Lecturer My wife
Chapter 76 is hard to forgive

"Are you ok? Would you like some company?"

The contents of the message that Dion sent to Syifa when he saw his wife was sitting pensively in one corner of the cafe. Only a glass wall was blocked because Dion asked him to watch himself from the car.

Syifa seemed to smile reading the message from her husband. Then gazing towards the road while flicking his finger formed an okay signal.

Soon a woman came to see Syifa. There was a tense face between the two. It felt like this was the first deliberate encounter after all this time they avoided each other. Just a few moments accidentally met.

"Sorry to wait a long time?"

Syifa just nodded slowly. Even his expression was still the same. I don't know what to do because my heart is still frozen.

It's unexpected that he finally wants to meet Mona, his former best friend.

There was a long delay until a waiter delivered a drink to his desk. Syifa looked straight ahead while Mona was still looking down.

"Say. What was your purpose in meeting me?" syifa finally spoke.

"Shypha.. M-sorry.. I want to apologize to you. For all my mistakes." Mona seemed to hold back her tears.

Syifa did not answer immediately. But hearing Mona's words made Syifa's emotions intensified.

He tried his hardest not to get angry. With tightened jaws and both hands tightly grasped.

"Why should I apologize? Isn't that fun for you? You got your dream man." Syifa said at last.

"Shypha.. I'm khilaf. I was so careless that I hurt you when you were so kind to me." Mona couldn't hold back her tears.

"You know that, right? Whatever I gave you, but you still betrayed me. Oh, is it because Rangga is now in prison and you want to use me again?" Syifa is back talking sarcasm.

"T-no.. Not so I mean. I'm really sorry Syifa. I'm aware of my mistake. I even thwarted Rangga and Luna's plan back then."

Syifa just smiled bitterly at Mona's words.

"Oh, so you want to give up on your efforts so I can forgive you that?" Syifa still seems to be stirred by emotions.

"Syifa, I just want my life to calm down before I leave this place. I really want to change and fix everything. I beg you to forgive me." It seemed that any words from Mona did not melt Syifa's heart.

"Well, if that's your only goal. Too bad I can't forgive you." Syifa stood up and took her bag. He left that place even the drinks he ordered had not been touched at all.

Mona could only bow her face and cry bitterly. The fatal mistake he made had taken Syifa's heart. And he realized it was not that easy to forgive a despicable and dirty human like himself.

As she stared at the road Mona saw Syifa who was accompanied by Dion. The man with his attention opened the car door for Syifa. Even his right hand restrained Syifa's head so as not to hit the roof of the car. So sweet of attitude.

"At least now I'm glad you're living happily Syifa, even though you won't forgive me. I know myself enough." Mona said in her heart.

In Syifa's car looked moody. He did not speak at all and just leaned his head while staring at the streets.

Dion gently rubbed the top of Syifa's head to make the woman turn to him.

"i love you too.." The words from Dion certainly made Syifa immediately smile even though her smile was not as cheerful as usual.

At least there was a little happiness he got. And her husband is the best place to get a moodbooster.

Arriving at home looks lonely. Dion and Syifa cleaned up and changed their clothes to meet their beloved daughter.

"Bella just slept. This afternoon did not want to sleep at all." said Mama Rina.

"Why don't you want to sleep Ma?" ask Syifa.

"So bought om Shaka a new toy. The fun of playing does not even want to sleep. Now bathed directly to sleep."

"Sorry Ma, Syifa always took care of my mom." Syifa looked down.

"You are still sorry. Precisely Mama thank you very much since there is Bella so the more rame the house more cheerful." Mama Rina rubbed the top of Syifa's head. But he saw a different expression. It seemed that his son-in-law was lacking in excitement.

"I'm glad you're tired of taking a break." Mama Rina was understanding.

"Yes Ma." Syifa finally went to her room.

For some reason after meeting Mona made Syifa become completely uninspired. His heart seemed to be slashed again when he remembered himself who was struggling to give birth to Bella instead Rangga and Mona were absorbed in vacationing abroad.

And the severity of the money that should have been used for the birth of Bella and all her needs had been exhausted because of them.

If Syifa easily forgives Luna another case with Mona. The wounds are deep because Syifa and Mona were friends since childhood. Syifa considered Mona to be like her own brother.

Selfishly unwilling to forgive Mona? That's what Syifa wants to do. Syifa has never been like this before. Because revenge is not his nature. It was only the tightness in his heart that he now felt.

"It's just so bad that it can make you relieved." Suddenly Dion sat down beside Syifa while gently rubbing the top of his head.

And shed the tears of Syifa. It just fell down without a sound because its lips were still tightly closed. Syifa's fist began to feel numb, all her might wanting to hold back the cry. Refusing stubbornly not to look weak but realizing that he had never once felt the warmth of a hug like this, instantly smashed through his defensive wall. Syifa began to sob small and eventually turned into a cry that was too big. Tsunami waves that come continuously.

Dion said nothing at all. His eyes are straight ahead. Elusan in the back head of Syifa did not stop him from doing.

Dion deliberately wanted to let Syifa cry as much as he wanted. But Dion, had only heard this painful cry for the first time.

"I can't be selfish this time. Why is it so hard to be a hater. Am I too greedy to forgive Mona?" finally after a long time Syifa cried just this time she let out words.

"That's all your right baby, whether you forgive or not depends on your heart. But I'm just reminding. Holding grudges and anger will only hurt you." Dion still stroked Syifa's head.

Syifa began to slowly realize. It seems that the events of Mona and Rangga have a silver lining as well. If he had not parted with Rangga then Syifa would never have found a man as good as Dion. A man who always loved with a million abilities. Accepting herself and Bella unconditionally.

"Should I forgive Mona?"

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