JUST LEAVE IT ALONE
04

My struggle and my ringing of bells ended as it turned out, like now I'm really lazy to face a reality that I've long avoided but the step witch waow has been very forcing to get news of my graduation it seems like the step wizard is already very saturated because all the reasons I did not get that degree so I was sent back to Makassar and languished me in this campus.

with the compulsion I finally have to stand in front of the academic guidance room, this will be our umpteenth meeting after I did a proposal exam a few years ago, yes a few years ago, I should've got the title behind my name if I was lazy to face that guy's face.

the door was tightly closed, the door was slapped but it seemed to be uninhabited inside the room so I waited right in the room.

I've been sitting here for a few hours but the trunk of his nose is not visible even though it has been alternating between others who pay attention to me also alternately ask my needs.

for almost three hours I sat there indistinctly! until someone who is one of my friends who has now graduated as an S2 student came.

imagine that my classmate is already S2 and soon a research proposal for his thesis while I, the S1 scholar just ng kelar-gaysss!! how could he be this, he was killing invisibly???. Where was he casually sitting beside me and saying

"weee, did you make it here?"

"wait prof" pointed me at the door in front of me that was locked tightly."

"eddd so if ever retired on campus, go mo first put back again if you want to finish office hours"

"logh why?"

"the profile is now more outside than on campus it is also behind tuk applications doang" he said casually while unlocking his gadget.

"so cave waiting for a dead gecko kayak here ngak dong?"

"obviously, egh has not eaten yuk" he asked to switch the conversation.

"yes I can, but the cave wants to eat people can't?"

"ahahaha out of retirement you become a cannibal apparently" he said mocking while laughing wickedly.

"aghh lo why not say from earlier monyong" I said as I floated small pinch on his thigh.

"but at least you're sensitive to keg, it's retired as I why the kekampu that?" I said sewot.

"already" he said trying to make me patient then he again said "eat yuk, I'm well-trained"

"auuu agh lazy aing"

"come on, dikantin many dedek memeess yuk"

"aunty basics girang" I said sarkis even though still let him drag me as he pleased.

"tar lu is also excited if it's been bagged"

"you mean?" ask me for wonder

"already ayooo" his force as he continued to step through the hallways down the stairs and turn beside the office of academic staff then we arrived.

the cafeteria looks crowded what else is lunch hour. I don't know how many years I have been through, many new faces now that I met once there who know them already S2 boghhh!!!

one of them was a man with a kentong in the corner there. When I had stepped into the canteen, from afar he had shouted with excitement and said

"weee dwarf remembers the campus road jo pade, I thought dead moko weee" (wee dwarf, you still remember the way to campus turned out, I thought you were dead)

"quiet lo kong, cave ngak for me ngehirauin satan gentayangan kayak lo" I said while throwing bakwan selling mace.

"cieee who is still calling me uses the call dear iheeiiidehh" shouted one of my class friends who I remember named revelation.

instantly the cafeteria was bustling with cheers of ridicule about me and the man I so desperately wanted to forget.

name's Muh. Alfarizi, he was a few years above me. he was one of my seniors, although I don't want to admit, but the alpha is my former first friend and sworn enemy.