
In her apartment Naya could not close her eyes, her thoughts were still on Andra and Syifra.
Unknowingly Naya's tears trickled down, feeling the pain of seeing the man she loved being kissed by another woman.
"Why should you also see it, the pain of the doubel." Sarah's hands hugged her knees, just sitting quietly on the bed looking at the window that was raining.
The knock on the door sounded, Naya frowned. Usually if someone comes ringing the bell, the first time to knock the door slowly.
"Can't there be ghosts in the afternoon?" Naya came down from her bed.
The door opened, Naya saw the back of Andra who was planning to enter her apartment. Andra's smile was seen staring at Naya.
"I thought you were sleeping." Andra hesitated to step closer.
"What about today's meeting?" ask Naya so that the atmosphere is not awkward.
"Can I come in?"
Naya's head nodded in favor, Andra gave some fast food because she had not had time to eat.
"You don't want to cook?"
"Whoa, I'm hungry."
Kanaya cooks the ramen you brought, mixes in a few eggs, puts in potluck vegetables.
Smelling fragrant, Andra sat at the table impatiently because her stomach was very hungry after the meeting.
"Are you out of money, at least bring some meat?"
"Don't we eat this often?"
"Just remember, sometimes I eat shabu-shabu." Naya put it on the table.
"This madness is so delicious Naya, I think the gastronomy has been lost because of work," praised Andra who ate voraciously.
Naya's laughter rang out, handing the fried egg over to Andra's plate because she really liked the egg.
In the past Andra liked to fight with Arvin because of eggs, Andra's appetite is very simple.
"Food meeting today?"
"Exceeding expectations, I can't possibly disappoint, you know who I am?"
Glancing at Naya's cynical eyes, Andra can indeed distinguish the problem so that the work business is not disturbed.
"She's pregnant with Nay, I think that's what Arvin wants to say." Andra was just when Arvin offered to help.
"Emh, he must know that if you can't do it, I'm on your mind." Naya put down the drink.
"How can you be so sure?"
Naya sat in front of Andra, how could she not know. They are teenagers who have their own conflicts, Naya with her life struggle, Arvin with family conflict, Agra who fell struggling to get up, while Andra chose to go to prove herself.
Their steps have a purpose, it is impossible to deviate to anything else. Even though sometimes still have fun just to get rid of fatigue.
"If you sleep with a woman, then you open the path of destruction" Naya said.
"Don't do it, just imagine it never. Sorry about the incident at the office," said Andra who knew if Naya saw him with Syifra.
Naya's smile was visible, she was wrong for being presumptuous to enter. Intentions keep Syifra from entering because Andra is bathing, and Andra opens the door.
"I thought it was you."
"If I why open?"
"I know you won't attack." Andra put down her empty glass, Naya poured her a drink.
To be honest Naya was sad to the point of thinking, she could not sleep imagining it. Naya was a little disappointed.
"Then what about the content?"
"She's planning to kill herself, I don't care. We adults should know what to do there's a risk." Andra has offered to help, but Syifra is forced to take responsibility.
"So the reason you're because of Mami?"
"Second," answered Andra.
The frown on Naya's forehead was visible, waiting for Andra's speech to be clearer. Andra must have had her reasons so decided to get engaged.
"I know one day we'll be home, and we'll meet. Not wanting to disturb your happiness and Agra I decided to move on if later see you guys with happy household." Andra admits she failed to move on, and is forcing herself to let go of those feelings.
"Is that why you ended the relationship?"
"Nay, I didn't leave Syifra because I still love you, but I let her go for her own good. Turns out I didn't know him at all, wouldn't it hurt to be together?"
Naya did not respond, she did not want to comment on Andra and Syifra's relationship. Naya doesn't know what it's like to date, she's just busy working and working.
"If you want to break up, make sure Syifra won't bother the family."
"There's Arvin who will take care of Eyebrows, Papi says that if I choose to be happy, it doesn't always end papi mami, you're not something I should worry about either. Then what am I afraid of?"
"At least you protect me, what if he sends the thugs?"
"I'm more worried about that thug." Andra and Naya's laughter rang out, the head bobbing at the behavior of the two of them.
Naya's head lifted looking towards Andra who was watching her eat, the ignorant attitude seen on Andra's face made Naya worry.
"Why?" naya's mouth stuttered as Andra kissed her lips.
"Well remember this?"
"Andra!" naya's shout rang out, the chopsticks Naya was holding flew towards Andra who had already dodged.
Naya's gaze was sharp, Andra just laughed longing for Naya's anger which every day blows.
"You want longer?"
"Start crazy, is that what you do when you're dating?"
Andra shook her head, she only did it to one woman, laughing and joking as well just being with Naya.
Andra's head was thrown using a spoon, Andra's body fell over the sofa, covering her face.
"Why Dra, got your eyes?" Naya ran over, touching Andra's palm-covered face.
Andra's eyes closed, Naya asked to open her eyes because she had to check them to know where the wound was.
Andra sat down in front of Naya, her eyes opened to see how beautiful it was before her face. Andra had always dreamed of meeting Naya, but this time the woman she missed was in plain sight.
"I miss you Naya" Andra said seriously.
"I too, without you here it feels lonely, there is no longer a grumpy man who is actually very considerate." Naya feels lost, not just herself but their friendship feels further away.
"Unfortunately, I don't want to be a friend" Andra said slowly.
"Emh, since you always considered me an enemy, our lives are not at the same level."
"Are you sure that's what I think of you?" Andra let out a small laugh, she did not condescend Naya, but was always curious and envious because Naya was too strong as a woman.
Naya's smile was visible, closing her eyes as warm lips touched her soft lips.
Naya's heart was racing, squeezing both her hands in shame as Andra cupped her face.
"In my office your boss, in front of our friends the enemy, but when we're both partners."
"Just son, when will I receive it?" Naya pushed Andra's head until it rolled back.
Naya's hand was drawn, but Naya's left hand was no less powerful so Andra let go.
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