Laa Tahzan
1.Alysa Azzahra's

Many women want to be missed by Heaven, but many of these women who are not even to be missed by heaven, just smell the fragrance of heaven she can not afford.

Under the twilight sky Alysa cried, Hendra the man who had been 4 years dating her decided herself unilaterally. Alysa did not accept her decision because Hendra said she had been betrothed to her parents' friend's son.

Arriving home, Alysa shut herself in her room. At home there is only bi-ijah, while both Alysa's parents go out of town because they are busy with their respective jobs. He had a whole family, but he felt he had no one to love him in this world.

"non Alysa, eat first.. Aunty has made her favorite food non" from earlier bi ijah tried to persuade Alysa to eat, but Alysa still did not want to open the door of her room...

"Non, Auntie put her food here yes, if non want to eat non can take on this table" It seems like a greenish bi how to persuade Alysa to eat.

"Life is not fair, why should I be born on this earth ? Free I exist, no one loves me!" Alysa was crying in her room. He threw everything nearby. He continues to blame fate for what happened to him.

With her thoughts shattered, Alysa took a piece of paper from her closet drawer and wrote a letter that she put on her mattress. Bi Ijah, the only person who still cares about his health. Actually, he did not have the heart to leave his house, because he had been entrusted to the hijah bi. Alysa is sure her parents will be furious with Bi Ijah because Alysa is leaving the house.

"Mafin Alysa bi, Alysa pamit" Alysa then went and left the letter on her bed.

23:00 Alysa walked alone on the dark streets, due to the lack of light.  With a blank gaze he traced every one of those deserted streets. He remembered not eating since morning, Cuisine that was put bi-ijah on the table he did not touch. Alysa is starving, she also just realized she forgot to bring her wallet and just brought some of her clothes.

His tears were flowing, he really felt that not a single person cared about him. Random Hair, and its appearance may already be like a bum. Until he passed through a fried rice stall, his stomach again sounded from hunger.

"I'm hungry" she said inwardly with her sobs still clearly heard.

Suddenly a woman approached him. She sat down near Alysa.

" It's late at night, son, why are you out? Where is your home? Mother inter, huh? " softly, the woman asked him to speak.

Alysa's cry broke again, She didn't know what to say to the woman. The woman panicked to see Alysa crying sobbing. He then gets closer to his sitting position with Alysa and holds Alysa in his arms.

"Why are you, son? You can tell mom. You do not cry tuh see the beauty is reduced" With sweet mother that treats her, when they had just met for the first time. The woman's sad gaze made Alysa feel at ease in her embrace. Suddenly a rumbling sound came from Alysa's stomach.

"You haven't eaten yet, son? We eat together yaa... Come with me" Alysa agreed to walk behind the woman

Although she had only met for the first time, Alysa felt very comfortable being next to the woman. They also headed for the fried rice stall not far from where they were sitting earlier. Alysa felt a warmth that her mother rarely gave her.

"Have you finished eating, son? " ask the woman softly. Alysa just smiled sweetly.

"Name of Umi khadijah's mother, whose name are you? "Task her back

"My name is Alysa Az-zahra Bu"

"No need to call mom, just call umi" said umi khadijah sebali stroking Alysa's messy hair.

"Thank you very much Umi"

"Dear one, you want to go home? Umi inter yaa?? " Roseful

Alysa's face was sad again. Umi Khadijah then stroked her cheek.

"Alysa wants to come home with us, Alysa wants to stay with us, Alysa does not want to go home, Alysa herself does not love Alysa" Alysa returned to tears

"Husss... Honey, don't tell me that Alysa wants to come with Umi? Umi lives in a pesantren neighborhood. Umi also taught at the Pesantren, Alysa want?? "

"Does Alysa deserve to enter the Umi pesantren environment? Look at Alysa's appearance, it's been like a bum. Alysa also doesn't have an umi veil"

"It's already midnight, the pesantren neighborhood must have been deserted.. At home umi there are many hijabs, Alysa can wear yaa" Umi Khadijah assured Alysa

Umi Khadijah also paid the fried rice. Umi Khadijah took a motorcycle, then they arrived to the boarding school. True what Umi said, the neighborhood pesantrennya already deserted. There was also only a security guard pesantren.Kemudu khadijah house which was said to be quite simple but comfortable in the area. Many Arabic calligraphy are displayed on each wall of his living room.

"Alysa rest first, son, Alysa must be tired of this guest room, not quite spacious but comfortable" said Umi while leading Alysa to her room.

"Umi well, we just met Umi for the first time already considers Alysa like an Umi child himself. Umi does not hesitate to give Alysa a place to stay. Thanks umi...Alysa can hug umi before Alysa sleeps? "Alysa felt warmth as she hugged the Umi khadijah. He also took a break on this exhausting day.

Umi tells Abah how she met Alysa. Abah did not mind accepting Alysa at her home.

The next morning Umi Khadijah entered Alysa's room to perform the morning prayers with santriah at the Al-Mukminin boarding school.

"Alysas.. Wake up son, get ready to pray at dawn first yaaa"

Alysa's face was sad again. He knew that he rarely prayed. At dawn like this, he used to sleep until noon. Mama and Papa Alysa are rarely at home, Akysa also rarely sees her parents pray.

"Why baby? "

" amma.. Alysa rarely prays Even Alysa forgets how to pray" said Alysa and lowered his head

"God dear Alysa, Umi was met with Alysa.. Slowly Umi will help Alysa become the woman in Heaven longs for"

"Does Alysa deserve to be the woman that Heaven longs for? " ask Alysa

"Worthy dear dong, umi will teach Alysa how to be a shaleha woman, patient, sincere and also be a woman who is missed by Heaven. "sincere umi said.

"Umi has a gift for Alysa, Umi hopes Alysa receives it sincerely" said Umi Khadijah while giving a fairly large box to Alysa.

Alysa opened the box. A set of mukenah, one piece of dress, plus a rather long hijab

"That's a mukenah and umi clothes, you've never worn umi you wear, baby" said Umi softly.

Alysa then shed her tears. He was so grateful to meet Umi khadijah. Umi who is not her biological mother, but treats her like a queen child.Umi Khadijah is so dear to Alysa.

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The memory when Allah reunited him with Umi Khadijah is still clearly stored in Alysa's mind. Now Alysa has become an angel of the world. Long hair that is broken has been replaced with a long hijab.now 2 months Alysa lives in the home of umi khadijah. Alysa also often teaches at the pesantren, Alysa only know about a week ago, husband Umi khadijah la the owner of the Al-Mukminin boarding school. Alysa has also told me why she left her house. He thought the Umi khadija would tell him to return home, it turned out that Umi Khadija allowed Alysa to stay in her house until whenever Alysa wanted. And Alysa's family also already know, Alysa lives in the house of umi khadijah.about 2 weeks ago Umi Khadijah accompanied Alysa to her home. And Alhamdulillah mom and dad Alysa don't mind Alysa staying at the boarding house.