Just Want to Be Happy
child is useless

"her groceries are all busted" I said

"what are you saying" said the mother as she glared at me.

"there was a guy who accidentally hit me Mom" I said

"Just reason.just say you're lazy mom told me to go to the market . so you ruined all her groceries" said my mother

"no ma'am, there really was a guy who accidentally hit me" I said while reassuring my mother.

" it's tired of having a child that can not be relied on like you. Look at that your sister she never let mother down if mother asked for her help" said my mother.

" i'm sorry ma'am' said I.

without me noticing my tears falling. Immediately I wiped them off.

"sorry about it" my mother said.

then I went into my room. It hurt so much to be differentiated from my own sister. "when will you love me like you love my sister".

"ah already.this is not the time I strip off. today is the first day I work. I must be excited. hopefully with me the success of the mother will change her attitude towards me" I said to encourage myself.

after I finished the shower, I changed my clothes.

I say goodbye to my mother and grandmother.

"my grandmother's mother's father left for work first yes "my words.

"go there sick of you seeing you at home" my mom said.

I just smiled hearing it.

"yes" said my father.

"be careful" said my grandmother.

"well, beautiful grandma left first.

I ran straight to the bus stop.

"maybe I'm not late on my first day at work" I said

because mom and dad didn't give me cars like brother and sister where I always take the busway.

a lot of people say that I am a child because my parents treat me differently.

I kept looking at the clock that was circling in my hand.time showed at 08:00.

"wah can be late "my mind.

without thinking for long, I ran away.

it is impossible to wait for the busway.

"it's so bad but if I stop often I can be late" I said.

when I looked around I saw brother Ojek.

" jek bang. anterin me to the office xxx" I said to the brother ojek.

"ayo ride neng" said brother ojek.

"the stall was a bit speeding up about her I was almost late" I said

"okay neng . gottt" said ojek's brother

"bang speeding but still heart of heart" I shouted to brother ojek.

"okay neng calm down" said brother ojek.

soon enough, the motorcycle stopped right in the office where I worked.

"neng has arrived" said brother ojek.

" oh yeah bang" while I give 50k.an money to brother ojek

"neng no change. small money only" said brother ojek

" just make a brother" I said as I ran because I was too late.

I accidentally hit someone.

" sickness.sorry I didn't accidentally'' I said.

"you" said someone.

then I saw the guy

''you again.why do you here". said I sambari glared at him.

" you yourself are doing it in my office" said the man

"a-what's this office of her" my inner.

" hey why are you even silent" said the man.

" i'm a new employee sir" I said, trembling.

" oh you're a new employee" he said with a sly smile

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