
Naya's hand was pulled strong, Delon looked at her sharply not understanding the intent of Naya's remark saying her relationship with the outer woman.
"I know your condition is also difficult, circumstances will teach you if you live with patience, but if anger is urgent then you will live a life full of wounds," naya said because she knew what it was like to rise from grief.
"What do you know about me, even if we only know names?"
"Delon, I don't know you, but I know what it's like to be you. It matures me to understand others" said Nay, who let go of his hand.
Delon's laughter rang out, he didn't care about Naya's words. There's nothing wrong with him. Delon is struggling to prove he is perfect.
"Women get pregnant is the first problem, second you have to choose your mother live happily or you separate your mother for your happiness when you have a chance to be happy together." Kanaya's smile is seen getting inside the taxi still waiting for her.
Delon's screams rang out, Nay watched from the windshield as Delon cried out in anger.
During this time Naya saw a lot of anger, chose silence and harbored wounds, damaged life to be satisfied, angry with the circumstances, left, crushed to despair and gave up.
"I don't even know which position I'm in, sometimes I want to be angry, but there's no place." Nay closed his eyes.
Along the way Nay kept silent, his eyes closed at the thought of Syifra's condition, his life was quite miserable.
One side Naya also wants to have Andra, but one side she realizes Syifra also needs Andra. Naya can survive because there is no responsibility, she can busy herself to accept the reality of losing her love, but not for Syifra she lost her world.
"We have reached what destination would we like to go somewhere else?" ask the driver who is looking at the apartment.
"No sir, thank you." Naya gave more money to the driver for waiting for him long enough.
Naya steps into the apartment because it is nine o'clock in the evening, Naya stops her steps when she sees a woman in a short dress waiting at the door.
"You just got home, did you go with Andra?" asked Syifra who was leaning on the door of Andra's room.
Naya mentions Andra's house code for Syifra to enter, not staying outside cold enough.
Naya's bedroom door was open, Nay's shoulder was held even though he was lazy to make a fuss because he knew his condition and Syifra was the same.
"Are you out with Andra?"
"Emh, but he's still he's at the restaurant with his friend, I just got back from Delon's campus" said Naya, who did not surprise Syifra at all.
"Why do you interfere, do you know the little boy?" syifra's laughter was heard because Delon was just twenty years old.
Nay's laughter rang out, in her eyes Delon was not a child, she had ambition, anger, and also lust.
Syifra followed Naya into the apartment, Syifra eyes saw a very comfortable apartment.
"How do you know Andra? There is Arvin who is much more mature in thinking about the feelings of others," said Syifra who admired the figure of Arvin.
"You only know Arvin who now, he was a drunk and very cold. Do not admire someone just because you see one privilege," explained Naya who knows who Arvin used to be.
"How do you know these three men?"
Naya sits on the sofa, not fittingly recounting memories to an even unknown person.
"I'm just curious, you're in Andra's heart, Arvin's Agra. What is special about you?"
Naya's smile is seen, she meets Arvin when she first enters campus, her intention is to help because there is a young man who was beaten, but Arvin leaves without thanks.
Meet Andra who is bullying women, and ends a storm with Naya.
Agra's a good guy he's bowing apologizing on behalf of his two best friends.
"Until now I'm still asking, how can a good Agra befriend an emotional man like Andra and an ice man like Arvin."
"Who do you love?"
"All women will love Agra at that time, but there is Arvin who makes my life unsettled because it always makes gossip and Andra who always carries a storm, but he is very kind and likes to help without realizing it well.
Naya felt longed at that time because she could fall in love with Andra even though the attitude is not good.
Syifra's head is down, Nay and the three men's relationship looks unkind, but always together in many ways.
Drinks placed in front of Syifra, Naya understands that Syifra's current condition is difficult not to expect bad things that happen in his life getting worse.
"Thank you for still taking good care of the fetus, it's not easy to do it, but you're responsible for it."
"You feel sorry for me?"
"No, what would I love if we had the same fate, not having a home to go home to." A thin smile is seen, Naya is also always lonely so that work becomes a place to run.
"Where is your family?"
Nay just shook his head thinly, he was alone, there was no mother and father, let alone brother. Nay has lost two of his loved ones.
"Quite we are born without a family, the child must have it" said Nay asked Syifra to rest because tired if sitting continues.
"I must how Naya, Andra has already left me and is unlikely to return. I have to share, help me, "pinta Syifra hopes Naya understands her condition.
"If you ask for help back to Andra I can't, why can't you because your actions are unforgivable. Why is Andra responsible for your sins and mistakes?" Andra has a family, coercing together not only hurts Andra, but her family.
Syifra must know how Andra struggled without the help of her parents, the hot rainy day night continued to work until she forgot what normal way of life was like.
Andra spent her entire youth trying to succeed in her way, proving to be on top of her Papi, having assets of her own until people knew she was that great.
"Since birth Andra has not been accepted, do not make the child the same fate as Little Andra." Nay knew Andra's fear so he chose Syifra to hate her for leaving when she was hurt.
"What if I told Delon this, his mother would definitely kill him. That kid is young, he has to go to school and chase dreams, I will ruin his future." Syifra's cry broke because the child born would be a disaster.
Syifra also feared that she might be in charge as a mother and father, raising her son alone.
"I have to how Kanaya is, what should I do? Why is my life so unlucky that it falls on this boy!" Syifra's body was sitting limp, unable to hold back his cries.
Naya was silent for quite a while, leaving the weeping Syifra wailing all over her wounds.
Naya waddles her body using an air shower thinking what to do if she is in Syifra's position.
"Oh my god, what should I say if everything Syifra thinks is true. What should she do?" Nay slammed his head against the wall several times.
More than two hours later, Nay was in the bathroom, thinking Syifra was gone after being abandoned, but Syifra was sleeping on the floor barefoot.
"What is this, why do I have to watch this too?" Nay helps Syifra stand up, cradling her into the room to sleep.
The blanket covering Syifra's body allowed her to sleep soundly after being satisfied with crying. It must be hard to strengthen yourself.
Naya silently looked at her phone, looking at Delon's number. Hope Naya Delon will contact her, ascertaining what Nay said earlier.
"If he has a good side he should be contacting, but until eleven o'clock at night there's no news." Nay sat at the dresser for an hour.
Unable to sleep, Nay silently looked at her face in the mirror, andra's message about business was ignored.
Naya's head turned towards the clock that had shown at two o'clock, her hope to help Syifra did not get a good response from Delon.
"Here you go, I better get some sleep." The call on Nay's phone was heard, Nay's smile was seen answering the phone.
"Why is this hour you haven't slept?" delon asked in a heavy voice.
"You're drunk, or you just found out the truth."
"Tell me if it's a lie, what you said was wrong."
Naya reiterates her words, Nay's goal is not to hurt Delon's feelings, nor is there any intention of distracting the mind.
Maybe Delon was angry with the circumstances, had not received the separation of his mother and father let alone his mother chose to marry again.
"Sometimes our family household can't be the same as people, it's better to see life apart and start a new story than to survive a relationship that can't be maintained anymore." For Naya Delon to still be lucky, she could see both her parents, one side there that did not have one even both of them had to stay alive.
"The man was not a good man, he abandoned his wife's child. Until whenever I can't take it" said Delon, who hated his stepfather.
"I've met a more violent father, he beat his son almost lost his life, locked him up and dragged him over to command the bodyguard. Do you believe he's a good father now?" Om Agam is just unlucky and cannot be patient but it is never too late to improve.
Their relationship is not coercive but likes the same, at that time Delon was apprenticed in Andra company and always studied with Syifra.
"You don't want to be responsible?"
"I can't, my future is long and they'll just be my burden. I just can't take responsibility for myself yet, so how is it responsible for him and the kid?"
"Syifra doesn't demand you he knows this is what you're going to say, if it's your decision then do it. One thing you have to remember Delon, regret won't bring things back." Naya understands that Delon's future is long, but no one thinks the fate of the baby is much longer.
Naya's call is dead, Nay's head banged on the makeup table his cries are heard for not being able to do anything.
Shadows of wounds and pain rattled, Nay's chest was tight thinking about other people's problems, but that was how he was carried away by the atmosphere of other people's wounds.
"Why haven't you slept, Kanaya?"
"I can't help you, what's the fate of the boy?" Nay cried until his body trembled.
Syifra's smile was heard rubbing his back slowly should he not have to cry something that was not the case.
"Have you always been like this, meddling and getting hurt because of someone else's problems?" syifra's laughter could be heard wiping away Naya's tears.
"Time will go on, it is unexpected that the baby will be born. What do you want to do?"
"I can do anything, rather than destroy someone else's future more for me to be a single parent." Syifra knew everything that was going on was wrong.
"I can't give you Andra" said Nay, who has been waiting for Andra for more than eight years.
"I can't be with him either, he has a family and loves other people. I won't make it difficult for Andra, she deserves a better woman. It was my fault for slapping her sister, fighting with her mother, hurting the woman in her heart, my fault for relating to others when there was her" said Syifra, who regretted her actions, but not realizing it all started with his fault.
Nay's hand touched Syifra's enlarged belly, the child that Syifra was born with was not wrong. He didn't know anything wasn't supposed to bear the burden either.
"Nay don't force Delon, he needs time to mature and achieve his dream, let him."
"Emh, but I'm sure he'll regret it." Naya hugged Syifra.
"May I ask you something?"
"What, I hope it's not that hard." Nay wiped Syifra's tears.
"Go back to Andra, all this time she's been saving my longing for people I don't know, but now understand why she loves you so much." Syifra's embrace can closely feel if Naya is a good woman.
Smile both are seen, Naya asks Syifra to continue to survive and forget what the wound is. Most importantly she and her baby are healthy.
"Don't fight alone, there's me and Andra who will accompany you."
"Thank you Naya, I know you'll say that, but I don't want to make things difficult" said Syifra, who could not accept Naya's help.
The vibration of Syifra's cell phone is heard, Andra calling him in the middle of the night makes Syifra unpleasant to Nay who saw it.
The call was turned off, until three times Nay who answered looked at Syifra who was silent.
"Where are you Syifra, why did the hotel call me said you were out of the hotel" Andra said, speaking coldly.
"I went to see Naya" he replied.
"How dare you touch her, my whole life will never forgive you. Why are you making it hard on me, why?"
"Dra, was I never in your heart, was there only Naya. I may ask this when I know the answer." Syifra's laughter was heard asking Andra not to think badly.
Andra knows Syifra is a good person, everyone has mistakes and has made mistakes, but there is a chance to fix everything.
Seeing Syifra's current state, he was definitely worried, but there were things that Andra could not do.
"I care about you, but I can't go back. I want to live with the person I've always wanted, don't force me to come back just out of caring" Andra asked Syifa to return to the hotel.
Syifra's smile is visible, turning the call into a video showing the face of Naya sitting at the dressing table.
The call dies immediately, Andra calls Naya, but Naya turns off the call refusing to answer.
"Kanaya open, you don't misunderstand me not sleeping instead think of Syifra, open Nay." The door slingshot sounded because Nay turned off the bell.
"It turns out he was sleeping in the apartment" Naya murmured out of the room with Syifra.
The door opens, Syifra smiles to see Andra, but Andra kneels before Naya, not only has her love been accepted.
"Why are you two here?" Andra sat on the floor leaning against him at Naya's feet.
"I should have asked why you're here?" Nay squinted his eyes.
"Can we stay here?" ask Syifra.
Naya and Andra nodded simultaneously, Syifra's smile visible. Until she gives birth it may be troublesome for Naya and Andra.
"Why not take responsibility? If Om Agam I won't allow it, but if his son is okay." Andra turned towards Naya.
"He's still in college, not ready to be a father" Naya replied.
"You're ready to be a mother, call her Naya's mother." Andra grimaced in pain as her back was kicked by Naya.
Syifra was shocked to see Naya and Andra playing rough, not hesitating to hit each other. How confusing.
"Don't be surprised, we are indeed mortal enemies, there are no friendly words in our lives." Andra's head leaned back.
Nay asked Syifra to sit down, they had to prepare a name, check the contents of each month, prepare clothes, baby utensils.
"Nay aren't you busy with office work?" ask Andra.
"Sit's Andra." Andra's mouth was closed forcibly.
"Nay I'm only five months old, I can still work."
"Don't be too forced, leave first because Andra can finance your life during the holidays until your child is ten years old." Naya records everything that is needed.
"Crazy, why that long? Why am I the one who suffers, especially when we have five children, the news is I have to bear six?" Andra disagrees.
Andra's mouth was squeezed, Nay had no interest in having five children. She is not a cat that can give birth to five children in ten years.
"Do you two like to fight?"
"I told you that Andra used to like bullying she didn't hesitate to hurt women" Naya said.
"Where I am, I only often fight with you, where to lose again." Andra's laughter rattled Nay's hair.
"Isn't my son stressed seeing you two?" Syifra frowned.
Naya and Andra look at each other, Nay smiles because Syifra does not know if Alis is in the apartment maybe his voice can make the building vibrate.
Plus Erin is emotional, Nay is also dizzy if her apartment is full of chatty women.
"Do you seriously want to stay here?" ask Andra.
"I don't know Dra, because it doesn't taste as good as Om Agam. He is struggling to get home" said Syifra, who did not want to destroy the household because he was accused of being a perpetrator.
"I'll persuade Delon, he'll have to take responsibility." Andra will guarantee the life of Syifra and his son.
"Don't Dra, his mother doesn't like me. Their family's in a mess, Delon's mother's hopes her future shouldn't be ruined."
"Yes, take care of him Nay. My emotions are hooked." Both of Andra's hands squeezed her head imagining Delon's face.
Naya clasped Syifra's hand, asking to stay together until Syifra was ready. Nay doesn't mind if there's a baby.
Syifra tears down apologizing for having to ask for help because Syifra has no one but Andra and now she relies on Naya.
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