Leaning Sweet Me
Equally Selfish

POV Farrel

When I saw you for the first time, I convinced my heart before I convinced you,

"It won't be easy" you told me at the time.

But I hang my hope above all else, when you run away, then I'll chase you, when you don't see me, I'll keep looking at you.

When you hold my hand, I will reply tightly, I have chosen you, and I patrikan your name on this heart.

You cry when I say love, holding my hand you say, "I love too" and you return my arms.

You know what it feels like?

As the world is in my grasp, I give it all to you. I assure you of your happiness, and I give you all the perfection before you.

"I miss you all day." You just laugh.

Then you say, "You're too much El."

Then what should I do?

Then you came that early, with a clear anger in your eyes, the morning I should have held you after the longing I endured all night. Even all day long I miss.

Without a word you approached me, still with anger that I did not understand. Then you slap me with your hand.

The hand I want to hold all the time, the hand I trust holds my faithful.

With a look of obstruction you look at me, you say, "I don't deserve anything!"

Just then my heart collapsed, I cried in silence. Love makes me forget that I deserve nothing.

You're still standing looking at me with a pissed-off, bead that I wish I could see my presence, looking at me with love, that I always believe in someday.

Am I being too selfish? I always wanted to convince you.

That moment I passed, even though my heart said no, I just want you to realize what I mean in your heart.

You shut up, I was quiet.

Until when did you realize all I did was for you?

I want to replace the tears you've been shed.

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Doni nudged Farrel's arm, then with a delicacy of the eyes pointed at the opposite table. Farrel was reluctant to turn his head, because he knew the figure he was so longing to be there, was staring at him.

Until the meeting was over, Farrel stood up to greet the client. " Thank you, nice to work with you,"

"Together Mr. Farrel, I'm very happy to be working with you this incredible! The client then nodded and left.

"Rel ..." Doni pointed towards Metta with his chin.

"Solve your problems, don't drag on. Otherwise, I'll replace you" said Doni giggled.

Farrel rounded his eyes, "Don't be insolent!"

Farrel tidied the file on the table, but still refused to look at Metta who had moved from his seat.

"I have to go, you just go back to the office, take my girlfriend too!"

Doni nodded, "What do you mean? you're not gonna solve your problems?"

Farrel shook his head, "There's something I need to take care of first."

Metta stepped in doubtfully, he approached Farrel who was still standing from his seat.

"El ..." he said slowly.

Farrel did not turn his head in the slightest, he only kept silent as Metta called out to him.

"Sorry brother, I won't be strong if I see your face."

Farrel turned around but did not dare to look at the face of his lover who looks sad,

"Sorry I have to go,"

Farrel walked past Metta who stood sculpting, then passed by. Leaving Metta.

"Is this your real attitude Farrel?" Shouted Metta.

He doesn't care if people start looking at him. Farrell paused for a moment, but he did not look at it.

"Is this what you said you'd keep convincing me?"

"I'm sorry!" smirking again.

Farrel sighed, then he stepped out again. Made Doni shake his head,

"Hard-headed!" muttered Doni.

As soon as the clear hair fell on Metta's face, her heart ached to see her lover's back drifting away, she cried as it was.

"I'm selfish, but you're more selfish!"

Doni held onto his shoulder, "Let's get out of here,"

Metta brushed off Doni's hand on her shoulder, "Detach!"

"We have to go, brother, everyone is looking at us!" Say Doni again.

Metta shook her head, "You're the same, what do you care?"

Doni shook his head, "Together stubborn!"

Metta then ran out, chasing after Farrel who was not there. He went around looking for her but Farrel had gone somewhere.

"Let's go back to the office!" Doni opened the car door.

"We're back in Mac's office, why just shut up!" Said Doni on a Mac who was watching Metta from the rearview mirror.

"What happened, miss?" ask Mac,

"But not to ask Mac!"

"I didn't ask you!"

"But I heard it, you've focused on driving." cried Doni.

"You're not my boss Don!"

"I am your boss's right hand man!"

"Oh yeah!"

"Stop it," cried Metta pensively, saying,

Doni and Mac were panning through the rearview mirror in his car with their mouths pursed together.

Metta was silent again, leaning his head against the chair, with a view that led to the road.

"Wait, that's Tiwi, right? stop the car

But Mac continued to drive his car through Tiwi who was standing on the road.

"Mac why not stop, that was Tiwi right?" Metta shook the steering chair Mac occupied.

"Doni, answer me! that's Tiwi, why was he on the road alone, didn't you guys just go together?"

Doni was as silent as Mac, he was just a rude snort.

"Good, put me down! Tiwi didn't bring anything from the office, even her phone was left behind."

Mac kept driving his car, quietly. Doni leaned his head and massaged his forehead slowly.

"Down me here Mac!" bentak Metta's.

"I'm sorry I can't miss" replied Mac flatly.

"You're the same!" Metta grunting.

"Brother of Farrel's girlfriend, I beg you to cooperate this time!" lirih Doni's.

Metta turned his head towards Doni, "You're the same as him,"

"Don't make Farrell any more angry, he'll also be even more angry at us!" Said Doni later.

"The one who should be angry is me, the one who is selfish!" Doni shook his head.

"Egoo together!" muttered Doni.

Metta saw Tiwi getting further and further away, the Tiwi who was sitting in a daze.

"God, don't you guys have any heart, let Tiwi in there! he must be confused to go back to the office!"

"Farrel doesn't like him, so he does!" Said Doni still by leaning his head.

Metta frowned, "What's the matter?"

Doni sighed, he turned his head to Metta,

"I don't know what the problem is with you guys being so selfish!"

"But even in anger Farrel can still think of you!" Hanging words.

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"Sorry Mr Farrel, shouldn't I have learned it? why Doni?" tiwi said when Farrel gave the file to Doni.

Farrel quietly did not answer, "And I should have gone every time the meeting was not."

"Mettasha is incompetent, she is also haughty. How could he convince a client with his attitude like that,"

Farrel turned to Tiwi, "Are you?"

Tiwi nodded, "Just ask the office guy, they already know how his haughty attitude is, he also taut whenever asked,"

"So he doesn't deserve it?" Said Farrel later.

"Of course, he even thwarted a lot of cooperation with some clients because of his arrogance!"

"Is that really Don?"

Doni shook his head, it was possible for Tiwi to vilify her own friend blatantly.

Doni is silent in disbelief as Farrel listens to Tiwi, as does Mac.

"Mac ..." said Farrel looking at Mac from the rearview mirror.

"Stop the car!"

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