Kaluna Marriage Wound
Sharing Husband?

"Sorry Mr. Rizhan, Ms. Kaluna had a miscarriage."

Like being electrocuted Rizhan heard the doctor's description of Kaluna's current condition, his body trembled violently knowing that Kaluna was pregnant. Rizhan was limp, he sat down on the floor and looked down in a deep cry without a sound.

Today they were supposed to go to the hospital for an examination with the Maia-doctor who had helped them undergo a series of IVF procedures. Surely Kaluna was very happy to know she was pregnant but that happiness did not last long after knowing Rizhan was cheating.

Rizhan punched the floor many times, usually he always accompanied Kaluna every time he went to the doctor. But because today Rizhan had to meet a client in Bandung, he was forced to let Kaluna go alone.

Rizhan raised his face seeing a pair of legs standing right in front of him. From the shape of his legs, Rizhan could already tell that it was Kaluna. With a heavy heart, Rizhan looked up at Kaluna's pale face with a blank look. Kaluna's facial rays disappeared instantly when she heard the words of Doctor Maia just now.

"Malgauge .... " Rizhan stood with Kaluna who could no longer fight him. "I'm sorry Kaluna, I'm sorry."

"Why do you have the heart to make love to another woman while I'm at the hospital withholding pain after getting many injections during the IVF process, why can you be in a relationship with her, did you not think at all that I was your wife, while I was out eating something just always remember you."

Kaluna closed her eyes sobbing without returning Rizhan's embrace. Why all bad things happen in one day to Kaluna. It's their wedding anniversary. But instead of being happy Kaluna actually got a huge disaster. First knowing Rizhan cheated then the second Kaluna lost the child she had been waiting for for 4 years. Kaluna's pain and suffering during the IVF process did not produce results as he wished. The fetus left so quickly before Kaluna could feel its presence.

"I'm sorry .... "

Why did Rizhan apologize now, did he not feel guilty for what he did to Kaluna. Is his apology covered by a feeling of love so great to Eliza that he forgets that his actions are completely unforgivable.

"Mom Kaluna better get plenty of rest now." Said a nurse.

"Come on Kaluna." Rizhan picked up Kaluna moving her to the bed.

Kaluna covered her body with a blanket up to her head, at this time she did not want to see Rizhan's face. Can he end his life now? can i?

Kaluna felt a warm, salty liquid touch the surface of her tongue. Kaluna involuntarily bit her lips so hard it bled. It was nothing compared to the wounds in his heart. Blood and tears mixed into one resulting in a salty and salty taste.

I wish this was just a dream and then I'll wake up to the normal state I was in. God, this is too painful for me.

Rizhan threw his body onto the sofa staring at Kaluna who covered her body with a hospital blanket.

For Kaluna after this wedding anniversary no longer reminds her of something happy, instead it was the day that she lost her husband and prospective child at once. For Kaluna after finding out Rizhan cheated then the man was no longer hers, she was reluctant to admit it.

Can she share a husband?

Kaluna is willing to share anything with others because she herself is famous for being generous not only to her employees in the office but also to the people around her. But the husband is not something that can be shared especially love.

We love each other.

Eliza's words again ring in Kaluna's ears. That means the fetus currently in Eliza's womb is the seed of their love. They might say it's love. Shouldn't love stand above the suffering of others?

"Kaluna, what do you need?" Rizhan moved quickly to see Kaluna uncovering her blanket.

"I want to see Eliza." Kaluna's voice sounded cold.

"T .. but, how could you meet him in this state, you have not recovered Kaluna."

"Until any time I will never recover, this will be an eternal wound in me." Kaluna tilted her back to Rizhan, not wanting to hear anything from Rizhan.

Rizhan swallowed his saliva with great difficulty, his pitch-black neutrals grew dimmer at Kaluna's words. Now Rizhan is also in a state of complete error where he cannot choose between Kaluna or Eliza.

"At least wait until you get out of here."

"When you get out of here, you're going to turn into a loyal husband?" Sinis Kaluna's.

Kaluna pressed her chest that felt very sore, no one would understand her feelings at this moment.

Rizhan's mouth was open to reply to Kaluna's words but given the current condition of the wife he was unlikely to start a debate. Finally Rizhan sent a message to Eliza for the woman to come here after Kaluna's request.

******

After 10 minutes, the atmosphere was still quiet. None of the two women in the room wanted to start the conversation first. The sound of the wall clock sounded so loud thanks to the silence they created. The rain had subsided leaving the branches of trees and grass wet and slippery.

Kaluna looked straight at Eliza who was sitting near her nursing bed. Occasionally he blinked reluctantly to take his eyes off the woman who not only damaged his household but his entire life became a ravage.

Kaluna noticed every curve of Eliza's face, eyebrows that were not too thick and neat and then painted with a brownish eyebrow pencil very fitting with her hair that was also brown and sometimes look reddish. A pair of round eyes with eyelash extensions that are thick enough, Kaluna does not know what the original color of Eliza's eyes is because she covers them with contact lenses. Eliza's nose bone is not too high and her lower lip is thicker than the upper lip. The wound on the corner of Eliza's lips did not go unnoticed by Kaluna, whether it was a wound caused by Rizhan's kiss. Yes, the wound looks new.

Of course compared to the pale face of Kaluna at this time, Eliza looks more attractive. But Kaluna has a natural beauty from within her that does not need to be polished anymore.

Kaluna is looking for where Eliza's superiority lies so that Rizhan can cheat behind her.

"I don't like wearing contact lenses because your eyes are really pretty."

Kaluna suddenly remembered Rizhan's words back then, you hypocrite!

Kaluna turned to look out the window, now she can no longer think positively after seeing Eliza and experience the harsh reality of her life.

Several times Eliza's mouth opened to start the conversation but she was afraid to make Kaluna even more angry. Of course what Eliza did would still be wrong in Kaluna's eyes.

"Sorry." Eliza lowered her head, and the word came out of her mouth, though she knew sorry was not enough to make up for her mistake.

"What do you want after this?" Kaluna turned her head to look at Eliza.

"I'm sorry for the bad news that has befallen you and Rizhan." Eliza raised her face slowly not daring to look at Kaluna.

Kaluna smiled bitterly, this world is so unfair to her. When Kaluna lost the fetus she had been waiting for a long time, another woman was getting a baby in her womb.

"How old are you?"

"About three or four weeks." Eliza rubbed her flat belly, it was a pregnancy she didn't really want. Eliza was also hit by the news that Kaluna miscarried, she hoped she was the one who experienced it. Rizhan did not expect a child to come out of Eliza's womb.

"You haven't answered my question yet."

Eliza took a deep breath before replying to Kaluna's words, "i still love Rizhan as well."

"Then?"

"I'm pregnant with Rizhan's child, it's not wrong for me to hold her accountable."

"Your only fault is getting in touch with a married man." Kaluna fast.

"Don't blame me, Rizhan will too."

"Well, is that what you want?"

Eliza was stunned in disbelief at Kaluna's words, she thought Kaluna would ask her to go as far as possible and no longer bother them.

"Kaluna, are you sure?" Rizhan suddenly entered, from earlier he was just standing at the door listening to the conversation of Kaluna and Eliza from outside. He was afraid that Kaluna would suddenly do something bad to Eliza. But unexpectedly, Kaluna actually asked Eliza to get married immediately. "Kaluna, I can take responsibility without marrying her, I can give Eliza a monthly allowance."

Eliza was surprised by Rizhan's remark, she thought Rizhan would be happy because Kaluna allowed them to marry.

"Eliza listen, why is it this kind of man you love?" Kaluna smiled slantedly, Rizhan's sentence really proved that he was a coward. To do but not to be responsible.

"Rizhan, do you want this child to be born without a father?" Eliza threw a sharp glare at Rizhan.

"Eliza you should know yourself, I'm married, there's no way I'm married again."

"If you realize you already have a wife, why are you related to me?"

Rizhan was at a loss for words not knowing what to answer Eliza's words with. He walked over to Kaluna on the bed.

"Kaluna I'm sorry." Rizhan grabbed the cold and weak hands of Kaluna. He had hurt Kaluna too much, how could he make up for all the pain Kaluna felt?

"You want to divorce me before you marry her?" Kaluna looked at Rizhan coldly.

Rizhan shook his head many times, "Kaluna don't talk like that, I love you, until whenever I'll never divorce you."

"Why is your face like that?" Kaluna tilted her head to look at Rizhan who had a sad face, "don't act as if he's hurt because the only one who hurts the most among you is me, and you—fortunate to be able to marry Eliza on my permission." Kaluna pointed at Rizhan's face. "You're happy, right?"

"How can I be happy after losing that child?" Rizhan returned Kaluna's silent gaze.

"But you can take it instead." Kaluna glanced at Eliza.

"Kaluna, we fought together for the boy, I'm his Papa I'm also sad."

Eliza looked away unable to bear to see Kaluna and Rizhan like that. Because he had never seen their affection so close, jealousy slowly crept into Eliza's heart.

Kaluna removed her hand from Rizhan's grip as she was fed up with the man's words.

"Antar Eliza's coming home, I'm going to bed." Kaluna put her head on the pillow and closed her eyes hoping to sleep for a very long time.