she's afraid of being left behind by Mei. The trauma haunted him. Until he concluded, this was the worst thing. Until he suspected Mei would answer because she still loved Serge so he concluded so as not to get too hurt.
Rion is stubborn, but Serge has said it all. But, he was still wallowing with his own thoughts. Fear of losing, fear of being betrayed and dumped again. That's why he's still stubborn.
Sister, this is a matter of contraceptive pills, why even spread to the name Kak Ge? Ask me why, then I will tell you everything honestly. There will be nothing I cover now. The reason I took the contraceptive pill, it had absolutely nothing to do with Serge.
"You love him, don't you? you like Serge, don't you?"
Mei's hands and feet immediately shook as Rion said that in a cold voice, not even Mei felt like she was tracking the floor. Wh why? Why Rion could know. Her lips twitched, as Rion's cynical smile appeared.
"Seeing you're shaking so seems right huh? You love Serge, so you don't want to carry my son."
"No Brother!"
"What is not? I also saw her Mei, your love for Serge, when we met discussing our wedding plans. I know you love Serge."
With her face growing pias, Mei began to lose grip. He fell down.
"When I kissed you, what was Serge you imagined? When we did, did you also imagine Serge's face." Sad question. Not only for Rion, but also for May. Both of them actually feel pain with this question. "Am I the one who peppered you, but the Serge you imagined?"
Mei who was speechless, began to shed tears. Wh why? Why is this, why even widen the problem, brother. Why do you know about the love of the past that has disappeared in my heart. No longer remains the name of Kak Ge, Kak Rion is only the brother I love now.
Mei muttered, if you can move on from Amerla, then why don't you believe me too.
"Ah, shit!" Rion looked up and rubbed his face which was staring at the ceiling of the room. "Why it hurts so much Mei, all you've shown me is falsehood." Rion smacked his chest, until it sounded, bug, bug.
"No Brother."
Rion snide.
"It's okay? Then why don't you want to conceive my son? why are you secretly taking the contraceptive pill without my permission, Mei. You're disgusted by me, because you love Serge, right?"
Mei was crying.
The girl looked up, she walked on all fours closer to Rion's feet. Because he's gone, his legs are limp. He had no energy to wake up. This misunderstanding is already like a steep ravine that soon******* his body has fallen out. And he didn't want to get into that abyss of misunderstanding.
"What are you doing?"
Mei hugged Rion's waist tightly as she was already beside the sofa. Linking his hands behind Rion's back. His face was set on Rion's chest.
"What are you doing Merylin?"
"Listen to me first, brother. Please, listen I'm not making a defense. Hixes. Please listen to me. I'll tell you everything about the contraceptive pill. And about Brother Ge."
"Sad."
"It's all my past, like Brother Rion who moved on from Amerla, and so did I, I gradually forgot about Brother Ge, because I fell in love with my own husband. Husband who only thinks of me as his doll."
Rion's swaying body wanted to let go of Mei's embrace, stopping.
"I'm in love with you, brother, even though I realized, I'm just your doll."
Is.deg...
Seriate