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El could say nothing. A sudden sense of tightness enveloped his heart, so painful, that it was as if his breathing was hard.

“I feel see him as the figure of an adult man who is so charming. Makes my heart beat when I see it. Makes my body tremble with him. When he paid attention, I was so happy. Achh ... I'm in love, El.” Freya shook El's body feeling happy.

Freya's happy face, can't make El say that she loves him. El is afraid that Freya will be disappointed when her friendship is colored by love. What else is his love clapping one hand. There is no point in saying love.

Freya who was so happy to express her feelings, did not realize at all the change in El's face. He forgot to look at El's expression.

“Now it's your turn, say what you want to say.”

El was helpless. Intentioned to say if he loved her, it could not be revealed. “I just want to say if I'm going to do a lot of work, so make sure you won't bother me.” El forced his smile. Tease Freya as usual. Holding tightness in his heart.

“Oh. Take it easy, I won't bother you.” Freya smiled.

Actually I wanted to say that I'm in love with you, Frey.

“Do you know, El? I just this time felt this feeling.”

I just got this feeling too, Frey.

“I did not expect this feeling to come now, even though we have known for a long time.”

That's what I feel, Frey. I can't believe this feeling is present now.

If I could turn the clock around, I'd like to be aware of this feeling when we're in London. When we were just the two of us.

“While in London I rarely interact with Kak Al, why can I like him now.” Freya laughed at herself.

“Indeed since when do you like Al?” Although it feels crowded, El tries to be strong.

“Perhaps when starting work with Kak Al. Since I started coming home together with Kak Al.”

This time I laughed at myself. It was as if he was the one who thrust Freya at Al. However, it is useless to be regretted, because in reality Freya already said if she fell in love with Al.

“Do you believe it's love, Frey.” Whether you say selfish or not, but El is looking for a loophole.

Within a week of falling in love, El still hopes it's not love.

“I'm sure, El. I've been asking with Kak Luna about the feeling of falling in love, and I'm experiencing it all.” With her conviction, Freya explained.

El resigned, did not want to make Freya sad because he doubted that what was in his heart was love.

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After driving Freya home, El returns home. The first thing he wanted to do was refresh his body. Wishing his thoughts about today dissolved when the water splashed against his head.

However, he was wrong, because after taking a bath, he did not still think about what had happened this afternoon. Scattering his body on the bed, his eyes closed, feeling an overwhelming sadness.

I'm in love with Al. That sentence ruined his life for a moment. Not expecting if the friend who is now turned into a loved one, it will love her brother.

For a moment El smiled. Condemn his mistakes that did not realize love long ago. He had a lot of time with Freya. El exhaled, feeling very upset.

When she felt this upset, she knew where she was venting. Getting out of bed, El goes to the kitchen. Making a cup of early gray tea, he wanted to calm his mind.

“What are you doing?”

Hearing the voice, El turned his head and found his daddy there. “I want to drink tea, what daddy want?”

“Can make me one.”

El made two cups of tea. Take him to the back garden, where his daddy was already there. Putting the cup on the table, she sat down right next to her daddy.

“What upsets your mind to make it so relaxing with a cup of tea?” ask Bryan. His hand grabbed the tea and sipped it. El always says that he should replace the coffee he always drinks with tea, because tea makes us feel calmer. So now he believes that his son needs that feeling.

“Just think about work.”

“I'm not a kid you can lie to,” Bryan replied smiling.

“Your work is fine as far as I am concerned. Is this Freya's problem?” Bryan was young, this kind of turmoil he had already felt.

“How used to daddy fall in love with mommy?”

“Mommy you are very good. Always patiently waiting for daddy to change. Provide an opportunity for love to be present because it is used.”

“What does it mean that you didn't love each other at first?” ask El to make sure.

“Iya, you could say so.”

“What love can be present because accustomed?”

“Hai, young man,” said Bryan as he gently patted El's back. “Love knows where she should dock, so just show how big your love is. If he feels you mean he loves you.”

For a moment El was silent. Digesting his daddy's speech.

“Fight, as long as you are sincere he will come to you,” Bryan smiled. “If the boat leaves the port to head to a new port, ask God to blow the wind so that he returns.”

El sipped his tea. Seeking tranquility from the warm drink.

“God can flip through the hearts of men, believe me if you are sincere, God will help you.”

Bryan finished the tea in his cup.

“Alright, daddy will sleep first. Thanks for the tea.” He stood up while patting his son's shoulder.

El nodded. He still enjoys his tea. Continuing with his mind. I haven't tried, have I? So there is no harm in trying. After all, within a week of Freya falling in love, I guess it was just a momentary feeling.

Give spirit to himself. He's gonna try to get Freya. This time he let Freya's feelings mean that she loves Al. However, he will make Freya sure if the love that the girl says, is just a feeling of awe.

Under the darkness of a moonlit night, El believes he will get Freya back. Believing if the boat that was boarded by Freya will return to his love harbor.

This afternoon could come up to him. The pain hit him. However, tonight a sense of spirit was re-grown in his heart.

After a cup of tea and a little advice from his daddy, El could breathe a sigh of relief and sleep soundly. Welcoming tomorrow with passion, starting the fight.

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