
El breathed his rough breath. “Do you know Frey, if your reaction wasn't like that, maybe I'd say if what I said was serious.”
Since the question that was asked by Ghea at that time. El feels it is true if now he does not consider Freya as a friend only. There is love in it. A feeling he never realized at all.
Always being with Freya made him unaware of all that. Assume if his feelings are only the feelings of brother and sister like his feelings for Ghea and Cia. Feelings of affection for fellow friends that do grow from childhood.
If time is returned. How he tries to always be close to Fryea, indeed proves if there are actually feelings that do not describe as friends. Moreover, when Freya lived with him first in London. His attention was excessive. Unfortunately, he only realized it now.
El realized that turning friendship into romance is not that easy. He never knew what was in Freya's heart. One thing El fears is that Freya thinks of her as just a friend.
“I'm just afraid you won't accept this change of taste.”
Tired of fear, if Freya will actually stay away from him if he knows the change in his feelings so far.
Not wanting to think about what was happening in his heart, El finally chose to rest his body. Working all day made him so tired. Plus thinking about his feelings, making his brain a little need to relax.
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“Morning,” greet Freya when getting into the car. His face was so bright as the sun this morning. El who last night thought about his feelings, thought about it again. However, before he still did not dare to say it. Find the right time to talk about her changing feelings.
“Pagi.” El drove his car to Maxton's office.
“What is your job still very much?” asked Freya a moment later.
“Iya, still. You don't remember how busy I used to be.”
Freya remembered how she used to be El busy working with her friend. “If I used to be able to come with you overtime, but now I can not.” In the past when El overtime, Freya always followed after going home from college. He gets very bored at home and chooses to accompany El.
El smile. “You haven't worked before, so it's only natural.”
“Yes, you are right too. Sometimes I'm tired of working, so naturally I'm not strong to accompany you.”
“No problem. Anyway I'm also lazy you accompany me.”
Freya's eyes were round. “El,” call him while hitting El's arm.
“Iya, Sorry,” replied El. He didn't dodge Freya's punches at all.
Freya folded her hands. Installing upset mode. Actually, he's not really upset. However, sulking at El will always get him something.
“Sunday, we go sightseeing,” El said.
Freya's eyes immediately sparkled. Feeling happy when the upset mode returned to the streets.
“Good.” A smile was drawn on Freya's sweet face. Imagine she'll spend time with El.
The trip to the office turns into a lot of fun when the feeling is so happy. What's more, Freya turned on the audio and played the song. Makes him occasionally hum. Filling the fun in the car.
“El, have you ever felt happy when people noticed you?” freya asked as she recalled how happy she was yesterday to eat and go home with Al.
El thought about what made him happy. Instantly he remembered how Freya was worried about him last night. “Iya, I feel very happy.”
“What pleasure will there be love? I mean I like it?” Freya slightly justified the question.
For a moment El thought. Her pleasure was always present when she was with Freya. Her delight was present as Freya watched. It caused a liking to be present in his heart and continued on to the affection. “Iya,” replied El with certainty. Because that is what is felt.
Freya permeated what was in her heart. His feelings were happy when he was with Al, it did exist. However, he was not sure if it was an expression of his love or liking.
“Why ask so?”
“Jawab why?” cycar.
Freya is misbehaved, afraid El asks more. Lucky the car arrived at Maxton's office. Freya can avoid El.
“Meet later El,” he said while removing his seat belt.
El, who knows Freya is evading, finally pulls Freya's hand. “Don't like to dodge, explain first why ask like that?” tanyakanya. His blue eyes stared fixedly at Freya's face, making the girl before him even more misbehaved.
“I've always been the first to know about you, does it not apply?”
Turning his memory around in childhood, El was always the first person to know anything about Freya. Including Freya's ugly grades that she's hiding. Until finally, El himself taught Freya to learn. After getting good grades, El was the first person Freya told him.
“I promise I'll tell you later, not now. Because it's almost work time. You will be late if you listen to me first,” replied Freya smiling.
El saw the clock on his car dashboar. The time was at half-eight and he confirmed Freya's words. The streets are jammed and plus listening to Freya tell a story will make it late. As a superior, he does not want employees to model bad things.
“Good. This time you get away, but if you don't say it later. I'll chase you.” El released his hand grip on Freya's arm.
Freya laughed and stuck out her tongue.
“Just chase,” he said and get out of the car.
El smiled at Freya's face. Very very worrying. He drove his car back to his office. Hope the road won't get jammed and make it late.
Freya who entered the office immediately prepared to start work. This time his face was so happy. He can't wait for her to tell his friend.
“You are so happy,” ledek Luna, “what are you in love with?” tanyanya made sure.
“What cheerful person must be in love, Brother?”
“Somehow,” replied Luna while turning on her laptop.
“What does it feel like to fall in love, Brother?”
“Have you never dated?” asked Luna and Freya shook her head, making Luna laugh.
“When you fall in love, your feelings will be very happy when you are with that man. You'll feel his attention making you flutter. You always want to see her, be with her and want to spend time with her.”
Freya listened well to Luna's words. She looked into her heart as to whether she felt all that. However, unfinished he felt deeper into his feelings, Al came to greet, making him take his eyes off and focus.
Freya follows Al into Al's room. Read Al's work schedule.
“Frey, today I will teach you some things. So bring your laptop inside so you can take notes of important things.”
“Good, Sir.” Freya's out taking her laptop.
Although Al had taught him the second time, his feelings were so palpitating. But he is trying to be strong. Not wanting to ruin a study session. Because the goal of working in Al's office is to study.
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