la lost you
ranaa's first kiss

three days later I visited the palace just to get to the library, my steps were so quick regardless of the surroundings. there's a lot I want to know from what I've heard about miss dafna's daughter that makes me even more convinced that this has something to do with me in this place.

my hands were busy searching for the books that the Princess of miss dafna read frequently, and I found only two of the exact same titles recounted by miss dafna from the many titles of books she had read.

my eyes looked around trying to find a seat and after finding it I started to read it. This book is related to physics but this book is peppered with magical elements that I think do not make sense. I turned the book over, but my brain couldn't digest it any further. I took the next book and started reading one by one and what made me talk no longer was the language used in addition to the images on each page that was very difficult to understand.

I closed the page of the last book I read, and my mind began to show me how to meet Ranaa. my feet rushed to get away from this place with the two books I had read but I did not even understand them at all.

**

the unexpected turned out to be in front of me, who else if not the shutter that I was looking for

"what wind is it that brings you to the porous?" ranaa asked as she approached me

"i need help" I said

"help?" ranaa stopped and looked at me with her sharp eyes

"i'm serious this time"

"what would you ask for help?"

I flicked the two books to the front of his face, the face of the reflex shutter shifted backward.His head moved sideways as if to give a question mark of the intent of me giving the book to him.

slowly taking the book that was in my grasp while looking at me sharply, maybe he felt that I was looking strange today.

"i don't know what the book means, I don't know any language anyway.who knows" I said as I crossed my arms around my chest.

ranaa turned the book upside down and noticed it with her lips rising upwards and opened it up.

"i've learned this script, but I can't promise to translate it perfectly" he said

"puffttt ok, if so later I will buy food treat deh. whatever you want to eat" I said trying to persuade ranaa to help me

"hmm. I still think about it" while rubbing the back of his head.

"okay new archery" haggled me again

ranaa simply frowned while playing the book she was holding.

"keep what?" I still can't guess Ranaa's wish

"it's enough to come with me to the festival in the next town" he said with a big smile

I just fell silent while staring blankly at Ranaa

"okay if you don't want to, you can ask someone else" Ranaa gave the book to me lag

"ehhh ga, ok I am temenin, but there are conditions" I said feeling lethargic with the request for ranaa

ranaa's eyebrows shot up as if asking for an answer

"greater than 4 hours"

"the 4-hour princess just ran out on the street, you know?"

"6 hours, 4 hours on the 2-hour street at the festival"

"the return is not counted" added ranaa

"okay 10 hours !!"

"but I'm sure it won't be enough for the size of the festival" Ranaa just laughed and I stared at her cynically

**

The night began to greet me back but this time I returned with ranaa who will take me to the house of miss dafna. I have made an appointment to stay at his house tonight.

"ranaa" I said blankly as I walked through the city

ranaa just turned her head and blinked her eyes as if giving a yes answer to me

"thank you"

"for what?" ask her

"to always be with me, to always be ready to help me" my smile

"sometimes I think about accepting and not wanting to find a way out of this place, but I realize that we have another life out there" I said, ranaa suddenly stopped her slow steps and fell silent with her blank look

"i just want to get back home" I said again, my tears starting to fall

"arham?" ask her and look towards me

I looked at her with eyes glazed by my tears, my head bowed and my hands tried to wipe my tears on my cheeks.

"do you remember everything?" ask ranaa again

"your life? where'd you come from?" the question came from Ranaa again

I just nodded slowly, my body fell as if helpless and cried as it was. Ranaa held me in her arms around her chest, her hands stroking my hair trying to win me over. my sobs do not stop as the night goes on.

**

ranaa bangs me on her back, I just stay all the way as well as ranaa. steps then stop at the orange concrete fence with a brown door.

"want me to take you inside?" bargained for

I just quietly went down and removed the hand collar from his neck.The eyes look very tired and moody.

"again thank you" I said with a smile and held both of her shoulders. Ranaa just smiled and closed her eyes.

"hurry to go inside and rest, I want you tomorrow there is energy to find transportation back home" he said as he lifted the two books earlier.

 "you have to come" I said. Ranaa kept quiet for a long time and then looked at me with a smile to taste

without thinking for a long time my lips lay on his lips and hugged him and Ranaa did not refuse him

"i'm coming to your house" I said again

"you?"

without wanting to hear any longer questions I immediately admired, I understood what Ranaa wanted to ask.

**

ranaa lit a fire to warm me up, I who was wrapped in a blanket and sat lying on the sofa just fell silent while looking at her. then ranaa headed towards me and sat beside me while crossing her arms at both snorts, then ranaa headed towards me, ranaa looked at me and smiled.

"you're making a decision too soon" Ranaa turned her gaze toward the campfire

"why should I get tired of running just to chase after the person I never loved" I stared deep

"i've been fretting about this for a long time, but it's as if I don't want to know. I'm sorry I didn't realize who really loved me" I continued

"don't take after everything we've put together and fought for suddenly makes you change your mind to come back again"

"i don't want your plan this time you're your impingement" Rana turned to me

"ranaa you.." My words paused

"hmm.." still staring at me

"you know what I'm talking about !!!"

"understand"

"what?"

"you broke up with Arham and want to go back home just because he's the same sprain, right?"

I fell silent and looked at Ranaa annoyed

"you ah!" I pulled my blanket and dropped my head on the pillow by throwing my face away from the shutter.

"he slept there!" ranaa said, I threw another pillow at her head

"aishh !!!" he grumbled while holding a pillow in his left hand and his right hand rubbed his head

the night passed the more we spent time together in the living room with a dim campfire that began to burn.

"thank you for the kiss, this is the first one" said Ranaa slowly.he thought that I had fallen asleep, I just smiled.