Let me Love Her Mother
Release If It Painful

On a clear morning, the sun in the morning came into Liam's room. Its bright light also makes Liam wake up from his sleep. Liam got up and walked straight to his porch. He hasn't started working yet. He was asked to rest first after his illness the other day.

Liam was sitting on a chair on his balcony. While enjoying the morning air.After the incident last night, Liam could not sleep well. Her mother's remark that Renata never thought it was important, it always haunted Liam.

Liam took his cell phone. He tried to contact Renata with hesitation. After several attempts, Liam still could not reach him. Liam smiled, Liam's number has been blocked by Renata. Until he can't reach her anymore.

'Do I really not matter to you, Re?' liam was disappointed again. He threw his eyes at his backyard.

Liam tried to open his medsos, there he found a writing that seemed to describe his current feelings.

Ever felt pain? But you keep fighting it?

It may not be your problem that is less persistent, but you who are stubborn.When God fails you and disappoint you many times, you still fight for the same person. That's what makes you sick, you fight for the wrong thing too strong.

Let go, maybe your heart can calm down that way.

Stop, maybe you've gone too far to break your limits.

You tau? Love is worth fighting for, but love never hurts. That means what you're fighting for now isn't your love, it's your obsession.

Love is gentle, it will not hurt anyone who sincerely wants it. It's just that sometimes people often misunderstand him. Let go, maybe now what you're struggling with is your obsession not your love anymore.

Falling is a common problem, what you need to think about is not how you fall, but how you get up.

That's what matters .

Liam read the writing many times, Liam thought again. What is she fighting for now instead of love? Has it turned into an obsession? Liam took a deep breath and released it.

Why does he feel he has no one now. Why does he feel alone now. He just wanted someone loyal next to him. Is that as hard as it is for him to get it? Does he not deserve all that? Liam was silent and pensive.

Ana who happened to pass in front of Liam's room saw Liam who was sitting leaning on the middle bed staring blankly out his window. He seems to have many thoughts and burdens. After staring at Liam for a while, Ana left.

In the living room Ana sees Anin sitting back with a glass of green tea. He looked calmer and seemed mediocre after the departure of his son-in-law and grandson.

"Aren't you worried about Liam?" anna asked her brother, looking like there was no interest at all in making Renata come back. Or fix all this mess.

"Worry about what, An? Liam is still young and 29. There are still many women waiting for him. My son is handsome, An. I was happy, and now the woman was gone without much effort from me. I thought it would be difficult to get rid of him and his mother from Liam" Anin said with a faint smile.

"Sir, don't you love Aiden? Renata is also a good woman, if they fight it is a common problem. If it can still be talked about why not, mbak," said Ana trying to make her brother want to help Liam.

"Sir, Aiden is your grandson, ma'am. Liam's biological son. You can't talk about that. You seem to want to dump Aiden too. Aiden had nothing to do with this. You start slacking, mbak," said Ana annoyed.

"You don't want to take care of this. Let me help Liam. You begin to fret," Ana leaves Anin alone on the sofa.

Anin still did not budge from her position, she still enjoyed her green tea with a meaningful smile while staring out the window.

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On the other hand Renata still seemed uninspired, her violent quarrel with her in-laws still lingering in her memory. It was not only the slap that made him sick, but he also still doubted his current decision.

What's more until now he still can't forget Liam. He keeps missing you, man. He kept remembering Liam's warm and understanding figure.

Renata closed his eyes with a hand that kept swinging Aiden at his swing. Lidya who saw that immediately approached Renata.

"Sorry, because Mama's all fucked up. Now you guys are like this. Mama shouldn't have come to see you. Mama should have left that time soon" lidya regretted.

Renata looked at her mother.

"Mama never made you happy, son. I don't know what kind of mother this is. Maybe my mom is like this. Because when there is a chance Mama wasted on herself Mama," said Lidya felt his heart slashed. He felt his presence to be a thorn to anyone he met. Renata clasped his mother's hand.

"Rio alone since Mama is here she always avoids Mama," said Lidya smiling miris.

Renata could say nothing more. He could only hug his mother.

"Mama means to Rere. Mama don't go. Come with Rere wherever Rere goes," Renata said sincerely.

Renata took off her embrace and looked at her moved mother. Renata wiped away her mother's tears.

Then he looked at Aiden who was sleeping. All he thinks about is what about his son if he lives without his father Liam. And he also couldn't possibly stay here, aunty Ayu was always looking for trouble with him as if to make Renata leave immediately.

"Ma, Rere wants to go back to Jakarta, Rere wants to work there. Rere wants to start all over again" said Renata as if he had resolved not to depend on anyone anymore. "Take it this marriage is a mistake, Ma. Let it be, let's just say this never happened. Maybe that way everything will be better for all of us" Renata said with a smile that he forced.

"No, son. You can't part with Liam. You love your husband so much, Mama knows that. Mama's gonna talk to your in-laws. Don't make a quick decision, Re" said his mother worried.

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