
"you why son" said the grandmother again.
"i'm gapapa nek. it's just that sometimes I feel like my mother and father never loved me" said me sad.
"your father and mother always love you son, don't think like that" said the grandmother
"grandmother loves you very much too" said the grandmother again.
"but why mom's dad always compares me to the same adek and sister grandma" I said
"obviously we have different abilities" I said.
"don't think no to your parents .mom sure they love you too" said grandma
"well, grandma" I said.
"so you want to always be in vain with your own parents" said the grandmother
"have you had dinner son" said the grandmother
"yet nek. cantika is not hungry" I said.
"yes, how was it at the new workplace" said grandma
"yes that's how grandma.someone makes trouble" I said
"patiently dear name is also a new child always like that" said grandma.
"iya nek" I said
"grandm I go to the room first want to rest" I said
"yes, son" said the grandmother
"yes, my grandmother is also fast to sleep" I said
walking out of Grandma's room.
I saw my mom and dad come home.
"mother's father's night" I said
kissing the hands of mom and dad.
"night" replied the mother briefly
"this cantika dad want to talk" said father
"what's wrong" I said in surprise because I don't usually look at me like that.
"unfortunately the father's company is on the verge of bankruptcy" said the father.
" the company's debt is pretty much I can't pay it" he said
"do you want to marry your best friend's son" said the father.
"no dad cantika still do not want to get married. cantika still want to pursue the ideals of cantika" said I.
"your brother is unlikely to get married now because his career is on the rise.
your sister is still in school" said the mother
"you're the only one who can help me" said Dad
"but the cantika father still has no desire to marry young" said I.
"that means you let the company that you built from zero just crumble" said the father in a high tone.
"that's not what dad meant" I said
"there is no rejection. I want you to marry my best friend's son" said the father while leaving me alone in the family room.
"why should I marry hiks.hiks..."
"why not just big sister ma. cantika still want to pursue the mind of mom" said I.
"you know that your sister's career has started well.there's no way she wants to leave her job just to get married" said the mother.
" you better accept your father's wishes if you still want to be considered a child" said the mother while going after my father.
"but why should marry hiks.hiks..."
after my father left the family room I walked to the room.
"why should I"
"why did mom and dad sacrifice my feelings. I just wanted to pursue my mind...
I didn't feel I was sleeping either. Maybe because I was too tired to strip off.
tokk tokk tokk
"wake up cantika" said grandma
"can't wake up son" said the grandmother again
"iya nek soon cantika wake up. cantika want to take a shower first after that cantika down" shouted me from inside the room.
" yes, not long ago" said the grandmother