Laa Tahzan
13. wedding preparations
"Don't keep remembering it in front of me. I'm hurt"
Alysa Azzahra's
"Hmmm, how do we conceptualize our marriage?" Alysa asked boldly to Faiz who looked dreamy staring blankly at her Mobile.
"Mass???? " Call Alysa Again, but there is still no answer from Faiz. He is still at home with his daydreams, his dragons are with Alysa but his mind is far away floating somewhere.
Alysa also tried to dare to see the mobile phone in Faiz's hand. He was immediately speechless to see a photo of a very beautiful, even perfect woman that He was surprised that maybe Adibah.Alysa felt Faiz still could not forget all his memories with Adibah.
"Hmmm Mom?! " Tanya Alysa again stopped faiz daydreaming. There was a slight vibration in his tone of speech. Although not married, but somehow Alysa felt sick to see the right.
"ohh, hmm yes Alysa? What was? " Faiz woke up from his daydreams and immediately turned off his phone, and moved from his seat.
Alysa was silent and felt a deeper tightness in her heart.He often thought, Does faiz really want to marry her because of love or something else. But all those bad thoughts she tepis and bweusaha Husnudzan to her prospective husband.
"What wedding concept do you want? " Tanya Faiz suddenly approached her.
"As for you, I will accept it with pleasure" said Alysa trying to hold back the wound.
"Alysa, you know what? In the past, I And Adibah one opinion in stopping the concept of our marriage.However, after he was not there I so do not want to use that concept in our marriage" said Faiz honestly, he knew it would hurt Alysa. But if Alysa only wants the Concept, it is likely Faiz who is the one who is open because he recalls the memory of his memories together with his Adibah that has died from the earth.
Alysa can only look down, I don't know what she's feeling right now. Everyone felt so tired, his heart, his mind. Somehow Alysa thought she would be happy with Faiz in filing for their marriage which was only a matter of days. But Faiz always remembered Adibah. He said, Alysa has a lot in common in choosing the concept of marriage as what Adibah wants.
Which woman's heart doesn't hurt is treated that way. But Alysa can only quietly hide her tears. Until he was at his tired point, Alysa was no longer strong. The dam of tears is ready to plunge into his cheeks. He ran to the toilet and wiped his tears. But instead of stopping, he was crying.
"Hiks hiks hyks Why does it all feel sore O Allah "By crying he looks at himself to the glass, while dialoguing with his reflection in front of the mirror.
"Hey Alysa, why are you weak like this? Why are you crying? Whyaaaa? Hix hyx"
Until he remembered a single word that made himself smile withstanding the grievous wound
"Laa Tahzan Alysa, Innallaha ma'ana" instantly her beautiful smile began to be seen on her pretty face. He knows this all feels painful. He knows, Faiz has not completely forgotten all his stories with Adibah. Faiz must have felt the same pain even more. But why did he even cut a wound to Alysa?
He washed his face which was very pale in sight. Not pale from crying, but Alysa may be tired on the way today. Alysa and Faiz today are preparing their wedding equipment. Maybe Alysa is so exhausted.
He walked toward Faiz, but his vision blurred
And Already unable to support her weight, Alysa fainted.
Faiz who saw that was shocked, Alysa's face looked very pale, her hands were also very cold. Faiz was forced to carry Alysa because it was in a very emergency to get to his car.
Faiz drove at a fairly high speed, but was careful. I don't know why he felt so guilty towards Alysa. In addition to Alysa's pale face, so it is also damp because of crying. Faiz felt guilty for always talking about himself and Adibah to Alysa. He knew for sure, Alysa was disappointed about it. But somehow his mouth and heart did not want to reject the memories with Adibah.
"I'm sorry Alysa "sluff her softly
He called Radit in a very worried voice. A few minutes later radit came while bringing a bouquet of flowers and fruits.
"Why do you bring all the flowers? " Tanya Faiz cynically
"Wait a minute, before I answer I want it to lo. Why Alysa could faint like this. You make him take care of all your weddings? Radit asked intensely
"Alysa may be just soy sauce, I also help him make ready all his. I wouldn't let him work alone. But I'm wrong Dit, I always bring up about Adibah in front of Alysa. I can't bear Dit, his eyes are as moist as possible because of that" Faiz said
"Lo, why that stuff? The heart of the woman is weak men, can only cry when they are broken heart or again upset. May Alysa be well, Lo calm down" Radit told Faiz
The doctor who examined Alysa came and approached Faiz and Radit.
"How's it going Doc? Is it okay? " Tanya Faiz
"Mother Alysa was okay, Just too much work and stress from thinking about something that makes her body weak. Patients should not be brought home for a while. Let him rest in the hospital first"
"oh, yes doctor thank you very much doc" said Faiz sincerely
"i can go in, right, Doc? "ask faiz back
"Please, I'll excuse you first" the doctor immediately left Faiz and Radit.
"Gue wants to see Alysa dit"
Faiz and Radit enter Alysa's room. Alysa with a pale face lay bees in the hospital bed.
"Dit, her face is so pale, I can't bear it. It's all because of me" Faiz said
"Udah, you wait for him to wake up . This is the fruit and flowers, when he wakes up later, you can give flowers to him so that the wound in his heart is slightly treated" Radit gave the fruit and flowers in his hand to Faiz.
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