
-◈ Floryn ◈-
Not waiting for a long time, news of my relationship with brother Rama has spread in Hardiswara High School.
Damn, why did Brother Rama have to kiss me at that time.
That was first kiss for me. Not to mention, he kissed me in front of the PKS members and some students who were misfortune.
They'll think that I've had intercourse before going out with her.
My good name must have been smeared in High School. Moreover, I am the vice chairman of PKS at school.
Ah, just die me.
At first I liked Rama. Besides being handsome, he had a good nature. He's the PMR chairman and often helps students who pass out, including me.
Rama is also a basketball captain. He was very active in school activities. A lot of girls idolize him, including me.
I used to faint during the ceremony, it wasn't intentional. I'm not used to breakfast.
If I had breakfast before school, my stomach would hurt.
This is a habit that cannot be imitated, yes.
I often fainted and brother Rama helped me a lot. I'm really happy, because someone I like is helping me.
Maybe Brother Rama thought I was deliberately not sarapa and passed out during the ceremony to meet him.
No, but. Just consider it an advantage, hehe.
This love that initially appeared turned into a sense of annoyance, anger, hatred, and disgust, when he found out that he was a member of the gang.
Not only that, there is also news, if brother Rama often, playing women.
I can't imagine how many women have slept with him.
So, I decided not to like him anymore, but he kissed me in front of other students when he came to school.
Teacher BK also scolded us, complete already this misfortune.
When I was punished for respecting the flag, I fainted again. Why would I faint at a time like this?
And all I know about Shica, Rama's brother who helped me and took me to the hospital.
Once strong enough, I was ushered home by Rama and Shica.
In the afternoon, Rama's brother called me to come to the circuit and see him race.
However, the chairman met him, someone smothered my mouth from behind using a handkerchief.
There was a scent that burst into my nose from the handkerchief. I felt my muscles go limp and I don't know what happened.
Everything's dark.
When I came to my senses, my body was tied up and lying on a sofa of considerable size.
This must be the growth of Brother Rama!
The man stood at the door and approached me and forced me to be his girlfriend.
He threatened me with his kiss, so I would take it.
I should be happy, right? But, no!
He's a disgusting man. My virginity may be lost if I date her!
But, the threat is terrible, he won't let me out of this room, if I don't accept it.
He's gonna get me out, but he's not a virgin.
He's nuts! I'm afraid! Moreover, my body is in a weak state like this.
He's a member of the PMR who certainly knows any kind of drug and one of the things that makes me like this.
"Yes! I want!" My yelling.
A happy expression emanated on the face of Brother Rama. He brought his face closer and kissed my lips for how many times.
I held her chest with both of my limp hands. Why is he still doing this, even though I have accepted his love!
A liar!
I screamed for help, hoping that anyone would help me.
"No one will help you. This my turf. Just save your voice for a sigh later."
Brother Rama tore off the shirt I was wearing, freaking me out even more.
"Sister Rama, don't do this." I squeezed him.
However, he did not pay attention. He's still ripping my shirt off. I try to keep my clothes.
"You're not powered until tomorrow morning."
I was surprised to hear his words. I cried in fear.
What if Rama really did it?
My parents could be disappointed in me!
Now my shirt has escaped. I'm sure he can see my stomach and chest now.
"Sister Rama, I have accepted you. Why do you renege on your promise" I cried.
Brother Rama grinned sinisterly, "I do not promise. Now I'm on. Let's just go ahead, yeah."
I shook my head when Brother Rama kissed my neck. I cried and tried to hit her shoulder.
"Sister Rama. I hate you!" My tears.
"I love you" sighed Rama in his kiss.
"Sister Rama! No!" I screamed as she took off the jeans I was wearing.
If I get naked in front of him, it's embarrassing.
"It turns out you're prettier like this" said brother Rama, looking at me with hunger.
I really did not wear a single thread in front of him. The man widened my thighs, making me feel even more ashamed.
He positioned his body between my thighs.
I feel so insulted by his abuse. My face feels hot. For the first time there was a man who saw me not wearing clothes.
And in this position, I can't bear to have you kill him if you can!
I shook my head when I saw Brother Rama taking off his shirt. His body looked so stocky and there were box-shaped indentations on his stomach.
I'm ashamed to see him like that.
Does he have no shame?
No, because he often shows his body in front of the women who spend the night with him.
Brother Rama rubbed my stomach gently. There was a strange swish that made me feel soaring.
"Your skin is smooth white, I like it. Your sweat also smells like it makes me want to lick you." Brother Rama really licked my stomach.
I held her head and tried not to make the slightest sound.
Maybe for him, making a girl fall was an easy thing. Rama can make them bow and enjoy his deed.
His hands were getting down, and my common sense came back. I don't want to fall for him. I can't be a cheap woman and a second-hand.
I begged and shouted, so that he wouldn't continue. My cries and my cries were not cared for by him.
"Why refuse the taste? Accept and enjoy." Brother Rama sighs disgusting.
When he looked down, he looked surprised. I close my thighs.
Just be right! He saw!
Aarrggghhh! I just hit him in the face!
Why does this damn drug make me get nothing?!
"Are you really a virgin?" Ask with a stupid expression.
I didn't answer, he should have known through my refusal.
Brother Rama took his jacket and covered my body, "I think, you've...."
I kicked his chest, "Damn it! You threatened me! And you should know, I'm not that girl!"
Brother Rama caught my foot, "If you are a virgin, save it for our wedding."
Whahuh?
Marry her?
Not want!
I was harmed if I married her!
"It's important to be my girlfriend, don't get close to anyone, or I'll take it by force."
"Why are you so pushy?!" I grumbled annoyed at him.
"Didn't you force me to be your girlfriend?" Brother Rama took his shirt and put it back on.
"That was!"
Brother Rama approached and pulled again his jacket that covered my body, "Refusing to be my girlfriend? I'll continue with that one. What could a weak girl do because of the medicine?"
I was silent, unable to say anything.
I stared at the back of Rama's brother who was getting away and disappeared behind the door.
A glimpse of that memory came up while I was reading the History book.
The look of hatred from my classmates made me uneasy. Those who idolize the brother of Rama must hate me.
I-i know.
Let it.
After school, Rama was waiting for me. He told me to go home with him when he picked me up this morning.
I got on the bike.
"Where's Shica?" I asked when the bike drove out of the school area.
"Together with his girlfriend" replied Brother Rama.
Silent.
I'm still pissed at him. So, I don't want to talk much.
"I'm sorry, Foryn." Brother Rama suddenly said that.
I don't intend to answer. Will I forgive her so easily?
I almost died of fright yesterday!
"Floryn?" Tegur brother Rama.
"What?" I responded with a sniffle.
"I'm sorry, I think. racer girls like you. play around with male racers, so...."
So, she thinks I'm the girl who, uh, shit.
Didn't she threaten yesterday to take my virginity, if I don't accept it!
He is. ah, I want to kill him now!
"Floryn?"
"What?"
"Do you want to forgive me?" Ask again.
"Yesterday I forgave you and you almost drove me crazy with what you did." I replied with a grumbling tone.
Rama laughed, "I haven't slept with a pretty girl in a long time, so my maleness came back when I saw you."
Without shame, he said that?
Is this really with the son of the honorable Mahali family?
Maddened.
"From now on don't call me brother" said Brother Rama.
"Why?" My toot.
"I'm not your brother!" Answer Rama ketus.
Yeah, you're not my brother, and I don't want to have a sister like you.
Lord, give patience to Shica who is destined to have a sister like this.
"Call Rama, I'll have your girlfriend now."
Boyfriends.
Yeah, I know.
"Don't race anymore" said Rama.
Why why anyway? I'm just racing, not 'playing' in bed like him.
I really want to say that.
"Why?" I choose to summarize my question.
"Circuits are very dangerous for women. It is not a place for women" said brother Rama.
Is he worried about me?
"Bed is more dangerous" I said slowly. However, I'm sure he can still hear me.
Sure enough, I heard Rama grieving.
"Bed is not dangerous."
Whatever.
"Then stop playing girls" I said flatly.
"Why? Jealousy?"
"I'm going to stop racing, you have to stop playing girls, Rama." For the first time I called Rama.
"If I don't get satisfaction from women, what should I do? Are you going to make me satisfied? Just opened the clothes you've been crying and screaming like you're going to die right then and there" said Rama.
"Stop playing girls, or stop being a gang member?" Threatened I wouldn't budge. He was also a threat.
Rama smiled, I could see him through the rearview mirror that pointed at his face.
"I hear, IPS children are very good at talking. They are difficult lawyers to argue with, even if the teacher is debating them."
I don't intend to respond.
"Are all IPS kids like that?" Ask Rama.
"IPS kids are more than that. They not only learn theory, they also learn many things related to social, social interaction. That's why, why many organizations are controlled by IPS children." I said that, because that's the truth.
"You're racist too, huh?"
"I'm not racist, basically, want IPA or IPS, both have advantages and disadvantages. That's it, no comparison."
Rama rubbed his brownish-black hair, "I'm discussing our relationship, why discuss anything else?"
"I just want you to be a good man, as I thought before." I confirmed my wish.
"I'm like this, Floryn. If I change because of you, it means I have no stance. I'm a gang member with principles."
What else can I say?
"But, I respect you as my girlfriend, so I won't go near another woman."
Deg
I was really surprised to hear that. Is he serious?
What is this feeling? Am I starting to love him again?
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The day passed quickly following the hour hand. Rama and I are getting closer, he's showing a good change.
Not playing girls anymore, because the reason already has a boyfriend, which is me.
I don't race anymore either. Rama still races and becomes a member of the gang.
I don't mind that, rather than her having to play girls, do I?
My relationship with Shica is also good. She is a very nice girl and wants to be friends with anyone. He also did not hesitate to scold his brother, if his brother made me sad.
Since dating Rama, I have become close to the Mahali family.
They are not as bad as people tell them. Rama's father was kind and caring, though cold and jutek impressed. Her beautiful and friendly mother Rama also makes anyone comfortable being around her.
Many people give skewed judgments about the Mahali family.
Right now, I'm with Rama at a cafe. While waiting for the order, we talked lightly.
"We're heading towards the end of the semester. Soon there will be many UAS, activities in the organization will also decrease. But, don't let our relationship get into trouble, or break up."
I just nodded.
Yeah, the busiest point is this month.
After returning from the cafe, Rama drove me home. He stopped the bike in front.
"Thank you for spending time with me today" he said.
I nodded, then passed, but he pulled my hand. I stopped and looked at him.
Rama brought his face closer and kissed my lips gently.
I don't know why, I kissed her back. It only happens for a few moments. I let go of our lip link.
"Do your parents exist?" Rama asked, looking at my house.
My feelings are not good, why would he ask that?
"They're out of town" I replied.
Rama kissed my lips again, "See you tomorrow, be careful at home."
I smiled, "I should have said be careful."
Rama nodded and drove his motorbike away from my house.
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September 2nd, 2016
Ucu Irna Marhamah's