la lost you
Bereft

I looked around, this place was full of trees and beautiful flower plants.20 meters from my seat was a river that splashed water.

The maids in the corner were busy with their work, some were busy looking at the damaged plants, and some were busy with their brooms.

Afsoon approached me with an arham with a smile. I got up from my seat.

“my task is done, Mr. Arham. It's time I go” afsoon said to arham.

“well, thank you for helping me bring him to palas” arham replied with a smile and raised his hand towards the shoulder afsoon.

“they chat with a fellow formal really” I said in my heart.

“okee kayla see you again” said afsoon as she waved her hand.

“ya, thanks” said I just threw a thin smile.

Afsoon started leaving us both. Arham and I look awkward with each other. I sat back down and Arham just stared the other way while rubbing the back of his neck.

“puffttt...” I exhaled deeply.

Arham started looking at me.

“don't be awkward, kemaren also usual aj” I said insinuating.

“there are many things I want to know from this place, where I come from and what happened before” I said while staring at the river “honestly I am rich in the dream room, I lost my memory, but strangely I believe the same rich stranger you” my connection.

Arham sat next to me looking at me.

“it is difficult to explain one by one from the beginning, but I clearly do not know the process can happen so aja kay. I actually found you lying in the middle of the meadow where at that time, I was looking for my missing sister”

Arham slid his back into the chair, his hands starting to hold together. His eyes were looking towards the river.

“this is a funny situation I lost my sister who could never come back, and suddenly I got you”.

I stared at Arham as I bit the tip of my lip. I feel guilty for asking Arham my problem.

“sorry about it” I said slowly.

“I'm just confused by my life” my tears are dripping slowly.

Arham smiled as he clasped my right hand.

“my sister is your age she's a girl. His height, size, skin color, eyes and lips, even his way of speaking is the same as you. What distinguishes is maybe you guys from a different world”

I'm silent “different world?” I said in my heart.

“she's been missing since five days before I found you. And after that there are residents of berdine come to the palace, you tidings if she saw my sister in the forest nalowale”

“hah.” arham chuckle.

“but I didn't find him. time seemed to tell, so we stopped running. The whole forest we've seen”

Tears of arham falling wet the grip of our hands. “but ga no”.

My cry became more and more, my hand gripped.

“surely she is happy, surely she is proud to have a sister like you” I said while looking at arham.

“gak kay, you're wrong”

“you mean?” my many.

“i'm a stupid brother, a brother who can't take care of his own sister” arham bowed his head. His hand still holds mine.

“kalo aja at that time he never permission to join the hunt, will not be kegini”

“arham...” I said wept.

“all that happens is not our will, as well as the loss of your sister, everything is not entirely your fault.”.

“I believe one day you will surely meet your sister. He's not missing, he's definitely back. I'm sure god must have protected him, right?” I looked at him with a smile.

Arham looked at me, nodded his head and smiled as he put his right hand together to reach our grasp.

"sorry I was too focused on my sister until I forgot you were in trouble too" Arham said.

"ahhh. if not that I won't know anyway I don't want anything. So I have to be confused as well" I said with a small laugh.

"kay.." call arham slowly.

"hemm huh?" i'm weaning.

"in the palace there are people who can deal with problems like you gini. maybe you can"

"do you mean you want to take me to the shaman?"

"he's not a kay shaman" arham muttered.

"he's some kind of doctor who can.."

"psychologist" I said cut off the arham talk.

"psychologist? a sec?"

"it's kind of like a doctor with mental health problems that people have" I said.

"but this is different kay" arham remained insistent.

"so what kind?" I said.

"later we meet the person" replied Arham.

The atmosphere began to calm down, only the sounds of birds, the splashing of water in the river and the breeze blowing.

arham and I don't talk to each other anymore, but our hands haven't come off.

"sometimes I feel like I don't believe in my own life.I feel like I'm alone, no one believes in me. I feel like a lot of people are not fair with my life" I started the conversation again.

The servants seemed to notice us sitting together in a long golden chair near a very lush tree.

"and suddenly now I meet you who I thought was a commoner, but you're the one I never thought I'd be, you who when I meet I immediately believe and take me to a safe place, you are even trying to make sure I am okay, and say many things when I need to. though you are a famous person can you just tell your men to nganter me where it is, but you are different. I feel really strange hahaha" continued me while laughing.

"Life is full of surprises" continued Arham complete.

I just smiled and so did the arham.we leaned each other's shoulders on the chair and looked at the almost dark sky showing her beautiful colors.

tonight I will stay for a while in the palace until I decide where to go whether it will last long or not.

To be honest, I felt awkward when tonight I had to sit down with the king and the arham for dinner, and so did his wife, I was like a stranger.

**

All waiters are busy arranging the dining table. There are many types of food served from heavy food to fresh fruits have been prepared.

the king and queen were at the dinner table with a man I did not know.

arham led me to the dinner table.I walked a bit slowly, honestly I was afraid there was something wrong with me.

when I got near the dinner table, Arham started to introduce myself.

"dad, mother.it's kayla" Arham told his parents.

the king, the queen and the man turned towards us both. The queen looked startled and put her hands on her chest.

The king was silent, and so was the man.I slightly retreated and nervous, occasionally staring at the spy. But arham held me back, his hand clasped mine.

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